Although she decided to go to Li Xi to ask, but...but when she really wanted to go find her, Ruosheng couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.
She is her best friend, but that's how she thinks.
But now... although I don't understand why she did that to me, I still have a big knot in my heart.
Once a person has a knot in his heart, it is difficult to continue to be calm.[
"Why!"
I raised my head and looked at the sky. The autumn wind picked up the fallen leaves and kept floating them.
Unexpectedly, autumn would arrive in a blink of an eye, and Ruosheng couldn't help but sigh deeply.
"Forget it, forget it, just take it one step at a time."
After thinking about it over and over again, the more I thought about it, the more entangled I became, so I decided not to think about it at all.
Ruosheng shook his head and gave a wry smile.
It seems that everything is out of control, everything is no longer what it was before, it seems that everyone is constantly changing, and only I stand there blankly...
"Ruosheng!"
Ruosheng was in a daze when a crisp voice suddenly sounded.
Ruosheng involuntarily lifted up and walked away, only to see a person standing not far away, wearing a pure white skirt, with long hair rolled up by the autumn wind.
She just stood quietly in the autumn wind, already looking beautiful without speaking.
"You, it's you."
Yes, that person is none other than Li Xi.
Only she can be so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off her at all times.
Only she can be so indifferent, yet always unforgettable.
Compared to himself, Ruosheng couldn't help but smile bitterly and slowly lowered his head.
If she is the clouds in the sky, then she is the soil on the ground.
If she is the elegant white swan, then she must be the clumsy ugly duckling, and an ugly duckling that can never become a white swan.
For so many years, she has been standing by his side, and he has become accustomed to it. He has never thought about such a problem. Only when he truly goes far will he realize that he and she are really not from the same world. [
"um, yes."
She smiled lightly, so gracefully.
She just stood there quietly, looking at herself quietly, her eyes filled with faint joy.
It gives people an indescribable feeling, is it joy, joy, or...
Haha, Ruosheng couldn't help but smile bitterly. It seemed that she was still the ugly duckling, still so clumsy... As long as she looked at him with a slight smile, he couldn't help but get closer, just like she did many, many years ago. .
There is no denying that she is really an outstanding girl.
"You...why are you here?"
Ruosheng couldn't help but glance around, but there was no sign of that person. Ruosheng couldn't help but frown.
Why isn't he here? Aren't they together?
But why did she appear alone but couldn't see his shadow? Ruosheng couldn't help but frown.
He is such a gentle man, how could he let her appear here alone? Could something have happened?
Ruosheng couldn't help but frown, and almost blurted out, but stopped.
She suddenly realized that she no longer had the right to ask, and couldn't help but smile wryly.
Friendship, especially the friendship between a man and a woman, turns out to be so easy to deteriorate, especially the friendship between three people.
If two of them fall in love, one of them becomes the most unnecessary.
Ruosheng felt uneasy for the first time that he was so redundant.
"Oh, I...I was waiting for Yue Chu here, and I happened to see you here."
She was still standing there, with a faint smile in her eyes, and she was still as elegant as a princess from a comic, which dwarfed Ruosheng.
Ruosheng couldn't help but lower his head.
Unfortunately, she lowered her head and missed the flash of sadness in her eyes.
Sometimes, she really envied Ruosheng. No matter whether he was happy or unhappy, he always showed it on his face. He would laugh when he was happy and cry when he was unhappy.
No matter what, there are always a few people around her who will silently support her and help her.[
Ling Yuechu was like this, Leng Litian was like this, even...even that cold-blooded disaster had a different kind of tenderness towards her.
"oh."
Sure enough, they were together, she said, how could Ling Yuechu leave her alone? What a gentle man he was, he would definitely be by her side carefully.
Why, why do I feel a throbbing pain in my heart, so uncomfortable.
I had known for a long time that everything must be like this, but why couldn't I help but feel a throbbing pain when I heard it with my own ears.
"By the way, why did you come here?"
She is sad, she is sad... She must feel that she is very happy, very happy, so she is a little jealous, right? But, my poor Ruosheng, when will you know that the happiest person in the world is actually Yes, what about you?
How can I tell you that when you turned to leave, he also turned around without any attachment?
Trying to smile a little and look calm as if nothing happened.
But only she understands how much effort she must exert to make herself look calm and relaxed.
"Oh, um... um, I wanted to find you for something. I didn't expect to meet you here. What a coincidence."
She raised her head, pulled the corners of her mouth, and evoked a bright smile. The sun shone on her face, and a glint of light flashed in the corner of her eyes, which quickly disappeared.
Li Xi stood looking at her from a distance, as childish as before, as if he had returned to that afternoon many years ago.
"Well, that's such a coincidence. We are... preparing to go on vacation abroad. Otherwise, if we happen to meet him, we might not see him again."
Farewell, my poor Ruosheng, actually... I don't really want to deceive you. In fact, you are as important as him in my heart, but...
But he is the prince I chose, the prince I believe can lead me out of the haze.
It's just...it's just that now you are all leaving me, and I...and I will not know where to go.
Therefore, all I can leave you is a faint smile, just like the one I had when we first met.
"Oh, is it so?"
I lowered my head, still lowered my head, feeling a little unspeakable pain in my heart, but also a kind of unstoppable joy.
After all, they are together, and some people are happy after all. It is really good, very good...
The sun was shining brightly, with a hint of sadness. Ruosheng didn't know what was wrong with him. He once said that as long as they were happy, it would be fine, but when their happiness was superimposed in front of him, he felt extremely sad. .
"Well, yes. Originally Yue Chu said he wanted to ask you if you wanted to go together, but then he thought that Li Li still had to go to school, so he didn't ask."
Smiling hard, he kept sketching pictures of happiness in his mind.
In that pattern called happiness, he is always there. Whenever she needs him, he will always be by her side and stay by her side.
But why did she want to cry so suddenly and feel so miserable.
Haha, yes, it’s really too bleak, and I even pretend to be happy. It turns out that everything is my imagination, and it doesn’t really exist at all.
"Oh... Really? Then you guys... you have to have a good time."
My heart felt astringent, just like the taste of unripe persimmons I ate when I was a child. I obviously had a lot to say but I couldn't speak.
In the end, I could only close my mouth silently and try my best to put up a smile to hide the loss in my heart.
"By the way, what do you want to ask me?"
Sorry, Ruosheng.
In fact... in fact, his heart has always been you. If you are willing to be a little more attentive to him, you will find that he can no longer hold anyone else in his eyes except you.
But...but I'm sorry Ruosheng, just think of this as my last deception.
I can't afford to lose, at least I want to be happy in your eyes.
"Oh, that's right. I want to ask if anything happened to me five years ago, before I gave birth to Li Li."
She felt very uncomfortable in her heart, like biting a sour persimmon. She seemed to understand a little bit about what ***** was, and she was speechless.
But, just pretend that she can't afford to lose, just pretend that she doesn't care at all.
But why, why is it so uncomfortable?
How much harder do you have to work to make others look like you don't care?
Ruosheng didn't know, she only knew that she had exhausted all her strength, and even every cell was trembling and every cell was roaring.
"Hey, don't you remember?"
Li Xi pretended to be surprised and looked at Ruosheng in surprise.
I was constantly thinking in my mind, how should I say it, what kind of words should I say, in order to minimize the harm Ruosheng suffered, and to make it possible for him to say bad things.
"Well, I recently realized that I seemed to have forgotten some things from the past, so I thought of asking you."
Raising a wry smile, Ruosheng said lightly.
At this moment, what she really cares about is not how much she remembers or forgets, but...but there are some things that even if she really cares about, she still has no right to care about or care about.
Even...even asking more is so redundant.
"Oh, that's it. Do you remember that car accident? It almost killed you. Yue Chu and I stayed by your side for three days and three nights before you woke up. It really scared us to death. At that time, Yue Chu Chu Du was so anxious that he called in the best doctors in the world. The doctors said that if you still don’t wake up..."
"That's it?"
"If you don't wake up, you might never wake up again and find out you're pregnant."
"Like This."
"um, yes."
It turned out that she had been in a car accident. She seemed to have a vague memory of this. Ruosheng lowered her head thoughtfully and tried to remember.
There seemed to be some small fragments left in my mind, as if I had indeed been in a car accident.
"Do you know why I got into a car accident?"
Car accident, why did you get into a car accident?
Ruosheng looked at Li Xi with a puzzled expression.
Yes, how could I get into a car accident? If I forget that these were all caused by a car accident, then why did I get into a car accident?