Fang Yuxin felt as if the world had stopped, so she pulled down the quilt and breathed desperately, but no matter how she breathed, she could not feel Nangong Chen's smell. There would be no Nangong Chen's smell in her world. The world in her heart collapsed.
Half of it.
She slowly fell into despair. He was no longer there, his promises to her were gone, he had abandoned her, and he no longer wanted herself and her baby.
How will I live in the future? Without Nangongchen's warmth, the world would be cold. Why didn't Nangongchen say a word about leaving? Nangongchen, how can you expect Fang Yuxin to live?
She murmured: "Chen, how could you cruelly let us go? What should we do in the future?"
Fang Yuxin didn't even dare to look at Nangong Chen for the last time. She was not so free and easy, only full of desolation. She looked out the window at the beautiful scenery.
She gently got out of bed, picked up a chair, and stood on it, looking at the grass below the tall building and the laughing people. Although she couldn't hear clearly what they were saying, she knew they were happy.
She spread her hands and took a deep breath of fresh air, but her tears fell silently and merged with the silent air. She no longer knew what to do. Without Nangong Chen, she no longer knew how to live.
Slowly closing her eyes, enjoying the cold wind blowing on her face, Fang Yuxin felt slightly cold. The cold outside was not as cold as the cold inside. She closed her eyes, as if Nangong Chen was right in front of her, and he was greeting her from a distance. He was
It's not calling me to accompany him.
He loves himself so much and can't live without himself, so he must be very lonely now! Baby, let's go and accompany daddy! This way our family will not be separated, and our family can be happy together again.
Nangong Bing opened the door and saw that Fang Yuxin wanted to commit suicide. He rushed over in panic and pulled Fang Yuxin down. He never knew that Fang Yuxin could commit suicide so easily. A chill hit him from head to toe. He couldn't believe it. If he opened the door late,
If she takes another step, will she already jump?
He shouted: "Fang Yuxin, what are you doing? How can you do that? How can you be so selfish?"
Fang Yuxin broke down and cried: "Why did you save me and let me die? My life is meaningless anyway. Nangongchen is gone, why should I survive?"
"How can you say that? You don't know what the meaning of living is. Then let me tell you, what is the meaning of living? Nangongchen is gone. He has not enjoyed the life. You have to help him enjoy it. He has not seen it.
You have to help him see all the scenery in the world, and you have to complete his unfinished love on his behalf. Only in this way will his death be valuable."
"He has value, but what about me? Why should I live for him? He didn't keep his promise. He abandoned us. He broke the rules first. Why should I stupidly bear it for him? I can't do it. I'll follow
You and I can’t do this!”
"You can do it, you can do it. Fang Yuxin believes in herself. For Nangongchen, for your father, and even for me, live well and raise the little life Nangongchen gave you well."
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
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"This... okay..." Nangong Bing helped the weak Fang Yuxin, cautiously, for fear that she would fly away. The scene of suicide was still in his mind.
Fang Yuxin walked to the mortuary in just a few minutes. Why did she feel like she had walked for a long time? Perhaps this was the longest road she had ever walked in her life. Her heart felt like a knife, making her miserable.
Nangong Bing and Baomei looked at the grieving Fang Yuxin and didn't know what to say. They held back tears in their eyes and stayed with her silently.
Fang Yuxin's stomach turned upside down. The scenes of her and Nangong Chen's happiness, crying, and even his beating were all so clearly shown before her eyes.
She felt like she was losing her breath, and her heartbeat was getting weaker and weaker. The hand holding the doorknob was shaking violently, and she couldn't open the door.
Baomei suppressed the tears in her eyes, couldn't help but burst out, and hurriedly helped open the door.
Fang Yuxin looked at someone lying there, covered with white cloth. The room was clean and calm. She looked at the body, as if all time had stopped. She couldn't even hear her own heartbeat. Her vision began to blur, and her stomach
The pain was overwhelming and my body was shaking.
The people behind looked at the corpse, feeling pain in their hearts. Nangong Bing clenched his hands tightly. His brother, who had lived and died with him, had only been gone for a few days, but his story had already changed. He looked at Fang Yuxin with worried eyes.
Fang Yuxin walked forward, but she was more afraid. She couldn't breathe due to heartache. Tears fell down and merged with the floor. She was afraid. She felt that her world was dead. The moment Nangong Chen left her,
Her heart was already dead, and she desperately wanted to leave with him.