"Miss Gu, take your things and leave." Gu Xiyan followed Shang Yiqi into his villa, and Shang Yiqi had already given the order in a cold voice.
After stirring it several times with her hands, Gu Xiyan said rather awkwardly: "Qi, it's so late, can you just let me stay here?"
"Not good." Shang Yiqi didn't even look at Gu Xiyan.
"But now that I'm out, I have no place to live. Qi, can you just take me in for one night?" Gu Xiyan said and wanted to hold Shang Yiqi's right arm.
"Let go, Miss Gu, can't you see that you are not welcome in this home?" Shang Yiqi frowned, as if he was disgusted by Gu Xiyan's move of hugging his arms.
Gu Xiyan's eyes hurt, but she still bargained stubbornly: "Qi, I can cook midnight snacks, I can take care of the house, I...I can also warm the bed."
Shang Yiqi's brows furrowed even more tightly, and he spoke with a bit of anger, "Do you say this to every man? No wonder that boy Chu Yechen would take you in!"
"No, no, Brother Chu is very good to me. He took me in on his own initiative." Gu Xiyan didn't know where she had offended him. Seeing Shang Yiqi's displeasure, she quickly waved her hand and explained lamely.
"It's none of my business, Miss Gu, just take whatever you need and leave." After saying these words, Shang Yi Qihan broke away from Gu Xiyan's hand.
Just a few steps towards the living room, Shang Yiqi heard the voice of the woman behind him vibrato, "I don't know that you hate me or don't like me, but I just like you and love you! I know that I
You are not a good woman. I also know that I am being unreasonable. I am even destroying the relationship between you and Assistant Master He. Obviously I have so much instability and uncertainty in my heart. There are so many reasons why I am not worthy of you.
But I still don’t want to let you go. I just love you and I just want to stay by your side. Why do you have to treat me with such a disgusting attitude? Do you know that when you treat me like this?
Is your heart really sad? But I can’t leave. I’m afraid that once I leave, you will never be mine again.”
After Gu Xiyan finished speaking, she ignored Shang Yiqi's reaction and ran upstairs. Entering the bedroom that once belonged to the two of them, Gu Xiyan's legs went weak and she sat alone behind the door with her knees in her arms, feeling sad.
Weeping like a little beast.
There was no light on in the bedroom, and Gu Xiyan was surrounded by darkness. It turned out that she could only lick her scars in the dark without being seen. It turned out that only in the dark, she did not have to continue to pretend that she was beautiful.
strong.
Qi, I have never been a very strong person. If you had not loved me and cared for me, where would I have been brave? Qi, I love you, I love you, so no matter how you treat me
Even if you don't care, I will still stay by your side, even if I have to bear the burden of destroying other people's feelings. Qi, I will get you back, I will.
I don't know how long it took, but Gu Xiyan vaguely heard a knock on the door. When she stood up, she found that her legs were a little numb. After shaking her legs a few times, Gu Xiyan opened her door.
Door.
As soon as Fang opened the door, Gu Xiyan saw the little girl looking up at her. The little guy's face was full of anger, but he also looked cute and childish.
Before the little girl said anything, Gu Xiyan rushed to speak, "Yan'er, I know you hate me, don't say it, don't say it. If you do, I will be very sad and uncomfortable."
Gu Xiyan's pupils were now filled with a thin layer of mist, and she raised her head slightly, hoping that the tears rolling in her eyes would flow back.
The little girl pouted her lips and glanced at Gu Xiyan one last time, then left without saying anything.
Gu Xiyan closed the door, turned on the light, and then walked towards the closet.
As soon as she put her right hand on the closet door, Gu Xiyan had a faint intention of retreating. She was afraid that there would no longer be any trace of herself in the cabinet, and that there might even be another woman's in it.
Clothing.
But everything is unknown. If she doesn't open this cabinet door, she won't know what the real answer is.
When she saw that the arrangement in the closet was the same as before she left, Gu Xiyan covered her lips with one hand. She couldn't tell whether she was moved, happy, or some other emotion.
At least, he hasn't thrown away his clothes yet. Does this mean that he actually doesn't care about himself that much?
After finding a set of pajamas, Gu Xiyan went straight to the bathroom to wash herself off. On the other side, the little girl came downstairs and jumped to Shang Yiqi's side.
"Yan'er." Shang Yiqi smiled bitterly, not knowing what to say to the little guy.
"Daddy, why did you bring her back?" The little girl crawled into Shang Yiqi's arms, staring into Shang Yiqi's dark eyes with a pair of watery eyes.
"Daddy will let her leave tomorrow. Yan'er, don't be upset. Daddy will only let her stay here for one night, okay?" Shang Yiqi intuitively concluded that the little girl didn't want to see Gu Xiyan, so he patted the little girl gently.
On the guy's shoulder, Shang Yiqi comforted her.
Unexpectedly, after hearing Shang Yiqi's words, the little guy's face became even more swollen, until the sides of her cheeks became stiff, and then she opened her mouth in annoyance: "Daddy, do you like her or Aunt He?
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"What Yan'er likes is what Daddy likes." Shang Yiqi gave the little girl a vague answer. He knew that the little girl was now very attached to He Juan, and he also agreed to give He Juan a wedding.
In fact, if you think about it, he was too cruel to He Juan. He Juan is a very good woman. If it hadn't happened this time, he might never have agreed to be with her? After all, he is just a person, and a
A person only has one heart. His heart has been given to another woman and can never be taken back. For He Juan, in addition to feeling guilty, he is grateful.
"Daddy, do you really want to marry Aunt He?" the little girl said again after being silent for a while.
"Don't Yan'er like Aunt He? If Daddy and Aunt He get married, Aunt He will also be very kind to Yan'er." Shang Yiqi said in a gentle voice.
The little girl rested her little head on Shang Yiqi's arms. After about ten minutes, she muttered: "Daddy, Yan'er thinks, Yan'er actually doesn't hate that woman that much."
Shang Yiqi remained silent.
"Daddy, why don't you marry Aunt He?" After carefully looking at Shang Yiqi's face, the little girl grabbed his arm and said.
"Yan'er, don't say anything like this again. Aunt He will be unhappy if she hears it." Shang Yiqi suddenly put the little girl down and warned in a louder voice.
The little girl could only stare blankly at her father walking towards the stairs. After a long time, she raised her little hand and touched her eyes. Her legs kept kicking the sofa, and the little guy thought more and more.
The more I feel aggrieved - Daddy obviously doesn't like Aunt He either, so why is she still angry when she says that to Daddy? Besides, shouldn't it be that woman that Daddy likes?
If, if daddy really likes that woman, then she doesn't have to hate that person so much, as long as that person doesn't think about leaving her and daddy again in the future.
When Gu Xiyan came downstairs, the little girl was looking at the Pokemon and pursed her lips in displeasure. After a brief pause, Gu Xiyan walked towards the little guy.
Sitting down next to the little girl, Gu Xiyan tried her best to find a topic to talk to the little girl.
As a result, Gu Xiyan didn't expect to say anything, but the little girl suddenly said, "Do you like Daddy?"
The little girl was still looking at the TV when she said this, as if she was just asking casually.
"Yes, Yan'er, I love your daddy and you very much, but I once abandoned you. I'm so bad." Gu Xiyan forced a smile from the corners of her lips.
The little girl didn't even turn her eyes, but asked again: "Then why did you abandon us?"
It is not difficult to tell that the little guy still has a grudge against Gu Xiyan's departure.
Gu Xiyan sighed helplessly, and then said: "Yan'er, do you still remember the story mommy told you for the last time?"
The little girl didn't nod or shake her head, she just listened to Gu Xiyan's words without saying a word.
"Yan'er, the story mommy told you at that time, the husband in the story was your daddy, and the wife was me. Do you remember Uncle Wei? Uncle Wei was shot while trying to save mommy. At that time, he
He was in the hospital for several days at a time. Mommy was really afraid that he wouldn't wake up. Later, your Uncle Wei's mother knelt down and begged me. She even risked her life to divorce your father and let me stay.
By your side, Uncle Wei, I can't refuse such a mother who loves her son so much! Yan'er, I know, I know I shouldn't have come back after I left." Gu Xiyan said as she wiped her tears with her hands and calmed down slightly.
After calming down her emotions, she continued: "Yan'er, I also know that you must be very disgusted with me now because I lied to you and abandoned you, but even so, I still can't bear to leave you. Yan'er,
It doesn't matter if you don't like me. From now on, I will work very hard to be nice to you and your daddy. I will wait slowly until the day you are willing to accept me again. Yan'er, please don't you?
Can you not sentence me to death now and give me a chance?"
After Gu Xiyan finished speaking, she stretched out her hand to touch the little guy's head. The little girl wanted to avoid it, but in the end she suppressed her desire to escape. Gu Xiyan smiled slightly, and a rich warmth flashed in her eyes.
.
Yan'er, thank you for not refuting. Yan'er, thank you for not running away.
It was only after 10:30 that Shang Yiqi went downstairs to greet the little one to go back to his room to rest. As for Gu Xiyan, Shang Yiqi raised his leopard eyes slightly, looking very embarrassed.