Chapter 118 The hardest thing is to forget each other
"He is very good to me." Gu Xiyan replied in a soft voice.
Is she happy? She doesn't know. Time has changed. Can she and Wei Zhe go back to the past? Falling in love with Wei Zhe is not difficult, but the premise is that the man who is beside her at the moment cannot exist in her heart.
.And she couldn't forget this man, at least not now.
"That's good." Shang Yiqi uttered these three words with difficulty and tightened his lips.
"If only I had tried harder from the beginning, then you might not want to leave me." Shang Yiqi murmured in a low voice in a daze, and Shang Yiqi felt sour. There was a feeling of emptiness in his heart.
The feeling called loss is not good at all.
"Brother Shang, what did you say?" Gu Xiyan asked without hearing what he said clearly.
"It's nothing." After speaking, Shang Yiqi patted her shoulder lightly. Seeing that Gu Xiyan was sleeping on his legs obediently and not daring to move, Shang Yiqi said warmly: "Good boy, sleep for a while, I'll send you to her later.
You go back and wait until everything settles."
Gu Xiyan stopped talking and just lay on his legs obediently and fell asleep.
Shang Yiqi gently stroked her hair, his eyes full of love and affection. He took out his mobile phone and looked at the time on it. It was eleven fifteen, and they could stay together for two more hours.
When Gu Xiyan woke up, Shang Yiqi was kissing her eyelids and her forehead carefully. Seeing her waking up, his hoarse voice sounded in the cramped workshop, "Are you hungry? How about going to eat?"
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Gu Xiyan nodded slightly panicked, and her eyes inadvertently glanced at the man propped up under his body...
She turned her head away, and Gu Xiyan's originally snow-white face was now flushed again.
Shang Yiqi only thought that she didn't like him kissing her again and turned away. He was not angry. He touched her hair and fastened her seat belt.
The car drove to the parking lot near a large-scale Western restaurant. When getting off the car, Gu Xiyan suddenly held down Shang Yiqi's arm. He was a little stuttered, and Gu Xiyan didn't dare to look at her eyes.
Ask him, "Brother Shang, are you...are you okay?"
Shang Yiqi didn't know why, so he responded: "I'm fine. Let's go. No one will find me here. After dinner, you should go back."
I don’t know if it was a psychological reaction or something else, but when she heard the words ‘no one will find out here’, Gu Xiyan’s ears even started to feel hot.
Only then did Shang Yiqi vaguely realize that something was wrong with her. He looked Gu Xiyan up and down, and asked anxiously: "What's wrong?"
Gu Xiyan shook her little head stupidly, and then suddenly said without thinking, "Brother Shang, do you want me to help you?"
Just after she finished speaking, Gu Xiyan quickly waved her hands to show that she didn't mean to speak nonsense, but her eyes kept accidentally shooting down his body.
Shang Yiqi finally understood why she was so stupid. He was angry and helpless. He stared at Gu Xiyan's head that was almost buried in his lap for a long time, and finally responded harshly: "Okay, help me.
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"No, I don't want it, Brother Shang... I didn't mean to say that, I, I just..." Gu Xiyan was thinking lamely about how to explain.
"Just what?" Shang Yiqi asked vaguely in her ear.
Wringing her clothes with both hands, Gu Xiyan secretly disliked herself in her heart. How could she talk nonsense? Her mouth was so stupid.
"There's no one here right now." Shang Yiqi hinted in her ear, successfully seeing Gu Xiyan's little face turn even redder.
Gu Xiyan finally put her hand to Shang Yiqi's suit trousers with a dignified look, and slowly untied his belt with trembling hands. She raised her head and glanced at Shang Yiqi, but she was not careful.
He looked into his eyes full of affection.
Gu Xiyan was afraid of seeing such undisguised fiery emotion in his eyes, so she lowered her head like a shy child. She unzipped his pants and walked away like a little cold snake.
The hem of his pure cotton briefs floated to his crotch.
The cool palm of her hand explored and grasped his hard condom and began to play with it. From time to time, Gu Xiyan could hear several very low muffled sounds coming from the man beside her.
Gu Xiyan couldn't see what was going on inside him, so she could only fumble around and serve him. Shang Yiqi suddenly stretched out a strong arm and hugged Gu Xiyan's body to his chest, so Gu Xiyan could feel him
scorching temperature.
He seemed a little dissatisfied, and the hot thing gradually grew stronger in her hand. Gu Xiyan gave a soft cry twice and wanted to withdraw her hand.
"Good boy, keep going. You were familiar with it before, weren't you?" Shang Yiqi noticed her intention to retreat and couldn't help but encourage her in her ear.
Gu Xiyan did not dare to reply to his words, but just held his hand again and served him carefully.
Fortunately, no one came here during this period, the car was parked in a relatively remote place, and the surveillance equipment could not capture the unusual scenery in the car.
Gu Xiyan stretched out her other hand, which brought out another wave of coolness. Using her two plain hands together, although it was a bit raw, it also made Shang Yiqi's breathing become heavier.
After Shang Yiqi finally snorted comfortably, Gu Xiyan's palms were filled with the yin he left. After leaving him, Gu Xiyan felt that her hands were wet and sticky, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.
Grabbing the tissue in the car, Shang Yiqi wiped Gu Xiyan's hands clean before taking out the tissue and cleaning up his body.
Gu Xiyan knew that she shouldn't do this. She had already betrayed Wei Zhe once, but this time, she actually proposed it again...
"You're right, it's my fault, I'm bad, I seduced you. Be good, don't be afraid." After Shang Yiqi finished dealing with the mess under him, he saw that Gu Xiyan was obviously blaming herself, so he softened his voice.
Lifting Gu Xiyan's chin, Shang Yiqi kissed her lips solemnly, "It won't happen anymore. You will be his beloved wife, and I'm just your brother, okay?"
"Yes." Gu Xiyan nodded, but tears welled up in her eyes.
"Good boy, don't cry. It won't look good if you cry. Just smile." Shang Yiqi kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes bit by bit, and finally put his lips on hers again, and they left her at the touch.
Gu Xiyan curled her lips hard, her eyes still a little red. Seeing this, Shang Yiqi ticked her pink nose, and then put his head on her heart.
"Bang bang bang", her heartbeat was a little rhythmic. Shang Yiqi pressed against her atrium and whispered: "Don't make any sound, I want to hear the voice from the bottom of your heart."
Gu Xiyan thought about pushing him away, but after hearing what he said, she simply gave up her struggle.
"What did you hear?" After a long time, he left her body, and Gu Xiyan asked with a smile.
"I heard..." Shang Yiqi smiled, as gentle as the breeze, "Kiss me and I will tell you."
Gu Xiyan did not kiss him after all. The two went out for a simple lunch together. Gu Xiyan's appetite was not very good during the meal, and Shang Yiqi did not force her to eat more.
When Shang Yiqi sent Gu Xiyan to Wei Zhe, Wei Zhe was obviously surprised to see the two of them appearing together. However, Wei Zhe quickly reacted and took a closer look at Gu Xiyan to confirm that she was okay.
, he felt slightly relieved. After running around for so long, the matter with the Ye family was resolved, but he could not see Gu Xiyan alone. God knows how frightened and scared he was.
"Why is Lawyer Shang here? Why don't you let Wei be the host and treat Lawyer Shang to a drink?" Wei Zhe took Gu Xiyan into his arms and politely said to Shang Yi.
Gu Xiyan no longer looked at Shang Yiqi, but just looked down at the floor, not listening carefully to what the two of them were saying.
After some polite exchanges, Wei Zhe finally felt relieved when he heard Shang Yiqi say that he was going back to the capital in the afternoon. No matter what, it is always good not to let this man get too close to Yanyan.
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When Shang Yiqi left, Wei Zhe and Gu Xiyan saw him off at the airport.
"Mr. Wei, I would like to have a chat with Miss Gu, do you mind?" Shang Yiqi had a relaxed look on his face, as if he had really let go.
After Wei Zhe hesitated for a while, he finally nodded. He said to Gu Xiyan, "Yanyan, I'll wait for you when I get back to the car." Then he left first.
"Brother Shang, you..." Gu Xiyan wanted to ask him what he wanted to tell her.
Shang Yiqi made a silent gesture, then quietly took a step forward and hugged her.
"I'm leaving. Take good care of yourself in the future. If he bullies you, come to me and I will help you." Shang Yiqi felt that he must have had a nervous breakdown. He actually let them go like this.
Together, but you have to fail?
"Okay." Gu Xiyan originally wanted to say, "He won't bully me," but after thinking about it, she finally did not refuse his kindness.
Shang Yiqi carefully told Gu Xiyan various things to pay attention to. Even though he knew that she didn't need to worry about it herself with that man by her side, and there would always be someone to help her worry about it first, he still couldn't help but ramble on.
When did he become such a mother-in-law?
When the airport broadcast reminded passengers on Shang Yiqi's flight to get on the plane as soon as possible, Shang Yiqi smiled warmly at Gu Xiyan, finally kissed her on the forehead, whispered something in her ear, and turned around
left.
Goodbye, maybe this time, I will really stop loving you, my beloved wife. When Shang Yiqi left, his steps were steady and strong, but he could still vaguely see a hint of embarrassment.
Seeing that tall and handsome figure disappearing at the security checkpoint, Gu Xiyan couldn't help but burst into tears. Goodbye, Qi, my favorite man.
What did he say in her ear at that time? Gu Xiyan recalled it in a daze while crying. By the way, what he said was - I heard your heart telling me that you love me very much,
I love you so much! But you can't be with me.
It turned out that their ending was just like this. She watched the crowds at the airport drowning his figure, and he chose to turn around and complete her marriage with that man. The most difficult thing in the world turned out to be just forgetting each other, not forgetting this person.
But forget this relationship!
Qi, can I pretend that nothing happened? Can I pretend that... I have never loved you?