There is no way out for him. This is his only choice now. He really has no choice.
"You...you...okay."
Tears kept falling.
The man in front of him no longer seems to be the person he is familiar with. He is no longer the person he has been with for more than thirty years.
Cai Zhongyun gradually became blurry in Li Xiuying's eyes, and then disappeared quietly.
At this moment, Li Xiuying felt that her heart was dead. She would never love again from now on.
"Well. Since you agreed, let's go tomorrow."
Without further ado. Since it has been decided, let’s do it tomorrow.
He turned around and walked into the room and closed the door. Leaning against the door, tears kept falling.
He clutched his clothes tightly. He felt that his heart was about to burst. A feeling of dying came over him.
In this life. In this life, he asked himself that he had never done anything to be sorry for his wife. He originally thought that his life would pass by like this. But he didn't expect...
Unexpectedly, it would be destroyed by his own hands after all.
"Hehe...hehe..."
The closed door indicates that everything is over.
He closed the door. Did he not even want to say more to himself?
Everything. Is everything over like this?
Li Xiuying collapsed on the ground. Why did she feel like everything was in a dream? It was so unreal. She felt that continuing to love you was like a dream. But...but why does her heart hurt so much?
This dream. So real. So real.
Closing her eyes, Li Xiuying kept telling herself, "Go to sleep. Once you wake up, you will be fine. When you wake up, everything will go back to you."
The night was already deep. Cai Zhongyun tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. His heart felt empty.
I kept thinking about how she was doing. Was she also very sad? Would she never forgive myself in the future?
Is she asleep? Or is she awake?
Do you want to go out and see for yourself?
After a long ideological struggle, Cai Zhongyun decided to go out and take a look. He was really worried about her.
"Why."
I opened the door and saw her lying on the sofa, seemingly asleep, with nothing covered. She probably huddled up because of the cold. She is the most afraid of the cold. Every time she gets cold, she huddles up in a ball.
Cai Zhongyun's lips couldn't help but evoke a faint smile. Then he turned around and took a blanket to cover her.
Looking at her sleeping soundly, a smile appeared on Cai Zhongyun's face.
After so many years, she is still the same as before. Although Huayan is already so old, she is still the same as when she was a child. She takes good care of others but does not know how to take care of herself.
"You have to take good care of yourself in the future. Otherwise, otherwise..."
He gently touched her face. Although there were a lot of fine lines, it was still as smooth and white as when she was a child.
The scene of their first meeting kept popping up in my mind. They were both still children at that time.
At that time, finger-tip wedding was still popular. At that time...at that time...
From the moment she was born, he knew that she was the one he wanted to take care of in his life. She was his baby.
He watched her come into this world with his own eyes, then grow up little by little, and finally marry him and have children.
She... is the most precious thing in his life...
"I'm sorry. Originally...I thought I could take care of you for the rest of my life. But this time I was really wrong."
He has always doted on her since she was little and always obeyed her every request.
It looked like she had been enjoying his care. But in fact, she had been taking care of herself meticulously, so that she could go about her business without any worries.
"I know. In fact, you are a very independent woman. I have wronged you for so many years. You have been asked to take care of this family and me."
A woman goes from being as young as a flower to slowly growing old.
She has always been silently supporting a man from behind. She gave up her dreams, her pursuits, and even her family for this man. This requires a lot of courage.
It is a supreme honor to be loved by such a woman. And he is the luckiest man.
It's a pity...it's a pity that he doesn't seem to know how to cherish it.
He has always felt that he is not worthy of her. That is why he is always obedient to her. That is why he works desperately to build a big world for her.
But...but this time...
"You have to take good care of yourself in the future."
Not willing to give up. My heart is filled with reluctance.
It has been decades. Really decades. She has been in my blood in my life. I have long been accustomed to her existence. She is like a part of my body.
Suddenly part of my body needs to be cut off. That feeling is not something that ordinary people can experience.
But...but he has to do this. Because...because this is his only way out.
"good evening!"
The sky was getting brighter. He pressed a question on her lips.
The sunlight slowly shines into the room through the window. Maybe... maybe this is the last time to say good night...
Say good night at dawn for the last time.
"Well……"
Li Xiuying didn't know how she fell asleep.
Last night she felt like she was really going to die. A pain she had never felt before.
But...but then I fell asleep without realizing it. Maybe it was because I was really tired. That's why I fell asleep so easily.
She seemed to have had a dream last night. In her dream, she seemed to have dreamed of Cai Zhongyun. He seemed to have said a lot to her, and seemed to have said something sorry to her.
I just don't know why I can't remember it clearly.
He stood up slowly. A wry smile could not help but appear on his lips.
It seemed that he really thought too much. How could he tell himself that he was not sorry?
He was so determined last night. He must divorce himself. How could he say he was not sorry?
Suddenly, I felt a cold feeling in my heart. An indescribable loneliness.
"Huh."
Suddenly she saw how she was covered with a blanket. She remembered that she didn't cover herself last night. But why was there a blanket now?
Could it be him? He must have built it for himself.
Does this mean that what he said last night was just angry words and just a joke to himself. He didn't really want to divorce himself.
In an instant, Li Xiuying's face was filled with a smile. A trace of excitement flashed in her eyes.
Holding the blanket tightly, I was so excited that I almost spoke.
Great. Great.
He definitely doesn't really want to divorce her. He definitely won't want to abandon her.
She just said, how could he get divorced after so many years? Maybe he was just kidding himself.
"woke up."
Suddenly the door opened. Cai Zhongyun walked in expressionlessly. Looking at Li Xiuying who had woken up, he asked calmly.
"Well. Where have you been? It's so early in the morning. Why didn't you call me when you went out? I'll go with you."
With a smile on her face, Li Xiuying jumped up from the sofa and grabbed Cai Zhongyun's hand, pretending that nothing happened.
Yes. As long as he doesn't say it. As long as he doesn't say it... everything. Everything can be treated as a dream last night.
"This. Please sign it."
Cai Zhongyun pushed Li Xiuying away. He took out a piece of paper and handed it to Li Xiuying.
"you you……"
Looking at the paper in his hand, there were several big words written on it: "Divorce Agreement".
For a moment, Li Xiuying was stunned. She stared at Cai Zhongyun with her round eyes.
"Hurry up and sign it. I've already signed it. Other things have been taken care of as well. All you need to do is sign it."
He went out early in the morning. He had already started planning these things, so all he had to do was sign his name. Now all that was left was her name.
"you you……"
Her face was pale. Li Xiuying looked at Cai Zhongyun. Her body was shaking continuously.
The corners of her mouth were trembling. She wanted to say something but couldn't.
"Sign it. It's just yours."
Clenching his fists tightly and taking a deep breath, Cai Zhongyun tried his best to act calm and calm.
But. But damn. Why do I still feel so uncomfortable?
I obviously know that this is for her own good. But why is it still so uncomfortable when I frame up?
"You...you...wait for Huayan to come back. Tell her..."
Her intuition told her that she didn't want to sign or divorce. Li Xiuying looked at Cai Zhongyun and tried her best to twitch her lips, trying to laugh.
But...but that damn smile condensed on his lips, and tears kept falling.
"No need. She came back last night. I've already told her."
Glancing at the blanket on the sofa, Cai Zhongyun said lightly.
Since it is an established thing, then do it as soon as possible. If you procrastinate like this, you will regret it. By then it will really be too late.
"Haha...is that so? It turns out...it turns out to be like this..."
Looking at the blanket that fell to the ground, Li Xiuying had a wry smile on her face.
Haha. It turns out that’s the case. It turns out that Huayan came back. It turns out that Huayan helped him build it. It turns out...
It turns out it's not what I thought...
"Okay. I'll sign."
Taking a deep breath, Li Xiuying picked up the pen and quickly signed her name.
She has been a very independent girl since she was a child. Everyone in her family opposed her being with Cai Zhongyun back then. But she still persisted.
So she understood very well that since it was the path she chose, she would have to climb to the end even if she had to climb.
Since he has decided to divorce and he has no way to change it, just accept it. Everything is his choice.
"good."
A piece of paper was light, but it seemed to weigh a thousand kilograms. Cai Zhongyun felt like he couldn't lift it. It was so heavy.
The corner of his mouth couldn't help but evoke a wry smile.
Haha. With this piece of paper, with this piece of paper, they are no longer husband and wife. There is no relationship at all between them.
"Take good care of yourself from now on."
Holding the divorce agreement in his hand tightly, Cai Zhongyun tried his best to calm down. But damn...damn why do the past scenes keep popping up in his mind. Those bits and pieces...those things that cannot be replaced...
"Don't worry about it."
Taking a deep breath and wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Li Xiuying raised a faint smile.