So that's it. I guess this is what others call fate. After thinking about it, Ruosheng felt relieved and looked at her with a faint smile.
"Call me Aunt Lin"
"Aunt Lin"
"Yeah, I'm older than you, so I can be your aunt"[
Aunt Lin looked at Ruosheng with a smile and said lightly
Looking at the girl in front of me, it seems like I have known her for several lifetimes. There is an indescribable warmth that makes people want to get closer.
This kind of warmth is something I have never...no, it shouldn't be...I should have found this kind of warmth from a little thing, but that little thing was still very small at the time, I don't know...
Haha, why are you thinking about those past things again?
Aunt Lin shook her head with a wry smile and looked at Ruosheng with a smile on her face.
"Eh, are you really older than me? You can't tell at all. I thought you were about the same age as me."
Ruosheng looked at Aunt Lin with surprise and looked at it carefully.
Oh my God, look at her look. If she didn't say that she would beat her to death, she wouldn't believe that she is older than me. She looks like she is only twenty-four or five years old at most. She doesn't look like an aunt.
"Haha, you are really good at talking. You kids these days have sweeter mouths than the last one."
A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and Aunt Lin's mood improved.
To be honest, she has heard a lot of nice words like this from people who don't believe her age. She has also seen a lot of people, but no one behaves as straightforwardly as this girl.
I don’t know why she just likes her. What she says makes me feel happy.
"No, I'm telling the truth. I really can't tell. If you didn't tell me, I would still wonder if you were younger than me. You are really good at taking care of yourself."
Staring at Aunt Lin Ruosheng, she tried to find some traces of time on her face, but she was really disappointed.
Not to mention the traces of time, almost no flaws can be found
In the end, Ruosheng had to give up. It was so amazing. This is perfect reverse growth.
"You kid is really good at making people happy. Come on, come on."
For the first time, she had this feeling of wanting to be close to someone. Aunt Lin smiled and waved for Ruosheng to come to her.
Ruosheng looked at her with confusion and finally walked towards her cautiously [
"Come here, I stewed this. Drink some. Your children today don't even know how to take care of themselves. You could faint even if you look at it on the street."
Aunt Lin was nagging as she opened the cup.
As soon as she got home, she had her family doctor check her out.
Although I said I saved someone out of kindness, I still can't know everything. At least I need to know if there is anything wrong with her body and whether I can touch her.
Fortunately, the doctor checked and said there was nothing wrong. She must have suffered from malnutrition or something to faint. Today's young people don't know how to take care of themselves.
"Ah...thank you for that...I...I don't need it."
It was the first time someone cooked something for her and asked her to eat it, and it was a stranger. Ruosheng was immediately shocked.
It would be a lie to say that I'm not touched, but this happiness came so suddenly and I really couldn't accept it.
"Hey, you kid is fine. Stop talking and eat quickly. Eat and have a good rest."
Aunt Lin took Ruosheng's hand with a loving look and motioned her to sit aside. Ruosheng was so frightened that he stared at her blankly, not knowing what to do and had to obey her wishes.
Her hands were warm and her smile was warm. In a trance, Ruosheng felt like she didn't know where she was.
She felt... she felt as if... she seemed to feel something... something called... maternal love...
There is a strange liquid gathering in the eye sockets that is constantly swirling. My nose is sore and my throat seems to be blocked by something. My mouth opens and closes but no sound comes out...
"Hey, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Why are you crying?"
Aunt Lin looked at Ruosheng and was shocked when she saw her without saying anything but just crying.
He hurriedly wiped the tears from her face while looking at her anxiously.
"Okay, okay, don't cry. If you have any grievances, just tell Aunt Lin and you'll be fine. There's nothing you can't overcome."
I don’t know why Aunt Lin felt her heart trembling when she saw her crying. She felt an indescribable and uncomfortable feeling.
She hasn't felt like this in years...
“Thank you, thank you, I’m okay, I’m okay”
The warm embrace makes people unable to help but indulge in the feeling... It feels like she has found her mother. This feeling is something she has never had before.
Sticking tightly to her arms, absorbing the warmth from her body, something is constantly fermenting [
I haven’t experienced this feeling since I was a child, so I don’t know if I want it or not. But when I really felt it, I realized that I really wanted it.
I long for this warm temperature. I long for this warm embrace of you.
"Okay, stop crying. Look at you, you're such a big person and you're still crying. Stop crying. Come and eat quickly."
Aunt Lin didn't know why Ruosheng was crying or what grievances she felt in her heart, but since she didn't tell her, it was inconvenient to ask.
Although... although I always feel that I am very familiar with her, but... after all, it is the first time that I have met her, and everyone has their own secrets.
"um. Thank you"
He took a deep breath and used all his strength to get out of her arms.
Ruosheng kept telling herself in her heart that she couldn't, she couldn't, she couldn't
You can't sink into this feeling. You can't think about it and you can't rely on it.
You have to learn to live alone. You have to be strong. You have to take care of Li Li. You can't be defeated by such unfounded feelings.
"It's okay, just eat quickly"
"um. Thank you"
I don’t want to think about that strange feeling anymore, I’m afraid that I will continue to sink in and be unable to live without it and never forget it.
Ruosheng had no choice but to lower her head and eat the food in the cup quickly. She just poured it into her mouth mechanically, not even knowing what she had eaten, and she didn't even taste it.
It's just a mechanical and repetitive swallowing action, and a lot of messy things keep popping up in your mind.
It feels really good, as if... it's like I'm completely surrounded by something warm. It's so warm in the middle. It's warmer than the sun in winter.
Is that... is that maternal love? Is it the maternal love that I have never received?
Ruosheng meditated while repeating the swallowing action.
Yes, she is sure that this must be maternal love, just as much as she loves Li Li.
"Madam, Madam, we have guests."
"Huh"
Everything in Ruosheng's mind was running very fast. Her head had already traveled thousands of miles away. Suddenly, a man dressed as a servant walked in. Ruosheng was startled and quickly sobered up. Looking at Aunt Lin doubtfully
"Oh, it's okay, it's okay. You can eat it and I'll go take a look."
Aunt Lin looked at Ruosheng with a smile, waved her hand gently to indicate her to continue, and then she turned around gracefully and walked out.
Looking at her slender back, Ruosheng was a little stunned.
Is she really old enough to be his aunt? Is she really not her own age? Why can’t she really see it at all?
Close your eyes and that warm feeling comes to mind again, as if your body is surrounded by warm breath.
Ruosheng sighed deeply, thinking that the human body will automatically remember these smells and temperatures. It only took such a short hug to remember it.
And...and the smell on her body is really special, it seems that I have never smelled it before
"Look who's coming"
Ruosheng was reminiscing. Suddenly the door opened and Aunt Lin walked in with a smile on her face. She looked at Ruosheng with a smile as if there was something good going on.
Ruosheng looked at her with a puzzled face. Suddenly he saw the figure behind her clearly. Ruosheng was stunned for a moment.
"Why did you run out alone without taking your phone? Do you know how worried I am?"
Leng Litian took three steps at a time and walked up, grabbed Ruosheng's hand and looked at her with a dark face.
This damn woman had already told her to stay at home obediently, but as soon as she went out, she disappeared. When she came back, she found no one at home and couldn't be found anywhere.
"let me go"
Breaking free from Leng Litian's grip, Ruosheng glanced at him with a cold face, her eyes filled with disgust.
Seeing the obvious and undisguised disgust in her eyes, Leng Litian froze and froze with his half-stretched hand in mid-air.
What's going on? Why does she suddenly seem to hate herself?
Leng Litian couldn't help but frown and tried hard to recall whether he had done anything wrong that caused her misunderstanding or dissatisfaction.
But after thinking about it, I still can't think of what I did wrong.
I thought to myself that women are so fickle. What was fine just now suddenly became like this.
"Go back with me"
After looking for her for a long time, he couldn't find her anywhere. He was tired and didn't want to continue arguing with her. Leng Litian just said something coldly.
I thought I would wait until she and I calmed down before talking about everything.
"I won't go with you"
He clenched his fists tightly and stared at Leng Litian.
This damn man, this damn liar, pretended to be the victim. She almost died because of his injuries, and she didn’t know anything.
It's really disgusting that he's still here wearing clothes and pretending to be kind.
"What did you say?"
Did she hear it wrong when she said she wouldn't go with her? Leng Litian frowned and looked at Ruosheng in confusion.
There's nothing wrong with his ears, right? He must have heard wrongly.
"You heard me right, I won't go with you."
Ruosheng continued to repeat with a cold face
Yes, she won't go with him. Who knows what his intentions were when he woke up. If she goes back with him, she doesn't know what will happen.
"Stop making a fuss, now is not the time to make a fuss."