Ever since he was young, his father has not allowed him to mention it, let alone look at the photos, but...but how could Li Xi have it?
"Don't worry about this. I have my own way."
"Forehead!"
Ruosheng nodded blankly. Although Li Xi didn't want to say it, but... she still believed that Li Xi didn't deceive her.
For so many years, although Li Xi has been unwilling to tell her identity, she has always thought of herself as a child without a family.[
However, Ruosheng still understood very well that she was different from him.
There was always a veil of mystery surrounding her. Ever since she was a child, it seemed that there was nothing she couldn't do.
Every time she encounters a difficulty, no matter what kind of difficulty it is, she can quickly help her solve it.
"Even...even if she looks like...then, so what?"
I held the photo tightly, feeling a pain in my heart.
Ruosheng stood up tremblingly, looked at Li Xi, and kept opening and closing her mouth, but in the end she still didn't say the word mother.
Yes, even though I have rehearsed it in my mind many times, when it comes to my mouth I can't say it out loud.
"Your mother was a young lady, and your father was just a wage earner with no money, no rights, and nothing. So your mother's parents didn't agree with them being together. Later, they eloped. And then they got married. You, but your mother has never experienced such a difficult life, and then she left without saying goodbye."
Li Xi spoke word by word, and each word clearly entered Ruosheng's mind. She clenched her fists tightly again and again, and then slowly released them.
She felt that her heart had been punctured several times and blood was flowing out continuously.
Her nose felt sore, and there seemed to be a kind of liquid constantly swirling in her eyes. She suddenly understood why Li Xi said again and again: Some things will be over when they are over.
"Then……"
"Then my father took me everywhere by himself, and then she got into gambling..."
"Actually, your father takes you everywhere because he wants to find your mother..."
"Then...then why did you stay in this city?"
I remember that when I was very young, my father kept taking me everywhere. Later, when I arrived in Haicheng, my father said that I would stay here from now on. At that time, I felt so happy.
Then... then he met Ling Yuechu and Li Xi, and Haicheng became his home.
"Because...because, she is in this city."
Li Xi said softly and looked at Ruosheng with a heavy expression.[
Ruosheng jumped up in an instant and looked at Li Xi with a horrified expression.
"What? You...you said she is in this city? What do you mean by that?"
She is in this city? She is actually in this city?
Ruosheng was so frightened that she exclaimed in a low voice, while Li Xi just nodded.
She was not lying about this, that woman was indeed in this city, and she was living in this city with an identity that Ruosheng could never have imagined.
"Yes, she is in this city."
This city may have countless secrets and countless days and nights.
Of course, there are all kinds of people, and that woman may never have imagined that the daughter and man she once abandoned have been living by her side for so many years.
Of course, even if she saw her now, she would definitely not recognize that this was the daughter she abandoned back then.
"Where is she? Where is she? Tell me, tell me quickly!"
My mother is in this city, my mother, who I have never met before, is in this city?
Ruosheng grabbed Li Xi's sleeve tightly and looked at her with a pleading look on her face.
I had never seen my mommy for so many years. I thought I was looking for my mommy who was no longer alive. I didn’t expect... I didn’t expect that she was actually in this city. I didn’t expect that she actually lived in the same city as me.
"What does her whereabouts have to do with you?"
Li Xi opened Ruosheng's mouth gently and said lightly, with a trace of contempt in his eyes.
After so many years, she is still the same as before, still as innocent and as idiotic.
What a fool, so what if you know where she is?
She probably thinks that she is just a stain that she never wants to mention, a secret that she never wants to let others know.
"You...what did you say?"
Ruo Ruo looked at Li Xi with some confusion. He just wanted to know the news about his mother. Is there anything wrong with that?
I didn’t expect my mother, whom I had never seen for so many years, to be in the same city as me. Is it wrong for me to want to?
"Should I say you are innocent, or innocent?" [
"What's wrong?"
"Haven't you ever thought about why she abandoned you and why she never looked for you in these years? Since she never thought of looking for you... there is only one possibility, and that is that she doesn't want to see you at all. When I look at you, I don’t even want to think that there is another you in this world!”
Li Xi spoke without mercy, word for word.
Ruosheng kept retreating as he listened, tears flashing in his eyes.
"No, it won't happen. She must have had some last resort in leaving. She must not know where I am if she doesn't look for me."
Although I knew very well in my heart, what Li Xi said was definitely right.
Maybe she didn't even remember that there was another version of herself in the world, but Ruosheng still didn't want to admit it.
She didn't want to believe that her mother would really be someone who didn't want to admit her existence.
"Hey, this is you..."
Looking at her in front of him, Li Xi suddenly thought of something, and then suddenly shut up.
What she wants to say is that this is the purest part about you, and it is also the place that makes people unforgettable. No wonder he has always been so good to you.
No wonder you have always been a special existence in his heart.
But...but she still didn't say anything.
"I'll tell you the truth."
A wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth. Li Xi was really unwilling to deceive her.
For a person like her, even if he deceived her, he would not be able to find any sense of satisfaction, but would feel extremely guilty.
"Your mother already regretted it after leaving you behind. She was a rich young lady. When had she ever lived such a difficult life?"
There was no expression on his face, Li Xi just looked at Ruosheng quietly.
Ruosheng, Ruosheng, when are you going to grow up? Why is white the only color in your world? You don't know that there are many colors besides black and white in this world.
Not everyone thinks the same as you, and you need a valid reason for everything you do.
"Yes...really?"
Her head felt dizzy and she accidentally took several steps back. Ruosheng's face turned pale.
She stood there and looked at Li Xi stupidly, feeling at a loss for a moment. She didn't know what kind of expression she should use to face her.
"Why, it feels like a dream."
Raising a wry smile, Ruosheng rubbed her temples and muttered to herself involuntarily.
Yes, why do I suddenly feel like I'm dreaming? It's so unreal.
"Life is like a dream and a play."
Looking at Ruosheng in front of him, although she was still the same as before, Li Xi knew that she was actually deeply shocked.
But that's how she is, she always does everything slowly, even when she's injured or in pain.
Every time when others thought she would burst into tears in pain, she would behave without any abnormality, as if nothing angry had happened, but she would be deeply involved in it for a long, long time and couldn't extricate herself.
"Yes, life is like a drama. Thank you for telling me so much. At least... at least let me know that there really was such a person in the world, and he has been so close to me for so many years."
Taking a deep breath, Ruosheng looked at Li Xi with a faint smile.
Yes, at least she knew that person was in the city where she lived, breathing the same air and watching the same sunrise and sunset as herself.
At least... at least she is here, and has always been there.
"It's okay, you will know these things one day."
Gritting his teeth, Li Xi shook his head gently.
To be honest, she didn't know whether what she told her was right or wrong, but she believed that even if she didn't tell her, one day she would know.
If she was to find out from that person's mouth, it would be better to have sex with her at high speed himself.
"Is...is she okay?"
"I don't know, maybe it's okay, maybe it's not good."
She? Li Xi couldn't help but bring up a wry smile, how could he know whether she was okay or not?
After all, I haven't seen her for more than ten years, but a woman like her should live a good life.
It's just that she doesn't want to mention it again, and she doesn't want Ran Ruosheng to be hurt again.
"Some people and some things are not the main thread in our lives. Their appearance will disappear soon, so there is no need to care too much. Everyone will meet many, many people, but they can really have an impact on their own lives. There are only a few people there, so why bother worrying about so many."
Li Xi lowered his head and looked at his toes, speaking lightly.
She didn't know whether she was saying this to Ruosheng or to herself.
"Thank you, I understand."
Ruosheng nodded, a trace of gratitude flashed in his eyes.
Although she no longer dares to delve into the reason why Li Xi has always been by her side, it is undeniable that she has always been by her side and is closer than her relatives.
"Can you please tell me the truth?"
Mother is a very distant title. If Li Xi hadn't mentioned it, she would not have remembered it.
He had never seen that person since he was a child. Although Li Xi mentioned that he would feel a little pain, it would get better soon.
What she wants to know now is what happened and why she got involved with Leng Litian.
"The truth is, your father wants money. Do you understand now?"
Li Xi slowly raised his head, stared at Ruosheng without blinking, and spoke word by word. Ruosheng was so frightened that he took two steps back.
"You...what did you say?"
"Your father wants money. What he lacks most is money, and there is a chance that he can get a lot of money."