Fang Yuxin looked at the plate in her hand with confusion, her heart was frightened and her body was shaking uncontrollably. She knew what happened yesterday and Nangong Chen would not give her anything good.
She endured the pain in her back and the crackling and tearing pain in her lower body. She stood up to turn on the machine and put down the plate, but she had to touch all the muscles and veins in her body to complete such a simple action.
Suddenly, the TV picture shocked her. It was the picture of her entangled with Nangong Chen. Facing the camera, she felt that all the cells in her body were beating. Her face was twitching in panic, and the blood in her body was flowing backwards.
Dragging her heavy body, she struggled to run to the next room, with a glimmer of hope in her heart, but Nangong Chen was never a charity animal, and the videos around the room were all pictures of their room.
Weak and weak, he leaned against the door and cried heartbreakingly. It turned out that everything that happened to him yesterday was witnessed by Sima Yu, and Nangong Chen really wanted to shut himself up.
At this moment, she felt that her body was so dirty, and her heart was filled with despair. Her final dignity had been ruthlessly taken away by Nangong Chen.
She clenched her fists, resisted the trembling of her body, and tears fell down. Nangong Chen was crazy. She hated him. Every cell in her heart shouted that she hated Nangong Chen.
Fang Yuxin's body was shaking violently, and grief hit her heart. She no longer had any hope in life, and she didn't know how to face all the changes. She was like a poor person who had lost the protection of her parents.
Tired body, heavy steps, unable to lie down in the bathtub, let the cold water pour on yourself, wash away all your worries, this is a once and for all, childish idea, no amount of cold water can wash away the shame on your body.
She has been repaired beyond recognition by Nangong Chen, and she has no self-esteem at all. What is the point of living in this world? Nangong Chen, you must push people to a desperate situation, are you willing to do so?
Time began to pass slowly, and the water filled my body, and I felt my body slowly sinking. In an instant, the water filled my mouth and nose, and breathing began to become uncomfortable.
But I can't feel a trace of pain, everything in the past is floating in front of my eyes, my life of joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. It turns out that when a person is about to die, many unforgettable things will appear in his mind.
Fang Yuxin didn't seem to hear the shouts outside the door. She closed her eyes peacefully. It was useless to escape, but escape was a solution. In fact, death is not terrible, and entering heaven is wonderful.
Sima Yu pushed the door open with all his strength and saw Fang Yuxin lying in the bathtub. His heart couldn't help but feel a little better, and his face changed drastically. He didn't know that she actually chose such an extreme attitude and stepped forward to pull her up.
Aunt Chen was so frightened that her heart beat faster. She didn't know that Miss Yuxin pushed her away because she didn't want to live anymore. She couldn't help but shed tears and shouted: "Miss Yuxin, what are you doing!"
Fang Yuxin struggled to throw Sima Yu away, fell back in embarrassment, staggered a few steps, her eyes were blurry, water was flowing from her wet clothes, and she yelled crazily: "Leave me alone, let me die, you don't care about me."
Sima Yu pressed her shoulders forcefully, feeling panic and fear in his heart. If he was a step too late, would she leave him forever? He shouted: "Fang Yuxin, calm down. Death can't resolve everything, it's just escaping."
Fang Yuxin's body trembled violently, biting her lips with tears in her eyes, struggling crazily, trying to escape from Sima Yu's shackles, and screamed: "Don't worry about me, I'm dirty! In the end, I lost all my dignity. People live without dignity."
What do you mean? It’s better to just die.”
Sima Yu saw her in pain and struggle, and it stung his heart. Nangong Chen, how despicable are you? A good girl has been tortured like this by you.
He felt distressed and hugged Fang Yuxin tightly, using his gentleness to give her strength and let her hold on. He said gently: "Yuxin, don't be afraid. I will protect you as long as I am here, don't be afraid."
Seeing that Fang Yuxin was fine, Aunt Chen felt much more relaxed. She hugged the two of them, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, turned around and closed the door and left, giving them some space. She knew in her heart that both of them were pitiable people.
Fang Yuxin struggled for a few times, but when she saw that Sima Yu was motionless, she was also tired. She lay on his body, shed tears quietly, and said, "Thank you, Sima Yu, yesterday..." Thinking of everything yesterday, her body shivered.
, continued: "Yesterday, I caused trouble for you again and made you suffer with me."
Sima Yu hugged her tightly. The scene from yesterday passed through his eyes. He couldn't help but swallowed his saliva and said: "Yuxin, I don't know how hard it is. As long as you are happy, it's fine. If you're not happy, leave him!"
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"I can't leave. I can only truly escape from his life if I die, or else he..." Fang Yuxin's tears lit up, and she had a plan in her heart. If Nangongchen died, would she be free, and would she not have to suffer the consequences?
Abuse.
Sima Yu lowered his eyes and asked, "What else?"
"Otherwise, if he dies, I can escape from the sea of suffering. Otherwise, I will be trampled by him all my life."
Sima Yu was stunned. It seems that hatred blinds people's inner kindness. It seems that Fang Yuxin really hates Nangong Chen. A good girl is forced to the point of killing people. How much grievance does she have to endure? How much pain? She may usually kill only one person in a row.
Even a chicken wouldn’t dare! How dare she kill someone?
"Yuxin, let me help you."
Fang Yuxin was very grateful to Sima Yu for helping her and giving herself comfort every time he was in the most difficult times. However, murder was a crime and he could not let him participate. This would only harm him, and she could not repay kindness with enmity!
"No, I don't need your help. I can do it myself. Don't worry about me. Leave as soon as Nangongchen hasn't come back, otherwise it will be miserable when he comes back."
"No, only if you agree to let me participate can I leave with peace of mind. I finally got in, so I can't let you go easily and let you fall into a dangerous environment."
Fang Yuxin's nose was sore, tears welled up, she pursed her lips tightly and cried: "Sima Yu, I don't deserve you to do this to me, I am already a dirty person..."
Sima Yu covered Fang Yuxin's mouth with his hand and said sternly: "I don't allow you to say that. Only I know whether it's worth it or not. If I say it's worth it, it's worth it."
"Why? Why should we be so nice to me if we are not in love?"
"Because I like you." Sima Yu didn't know why he couldn't help but say it. He clearly knew that she had a husband, so who did it mean to be like this? He explained: "You don't have to think too much, it's just...a friend's liking."