Chapter 10 Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain
Sima Yu looked at the woman he longed for, and he couldn't help but miss her. He looked at her lowered eyes. At that moment, he misunderstood that she was forced to choose Nangong Chen, but the joy on her face could not be concealed.
Break his imagination.
Fang Yuxin raised her eyes to break the calm and asked: "Sima Yu, why didn't you come to see me? You're not a friend enough."
Sima Yu took a deep breath, randomly found a place to sit down, and deliberately made his expression appear more natural. His heart was like a bean churn, rolling vigorously, and said with a smile: "You are so funny that you actually blocked the gun for your enemy.
You can do it, but I've never seen you so brave."
"Nangong Chen is not my enemy. I remember it. I came to Beijing just to get my memory back. That shot reminded me of everything. I love Nangong Chen. No matter what he did to me before,
I will always stay by his side."
Sima Yu had an electric current running through his body. He was shaking violently and felt heart-beating pain. He could not help but clench his fists and his stomach turned over. He felt that his stomach was throbbing, his throat was blocked, and his breathing was getting more and more uncomfortable. Every time he breathed, he felt uncomfortable.
Cellular pain throughout the body.
How could Fang Yuxin, a cruel woman, reveal her love for Nangong Chen so easily in front of her, and where would that put her? Not to mention how many lives he had saved her?
"Then don't you remember how he insulted you, bullied you, and forced you to have thoughts of committing suicide? You can easily forgive him." Sima Yu asked unwillingly. He didn't believe that Fang Yuxin didn't care about these things at all. What happens to ordinary girls?
Such a huge humiliation should be engraved in the heart and indicate the need for revenge.
People say that the easiest way to get someone's sincerity is when she is at her most vulnerable. He gives her so much comfort when she is at her most vulnerable. He does not believe that Fang Yuxin has no interest in him at all and that she was only blackmailed by Nangong Chen.
Said these words.
"I owe him this. I have no regrets, so Sima Yu, please don't go against Chen. You are also my good friend. I don't want the person I like to be hostile to my best friend."
"Good friend, you know I want to be your good friend, I..." Sima Yu felt very uncomfortable listening to her words.
"Sima Yu, don't talk. Say what we can't even do as friends. I love Chen. I tell you clearly that I love him. My whole heart is filled with him. Even if I don't have amnesia, my heart is filled with tears.
It's Nangong Chen, I'm not afraid of others saying that I have a tendency to self-abuse."
After Fang Yuxin said this, she didn't even have the courage to look at Sima Yu. She knew she was cruel, but if she couldn't fall in love with each other, she couldn't give hope to the other person. The long-term pain was not as good as the short-term pain. She also believed that Sima Yu would find a woman more suitable for her.
, but that person is definitely not herself. Even if she didn't like Nangong Chen, she would not choose to be with him.
Sima Yu squeezed her shoulders excitedly, couldn't believe how hard she was shaking her, and roared: "What did you say? Fang Yuxin, how can you be so cruel? When you need me, you hold me tight, and when you don't need me, you are so cruel.
Push me away, how can you burn bridges, how can you be so cold-blooded?"
Fang Yuxin looked at his hurt eyes, and tears flowed out uncontrollably. She ended up hurting Sima Yu. She could understand the heartache of not being loved. She lowered her eyes, frowned, and murmured in a low voice: "I'm sorry.
sorry……"
Sima Yu immediately let go of Fang Yuxin. He originally thought that he had lost everything, and at least Fang Yuxin was on his side, but everything did not go according to his wishes. Fang Yuxin remembered her memory, thought of Nangong Chen, and let go of her hatred. What about herself? The corner of her mouth
He smiled sadly, staggered a few steps, his temples throbbed with pain, and he bit his lips to prevent tears from falling.
He did his best for her wholeheartedly, going through life and death for her. Why was she so cold-blooded? Didn't he give up enough for her? His eyes became misty, and he began to become confused. He said firmly: "Fang Yuxin, I tell you, I will not give up.
You, one day I will defeat Nangong Chen and get you back."
What did Fang Yuxin want to say? It was too late. She looked at his leaving back and sighed deeply. She didn't know when Sima Yu was so deeply attached to her. She owed him so much. He was like a knight accompanying her.
around oneself.
She couldn't bear it and lay down on the bedside, howling and crying. Sima Yu owed you, how should he repay you? He felt guilty and distressed, making himself uncomfortable and about to die. He gently touched the baby, which was giving him strength.
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I woke up when my cell phone rang. I looked at the screen showing my father on the phone. I swallowed in surprise. I wiped away my tears in embarrassment, coughed twice, and said softly: "Hey, Dad!"
In the phone, someone asked nervously: "Yuxin, what's wrong with you? Your voice sounds weird?"
"No, the weather is changing rapidly in autumn, so I have a little cold." Fang Yuxin took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, and changed the subject: "Dad, what do you want from me?"
"Haha, Yu Xin! Dad has planned to take several days off during the National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival. He wants to go to Beijing to see you and see how you are doing?"
"What, dad, are you coming to Beijing?" Fang Yuxin reacted in a daze, and the decibel level couldn't help but increase a lot. Her eyes widened, their eyes were round and flickering, and she clenched her hands nervously.
"Dad is not welcome!"
"No, no..." Fang Yuxin put down the phone in frustration. Her head was exploding. There were so many things to worry about. If her father knew that she and Nangong Chen were living together, there would definitely be a commotion, but it was too sudden.