Before landing, Ruosheng was half-lying on the sofa, flipping through a yellowed novel. Li Li pouted her little mouth and kept pushing her.
After a long time, Ruosheng finally couldn't help but put down the book in his hand and looked at Li Li seriously.
She felt it was time to have a good talk with Li Li[
"Mother"
Ruosheng suddenly grabbed his hand and seemed a little unhappy. The little guy was startled and looked at Ruosheng timidly.
"Li Li's mother wants to talk to you"
Looking at Li Ruosheng, he said seriously
"Let's talk"
Li Li tilted his head and looked at Ruosheng. His black and white eyes were filled with several small question marks.
His short, fat hands gently touched his little head.
Why don’t you tell me what’s delicious? It seems like I’ve never tasted it before.
"I just want to talk to you."
Looking at the cute look on his face, Ruosheng felt that she had been defeated by him.
How do you really explain something to a kid who doesn't understand anything that you can't even understand yourself?
Hey, why do I feel such a headache?
Looking at Li Li Ruosheng with a pale face, I feel like I want to cry.
"Oh, talk, aren't we talking all the time?"
Li Li patted his chest gently and took a deep breath. He looked at Ruosheng like a grown-up, his eyes were full of question marks.
"Li Li's mother asked you if you like it here."
Sitting upright, holding Li Li's arms with both hands, Ruosheng looked at him with a serious face.
There have been some strange fragments appearing in her head recently. Those fragmentary fragments made her feel very uneasy.
She couldn't explain what kind of uneasiness she felt, but it was just a very bad feeling [
"Like it"
With dark eyes rolling, Li Li looked at Ruosheng innocently and answered with a matter-of-fact expression.
He really likes it here. Only here can his mother stay with him all the time. In the past, his mother was always very busy and never had time to accompany him. He really hopes that this will always be the case.
"Yeah"
"Well Li Li likes it here very much"
Li Li still nodded very definitely. He really likes it here. As long as he is here, he can always be with his mother.
The little guy was so busy thinking that he didn't notice the sadness flashing in Ruosheng's eyes.
Ruosheng lowered his head and couldn't help biting his lips, a wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.
Yes, Li Li will definitely like it. What you want here is what you want. For Li Li, this is the best place to wander around with him...
The more I thought about it, the more I felt sorry for Li Ruosheng and couldn't help but shake her head vigorously.
"Mother"
Li Li gently pulled Ruosheng's sleeves and looked at her timidly.
Did I say something wrong? Why does my mother look so unhappy?
"Mother……"
When Ruosheng didn't answer, Li Li became even more worried.
"Mom Li Li is wrong...Li Li will not dare to do it again"
Although I don’t know what I did or said wrong, it must be my fault that my mother ignored me.
Li Li apologized hurriedly, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Hey Li Li, what are you doing?"
Ruosheng was intoxicated in her own world and couldn't help but feel confused when she saw Li Li's face full of tears.
"Mom Li Li is wrong. If mom doesn't like this place, then Li Li won't like it either."
He held Ruosheng's hand tightly with his little hands and raised his little head to look at Ruosheng [
As long as my mother is there, I can be anywhere...
Although he really likes it here
"Li Li..."
When I hugged Li Ruosheng, I felt my heart was hit hard by something.
My nose couldn't help but feel sour and tears were about to fall.
Li Li's child is getting older little by little. She raised her child little by little.
But why didn't she realize that this child was so insecure? What was wrong with him? Why was he so frightened?
I am such a failure. I am such a failure as a mother.
"Li Li is not wrong, it is her mother's fault, her mother's fault"
Holding Li Li tightly, tears kept rolling down
She wanted to hug him tightly and press him to her heart to let him know how much she loved him. How could she be angry with him?
So why are little older children so sensitive? Could it be that I really did something wrong?
"Mom Li Li is very good, don't be angry."
Shrinking timidly in Ruosheng's arms, Li Li said carefully
"Well, how could my good mother be angry with Li Li?"
Holding Li Ruosheng and talking word by word, the scene of that night appeared in my mind.
"Tell me what you want from me."
It's night and there's silence everywhere
Ruosheng didn't know why he came to find her at this time and seemed to be very serious.
It was hard for Ruosheng to wait until Li Li fell asleep before she secretly came out.
She didn't want Li Li to see some things. Li Li was too young to understand. She didn't want him to have bad thoughts.
"Don't you think we should have a serious talk?"
Standing by the door and looking at the dark and cold sky outside, he took a deep breath for a long time before slowly turning around and looking at Ruosheng with a solemn face.
Although they are under the same roof, he goes out early and stays late every day, and because of her deliberate avoidance, they are basically like people living in two worlds.
"What to talk about"
His gaze made Ruosheng feel a little uneasy, but she still tried her best to straighten her back and kept telling herself to calm down.
"What do you think about talking about"
The corners of his mouth slowly raised into a faint smile, and a trace of ridicule flashed in Leng Litian's eyes.
He really doesn't know what to do with this woman
She has been avoiding herself for such a long time. Does she think she can do this for the rest of her life?
"I don't think we have anything to talk about."
Ruosheng straightened her waist and clenched her fists tightly and said harshly.
Yes, she doesn't think there's anything to talk about.
I and him are from completely different worlds. What can I say to him?
"You...do you think that escaping can solve everything?"
Taking a deep breath, Leng Li was innocently afraid that he would strangle this damn woman to death on impulse.
Was she an ostrich in her previous life? Why did she only know how to escape?
Does she think she can escape this way for the rest of her life?
"I don't"
In an instant, Ruosheng was like a cat whose tail was stepped on, all her hairs stood up and she stared at Leng Litian angrily.
Without her, there would be no escape. How could she escape?
"Really? Then how do you plan to solve Li Li's matter?"
Is there no escape? Isn’t this considered escape? What a tough-tongued woman.
Looking at her, she looked as cold as a cat with fried hair, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitch upwards.
Yes, even if she hides herself like this, she can't change the reality that she is Li Li's father.
No matter what, Li Li is his own child, and this can never be changed.
"I...I...Li Li is mine"
how to solve this problem
Ruosheng was a little hesitant. How did she know how to solve this problem? This problem has always been bothering her.
But no matter how hard she thought, she still couldn't think of a reasonable solution. She had no choice but to escape and pretend that there was no such thing.
I was thinking that maybe one day Leng Litian would be tired and didn’t want to play anymore, so he let himself go with Li Li.
Then he can take Li Li back to his previous life.
"I know Li Li is yours, but Li Li is also mine."
He took a deep breath and looked at her nervous look. Leng Litian's heart couldn't help but tighten.
Of course he knows that Li Li is hers
And he also admired her for living as a woman with a child and educating the child very well. However, he admired and admired the fact that Li Li was his own flesh and blood, which could not be changed.
"you you……"
Ruosheng couldn't help but took two steps back and stared at Leng Litian in horror.
Could it be that...could it be that he planned to snatch Li Li from him?
"If Li Li is mine, don't expect me to give him to you."
Ruosheng looked at Leng Litian and shouted loudly
Yes, he shouldn't even think about Li Li being himself. No matter what she said, it would be impossible to give Li Li to him.
"Even if you don't want to, Li Li is my child and I still have the right and obligation to raise him."
There is still a smile on the corner of the mouth, but my heart is heavy
Leng Litian wanted to relax, but his heart became even heavier.
He had long thought that talking about this kind of topic would be very heavy, but he didn't expect it to be so heavy, which was still beyond his imagination.
But he has to do this. Otherwise, I don’t know how long this woman will escape.
"You...you can't do this..."
I didn’t expect that he would really compete with me. Ruosheng was nervous.
If he really wants to compete with him, he has no chance of winning at all.
But...but Li Li is hers, how can he...
"I've already told you what you need to say, think about it carefully, but I don't have that much patience."
Leng Litian sighed softly and turned around, no longer looking at Ruosheng.
"Think about it carefully haha..."
Holding Li Li tightly, Ruosheng couldn't help but smile bitterly as the breeze blew through her.
Think about it carefully. It's so simple. What do you want to think about? How can you think about it carefully? Even if you rack your brain, you can't think of a good way.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?"
Her little arms hugged Ruosheng tightly, Lili's eyes were full of worry.
He doesn't understand why his mother looks so sad
"It's okay, it's okay, mom is fine"
Ruosheng said lightly with a wry smile on his lips.
He gently touched Li Li's head with his fingers, trying to give him a sense of security.
Haha, it seems it’s really time to solve the problem properly. Escape like this is really not an option.