Close your eyes, and all that appears in front of you is his appearance, smiling, smiling, still smiling.
No matter what he did wrong, he would always look at him fondly and help him clean up his mess countless times without ever complaining.
"open!"
Familiar body temperature, familiar breath, even if she didn't speak, just standing beside him, his heart couldn't help but beat continuously.
He put his hands in his mouth and clenched his fingers tightly into fists.
He was afraid... afraid that he would not be able to bear it, afraid that he would not be able to bear it and hold her in his arms.
For so many years, he has been thinking like this, thinking... thinking that one day he wants to hold her tightly in his arms, and never let go from now on.
But...but she said she wanted to learn to grow up, and he didn't want her to be disappointed or feel uncomfortable, so even though he was reluctant to let go, he still tried to let go.
But...but...but he never thought that by letting go, she would really leave forever and never come back.
"No, don't. Please tell me, please. I know there must be something wrong with you, something must have happened. Just tell me. No matter what happens, I will be with you."
Hold him tightly and refuse to let go no matter how hard he struggles.
How can a ten-year relationship be explained clearly in just one or two sentences?
How can a relationship of ten years be gone just by turning around and saying no?
She knew very well how much she had learned about him in the past ten years. After so many years, Ruosheng knew very well what kind of person he was.
He is the kind of man who is as gentle as the spring breeze. He is so gentle, always smiling slightly, and unwilling to hurt anyone.
So... So if Ruosheng refuses to believe that he would say and write like this for no reason, there must be a reason for him to do this.
"I say it again, let go!"
Taking a deep breath, Ling Yuechu scolded in a low voice.
She would never understand how uncomfortable he felt, and she would never understand how much courage it took to say such a thing.
He said "let me go", but in his heart he was praying, please don't let me go, never let me go.
But……
"Ruosheng, please let him go. We have grown up and have our own lives. You can take good care of yourself in the future. We will visit you when we are free. He is not in a good mood today. You don't want to
We know him the same way."
Frowning slightly, Li Xi stepped forward and tried to pull away Ruosheng's hand.
What Ruosheng did just now really shocked her. She didn't expect that Ruosheng would rush up and hug Ling Yuechu.
I have always remembered Ruosheng as timid, even afraid to speak loudly, but I didn't expect that she would actually do such an outrageous thing on the street.
"Is what you said true?"
"What?"
"Are you sure you want me to let go?"
Shaking away Li Xi, Ruosheng's lips couldn't help but evoke a wry smile.
Glancing at Li Xi, maybe... maybe she understood... After so many years of friendship, although she is stupid and not as smart as them, but... she is not a fool, she can understand, really understand.
.
Is it because of Li Xi? Is it because they are together that he doesn’t want to see him?
"Well, let go!"
My heart was pinched so hard that I couldn't feel the pain anymore.
I have never seen her look so serious. In my memory, she has always been silly. No matter what happened, she would always smile stupidly and look heartless.
That's why he was so worried about her, and that's why he worried that she wouldn't take care of him no matter where he went.
But... But now, she was staring at herself with a calm face and an expressionless expression.
He was unfamiliar with her like this, which felt very strange.
But...but he no longer has the right to happiness, does he?
A wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and his hands involuntarily touched his ears.
"Okay, I let go."
Taking a deep breath, trying her best to smile, Ruosheng slowly let go of Ling Yuechu.
Slowly take two steps back. Every time you lift your legs, it is as difficult as pressing against a huge boulder. Every time you take a step back, the distance they can see is thousands of miles away.
"Sorry for causing trouble to you."
With a flawless smile on her face, Ruosheng bowed deeply. If her face wasn't so pale and frightening, people would really think that she didn't feel anything at all.
"No!"
He put his hands in his pockets, clenched them into fists, and dug his nails deeply into his flesh. A burst of heartbreaking pain stimulated him, telling him to stay calm, not to be impulsive, not to rush over and hug her.
"After so many years, I really appreciate you. You have always taken care of me all these years, and I am really grateful to you. If...if it weren't for you...haha...if it wasn't for you, I really can't imagine where I am now.
What would it be like.”
I tried my best to smile, but I didn't know why the tears couldn't help but fall. I raised my head desperately and looked at the sky to prevent the tears from falling.
It’s true that people can’t withstand memories. The more sad and uncomfortable they are, the more things will appear in their minds that they don’t want to think about again.
Just like now, I had clearly agreed with myself that since they were already together and since they no longer needed me, I would obediently get out of their world.
But...but damn, I don’t know why all the beautiful pictures that come to my mind are those of us being together.
"Ruosheng, don't be like this. We will all grow up and have our own lives."
"It's okay. Thank you. To be honest, I'm really grateful to you. Do you still remember when I gave birth to Li Li? At that time, I had less than a hundred yuan in total, and my aunt kicked me out of the house. If not
You found me... You watched Li Li come into this world with your own eyes. You were the first person Li Li saw. So Li Li is always very close to you, although I know you are very
She is smart, powerful, and beautiful. It is normal to be liked by others, but I am still very jealous."
Tears kept rolling down, Ruosheng smiled while talking, her body kept shaking, and she kept reminding herself in her heart to be calm and calm.
But my heart was still throbbing and painful.
"Ruosheng..."
"It's okay, thank you."
Li Xi reached out and tried to hug Ruosheng, but Ruosheng ducked away.
Since you can't go back, let's separate completely. If it hurts whether it's long-term pain or short-term pain, then cut the knot quickly.
Take a deep breath, raise your head, and try not to cry.
"Thank you very much for all these years. Although I don't know what happened to make you suddenly become like this, but don't worry, since you don't want me to find you again, I will definitely pester you.
Don’t worry.”
The corners of his mouth raised, eliciting a faint smile. He said this to them, but also to himself.
Ten years, how many decades are there in life for me to get to know a few friends like this? It would be a lie to say that I am not grateful to them, and it would be a lie to say that I really don’t feel uncomfortable at all, but... But now that fate has ended,
What can I do even if I force myself?
"Ruosheng...that..."
Biting her lower lip slightly and looking at Ruosheng, Li Xi felt as if a knife was twisting in her heart and felt very uncomfortable.
Seeing the pain on her face, she almost told the truth, but in the end she didn't.
Now that you have done it, there is no turning back, you can only persevere.
"It's okay, I'm fine. Doesn't it look fine to you?"
Raising a heartless smile, Ruosheng pretended, and then said calmly.
Although her heart felt empty for a moment, she kept telling herself that it would be okay, and there was no such thing as a feast that lasts forever.
The time had come, it was time to say goodbye, but the time came so quickly that she was not prepared.
"Well, you're fine."
He nodded slightly, feeling heavy in his heart and having an indescribable feeling.
Li Xi didn't even know whether what she did was right or wrong.
She really didn't want Ling Yuechu and Ruosheng to be together, so she came up with such a method, but she didn't expect that Ling Yuechu's reaction would be so big that he wouldn't even be friends.
But there is a saying that goes well, there is no turning back when you shoot a bow, that’s all.
"Don't leave yet!"
His hands were clenched tightly into fists, and his heart was so painful that he could no longer feel it. Ling Yuechu did not dare to look at Ruosheng's expression, so he could only raise his head high and look at the sky.
But I don’t know why, all the faces that appeared in front of me were her faces, crying, laughing, aggrieved, excited...
Each one, each connected into a large piece, was constantly spinning in his brain.
He must leave immediately, otherwise he will really be unable to bear it.
"Oh, I'll come right away!"
Turning around and looking at Ling Yuechu, he never glanced at Ruosheng.
He just stood there quietly, with a cold aura surrounding him. Li Xi couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
"Then... let's go first..."
"Well, let's go!"
Smiling, waving, and watching Li Xi quickly run towards Ling Yuechu, then naturally holding his hand, and then Ling Yuechu opened the car door for her smoothly...
"Hey, stop, stop!"
Liu Shuqi panted all the way and looked at Ruosheng. He thought she was going to get in the car with Li Xi and the others. He immediately shouted anxiously, "Are you kidding me? I got 200,000 yuan. How can I let her fly like this?"
Already.
Thinking of the willow tree blowing past like a gust of wind, he kicked the car door that had just been opened, and a siren suddenly sounded.
Ling Yuechu looked at Liu Shuqi thoughtfully, while Li Xi couldn't help but frown.