I didn't expect that this ring would be so valued by Su Yunche. For a moment, I really saw the pain and accusation in his eyes. It's just Ache. Since you don't love me, then it's just a ring. With your financial resources, you really have it. Do you need to care?
"Mr. Su, don't worry. I will buy an exact one and pay it to you. Don't be angry." After saying that, I felt a chill all over my body. This low pressure did not come from the weather, but from the person standing in front of me. This man.
I was suddenly pulled into Su Yunche's arms. He held my head. Then he bit and kissed my lips crazily. It was a kiss without mercy. I only felt that my lips were so painful that they were numb and bloodshot. It moistened into my lips. I was in a daze and didn't know whether the blood was his or mine.
I didn't resist. In front of these two brothers, my resistance was always negligible. If they were determined not to let me go, then I would have no choice but to surrender obediently.
When Su Yunche finally let go of me, he looked at me with desolate eyes. Such lifeless eyes made me mistakenly believe that I had seen the wrong person for a moment. But such a face and such an outline could not be Su Yunche. who.
"Yan'er, why are they exactly the same? The style of this ring was designed by me myself. I know it can't compare to those handmade by everyone. But I put my heart and soul into every step of this ring from design to processing. How can it be the same?" Su Yunche pulled my shoulder with great strength. Suddenly I couldn't bear to scold him. That's all. That's all. Let's get together and part ways. I don't need to make things so tense. "Mr. Su, since you said so. Then I can only apologize. I didn't know that this ring had such an origin. I failed your kindness. I know that this cannot be made up for by saying sorry. Mr. Su, I am willing to try my best to make up for your loss. Within the scope of my ability. Inside."
I said the words of compensation lamely. In fact, I didn’t want to clear up the relationship between us. Su Yunche, if you are really worried about me abandoning you, then it’s a big deal. I will let you abandon me once. good.
Su Yunche's thoughts were obviously completely different from mine. He raised my chin. His full fingertips gently touched my lips. I felt a little pain.
I made a low hiss, and he moved his fingertips away. "Yan'er, you only agreed to give me a chance this afternoon. Tell me why so soon... why are you so cruel? Why are you so cruel?" After so many hours, you have to take back the opportunity you gave me. Just because I didn't pick you up. But I..."
"Ache, in your heart, am I really such an unreasonable woman? If that's how you see me, then I think it would be best for us to separate earlier, lest you dislike me in the future." I didn't want to hear him. Explanation: Because I don’t want to hear his words to deceive me again. Su Yunche, do you understand? I don’t have such a deep love for you anymore. And you still want to lie to me. You tell me that we are like this. You Let me believe in you. I believe you will be my beloved and will be good to me.
Don't look over your head. I tried hard to swallow the sourness in my heart. I continued despicably and cruelly: "Mr. Su, I want to take back the words I said in a fever of the afternoon. Mr. Su, Shang Yan'er is completely aware of it. Understand. You are not suitable for me. I will not love you. We are just hurting each other if we are forced to be together. Mr. Su, it is okay for you to have hatred and resentment towards me. But don’t let this stop you from pursuing true happiness. Lu, you and Miss Xu are very good and a perfect match. Shang Yaner wishes you both the best. She will never get involved in your world again."
"You still don't love me. Why? My surname is Shang. How can I be inferior to Su Yunlie? Tell me..." I tried to escape in a hurry, but Su Yunche roared hard behind me.
Occasionally, a few students pass by. When they see us, they always cast a few curious glances. I don't like the feeling of being looked at like this, so my steps become more and more hurried.
When the name Su Yunlie was mentioned, I paused for a moment. Su Yunche also caught up with me while I paused. He walked around to me. He kissed my lips again, as if he was conquering the city. A game of chess. He was approaching step by step. But I could only try my best to defend.
"Su Yun... Che. This is a public..." occasion. I wanted to remind him to pay attention to the location. But he held me tightly, not allowing me to retreat in the slightest.
It wasn't until I was about to suffocate that he relaxed a little and put his head on my shoulder. His breathing was disordered, and so was mine.
The wind was very cold. I wanted to tighten my clothes. He was facing the night wind and whispered in my ears: "Yan'er, give me a reasonable explanation. Tell you what made you change." Got an idea."
"Mr. Su, you should know. You don't... love me, don't you? It just so happens that I don't really need you. So let's... separate. Give each other a way out." If one party is affectionate and the other is ruthless. We can try to be together, but there is no affection for each other. How can we be together for a long time like this? Even if he believes that there is a chance between us, I don't believe it.
"Ha..." A cold sneer escaped from his lips and teeth. Su Yunche suddenly touched the side of my neck. "Yan'er, you always have to be so self-righteous. Why do you think I don't love you."
I opened my mouth. I wanted to retort, but he continued. "Yan'er, I don't accept this reason. You don't love me. I understand it very well. But I don't want to let you go. I want to marry you. I still want to .”
"Stop joking. Su Yunche. It's not funny at all. I won't marry you. No." I don't believe it even more. You would really bet on your marriage. "Su Yunche, please stop being so willful. Xu. The lady loves you very much. You two will be happy together."
"Willful. You actually said that I am willful." Maybe I really worded it improperly. Su Yunche was like a grumpy little lion now. "In your opinion, my shamelessly falling in love with you is willful. Then tell me. .What does it mean to be unwillful? Like Su Yunlie, who treats you aloofly. Is the best thing you can't get? He doesn't want you, so you think he is better than me. In this case, then I will dump you too. Can you, then, chase you again? Shang Yaner, do you have to do this to make you feel that I am also important?"
Facing Su Yunche's question, I didn't know whether to laugh or feel sad. "Mr. Su, when you say such things, you have the nature of a child. Mr. Su, listen to my advice. Don't make fun of your lifelong happiness. What you love is Miss Xu, then you should treat her well. It is not easy for a person to find someone who cherishes the same feelings as him. Promise me, let me go. Let me go. Let yourself go. Stay with Miss Xu."
After all, we have been together before. I still can't be so cruel and heartless. I can persuade him with nice words. Whether he can listen to it or not is not something I can control. Su Yunche, don't be stubborn. You are like this Are you really interested in marrying me? Are you going to kick me away when I agree to accept your proposal? I'm sorry. Human beings are still a kind of animals. Animals have the instinct to avoid risks. Of course I do too. I don’t want to bear such hurt. Even if... I once owed you a favor.
"You are really determined to separate from me." I don't know why. I feel that Su Yunche at this moment is like Satan underground. His whole body is engraved with a dark halo belonging to the devil.
Nod. Other than that, what else can I say and do.
With a sarcastic smile, he suddenly lowered his head and said in my ear: "Shang Yan'er, you are really capable. You are really cruel. Okay. As long as you can do two things, I can stop pestering you." .”
"Okay." I didn't ask what the two things he said were. At this moment, I just wanted to get rid of him as soon as possible.
Lifting my chin, he said lightly: "If I want you to go to bed with me..."
Before he finished speaking, my body was already trembling. I managed to stabilize my mind. Then I heard him say: "You must not want to. So be it. I'll step back. You take the initiative to kiss me once. I'll do it." Say stop."
Comparing the two, I naturally know that the latter is much more tolerant. However, he has not said the second thing yet. I dare not agree to him rashly now. "Mr. Su, what about the second thing."
"I don't want the ring anymore. You've ruined my heart like this. How can I ever want to get it back? Shang Yan'er, I'm a businessman. I don't like to suffer losses. Ten million. Ten million buys us out." How is the relationship? You are not allowed to ask Su Yunlie. Tell me, do you want to go back on your word?" He looked confident. Indeed, ten million may not be anything to him. But To me, it is an astronomical figure.
"Su Yunche, don't make such jokes. You should know that I can't afford this money. Relationships are things that you and I are willing to do. If you want to use money to end the relationship between us, then I will I should believe that you have no affection for me." I didn't say these words to irritate him. I just wanted to tell him that his conditions were too harsh. What's more, problems that can be solved with money cannot be affectionate. The concept is inside. Now, I am even more convinced that Su Yunche does not want to come back to me because he loves me.
"I can't afford it." He raised his eyebrows. The mockery in Su Yunche's black eyes was clear. "In this case, let's continue to pester. I have plenty of time to waste with you. What do you think, Yan'er."
I felt inexplicably irritable. I swatted his hand away and gritted my teeth. "Su Yunche, that's enough. You can leave. I don't want to see you. You've been out for so long. It's better to go back early so as not to worry Miss Xu."
"Do we have to have Yi Jing between us? I told you that I only have feelings for her as a sister." Su Yunche was obviously not sober. I patted his hand and he pinched my face. He never tired of it. .
"Stop making trouble, Su Yunche. In short, I won't be with you. I can't do what you asked for. I can't afford to offend you. I can hide." I threw out the thoughts in my heart. I finished. He turned around and left again.
"Why are you always so heartless? I love you, but you don't bother to ask for my love. Shang Yan'er. Your heart is made of iron. It's invulnerable." This time Su Yunche directly pressed me On the window of his car. I was forced to raise my head and receive his kiss.
The fiery thin lips moved to my neck. I felt my clothes being pushed open a little. A bit of sullenness gradually brewed in my heart. In the evening, his words "I don't love Shang Yan'er" hit me again. My forehead, some strange coincidence, I growled without thinking: "I love Su Yunlie. I love him, not you."
Silence. The breath of death enveloped my whole body. The moonlight was pale. Under the bright yellow street lamp, I looked at Su Yunche's chilling handsome eyes in confusion. The hopeless pain that penetrated my bones. The mottled sorrow and sorrow. ...Su Yunche. Why can he always show such a just-right look that makes me feel guilty and remorseful? Am I sorry for him? But I don’t love him. Then the best outcome is to separate. I don’t want to block his right to pursue happiness. .He shouldn’t make fun of marriage, right?
"Yan'er, can you kiss me again?" He looked at me pleadingly. I couldn't understand the obscurity and darkness in his eyes. But he made me unable to remain moved.
No matter. I told myself that this was just a farewell kiss. The last kiss. Its meaning was... farewell. Standing on tiptoes, I pressed my lips against his graceful thin lips. Then I whispered: "Mr. Su, you Let's go. Drive carefully. Go home and have a good sleep. When you wake up, forget all the grudges between us. I will earn the money for the ring and return it to you."
He didn't move, but I left first. I think he just needed some time to digest my words. Just like when I cried stupidly all alone on the way back to the capital.
There is no obstacle in this world that cannot be overcome. What’s more, we are still so young.
After returning to the dormitory, I brushed my teeth. Then I lay down on the bed and rested. After what had just happened, I found that I was really tired. In my sleepy state, I completely forgot that I still owed Su Yunlie an answer.
The room was very dark. The first time my cell phone rang, I subconsciously pressed the close button. Until the second time, the third time... I finally couldn't bear it and sat up. I couldn't think of any bastard who would ring it for me at night. Making phone calls, disturbing people's dreams. Well, it's not. It's not disturbing people's dreams.
I didn't look at the number displayed on the screen carefully. I pressed answer. I just wanted to curse the person. But I knew the other person well and said first: "Is it Miss Shang? Mr. Su had a small accident in our bar." .We saw your number on his mobile phone. It happened that you didn't turn it off. Could you please come over and take him away? His current condition is not suitable for staying in our bar."
Mr. Su, Su Yunche, or Su Yunlie.
It wasn't until I hung up the phone that I checked the call history and saw that the number that called was Su Yunlie's. Although I was not without fear, I thought that Su Yunlie might really be in the bar. I still mentioned it. My heart went downstairs.
The dormitory building was still under restricted access at this time. I had no choice but to imitate some of the late returnees I saw in the past and play climbing on the wall. Since it was the middle of the night, it really took me a long time to get out. Arrived at the school gate.
When I saw Su Yunlie, his expression was obviously very wrong. The bar manager on duty told me vaguely that Su Yunlie drank too much and couldn't bear it. He also said that they found something in Su Yunlie's shirt. He had a military officer's certificate. That's why he thought about finding someone to take him back. Otherwise something would happen. People from a small bar like them couldn't be responsible.
The manager's expression flickered as he spoke. I thought he must be hiding something from me. But Su Yunlie was in a worrying situation. I walked over and took his coat and cell phone, then helped him to leave.
Just then I walked out of the door of the bar. There was a "boom". A continuous shower started falling from the sky. The rain was cold to the bones. Su Yunlie and I were both doused. I was about to ask about Su Yunlie's situation. But he was Suddenly he hugged me tightly and then licked and bit my earlobe unceremoniously.
"Su Yunlie, what are you doing?" You're crazy. It's still raining now. What kind of drunkenness does this man have?
I wanted to help him go under the eaves to take shelter from the rain. It happened that a taxi drove over at this time. So I gave up the idea of taking shelter from the rain and hailed a taxi. I put Su Yunlie into the car.
Su Yunlie was also dishonest when he was sitting in the car. The driver asked me where I was going and then turned on the stereo in the car. Su Yunlie's hot and rough hand came from the hem of my shirt. I reached in. I wanted to stop him, but I was afraid that the driver in front would notice him if he made too much noise.
Damn it. Damn it. There is no way forward or backward. For a moment, I really wanted to throw this man onto the road.
"Don't move." The hot breath brushed my ears. The night was too dark. I couldn't help but soften my resistance a little.
"Su Yunlie, don't be presumptuous. This is not a place where you can be in heat." I bit Su Yunlie's ear and warned him.
What I responded to was that he attacked even more unreasonably. The three rows of hidden buttons behind him were untied with his hands and feet. Not long after, I felt a big palm stretch out to my chest. The plump flesh on both sides was lifted by him. I held it in my hands and kneaded it repeatedly. I gritted my teeth in anger, but he seemed unaware.
The car rubbed on the ground and the wheels stopped. I glanced out the window and saw the community where Su Yunlie was renting arrived. Without waiting for the driver to remind me, I compromised and said in Su Yunlie's ear: " Please don’t be like this, okay? If you have anything to say, we’ll talk about it when we go up.”
Maybe the string of his reason would not be completely broken. After I begged him plaintively, he groaned and took his hand out of my clothes.
Fortunately, it wasn't too bright on the road, and my clothes were not obviously messy. After paying the money and getting out of the car, I supported the man and walked into the rain.
The height difference between Su Yunlie and I is about 22 centimeters. With such a height, you can imagine that I couldn’t get any easier when I supported him. Plus, there was something wrong with this man. At this moment I just wanted to take him to his house quickly.
I finally supported him to the floor where he was. I touched him a few times and successfully found the key. I opened the door and pushed him in. He already grabbed me. The two of us Everyone almost fell to the ground together.
I stamped my feet in annoyance. I closed the door and thought about turning on the light, but failed. In the darkness, the drunken man suppressed me.
"Su Yunlie, please wake up..." OK. Before I finished the sentence, I couldn't move. His hot thin lips had already captured my pink lips.
His kiss was mixed with the smell of alcohol. I frowned displeased. Of course, in the darkness, we couldn't see each other. It wasn't until the skirt of my clothes slipped off that he casually threw my coat away to an unknown place. Only then did I know. I had provoked a madman. I was trembling. Under such a situation, it was difficult for me to hide my panic. I pushed him and blocked him. I begged for mercy: "Su Yunlie, please don't be like this, okay. Please see clearly. .I am not your fiancée. You can’t..."
There was a "tearing" sound. Because I was only wearing pajamas underneath. The sound of the pajamas being torn was heard at this moment. There was a chill on my skin. The bra inside had already been taken off by this man. This Suddenly he was even more comfortable with me. I wanted to resist, but he stretched out his hand and pulled the clothes underneath me.
"Su Yunlie. Don't make me hate you." My tone was indignant. My neck was bitten by a man and it hurt. I was panicked and uneasy. I might still have some chance of winning against him when he was awake. But now, he is a drunkard.
Somehow he touched the light switch in the room. After a slight 'thump' sound, the lights came on. Su Yunlie's dark eyes, confused and confused, narrowed slightly.
He was stunned for a moment. I immediately pushed him and tried to take the opportunity to escape. But I obviously underestimated this man. He caught up with me a few times. He didn't look like a leg injury patient at all. I was dragged to the bed in the bedroom. I couldn't turn over. He had already pressed me up.
I frowned. I couldn't fight him off, so I had to yell at him unhappily: "Su Yunlie, have you had enough? It smells so bad. Go wash up and go to bed. What are you doing in the middle of the night?"
I didn't notice the abnormal flush on his face. I just thought about how to get rid of him. Su Yunlie seemed to be a little confused by my yelling. He stood up in a daze. He hit him again. I was also dragged up.
My wrist hurt a little. It must be red. I cursed in my mind. When I got to the bathroom, Su Yunlie turned on the rain shower head and pushed me under the water.
My body suddenly became wet. I really didn’t know whether I should be angry with him or not. It was just because I had been caught in the rain earlier. It would be good to clean up the coldness on my body now. Of course, the premise is that no one is solving the problem in front of me. I was dressed like a beast and put my hands on my chest. I was thinking about any way to avoid this man and go outside.
Su Yunli took off his clothes as fast as in a battle. He was completely numb. Seeing his naked body as strong and beautiful as a statue, I swallowed and recited several times in my heart that color is emptiness and emptiness is color.
"Well, you can wash it yourself. I'm going out first." After saying that, I ducked away, trying to avoid the man coming towards me.
There seemed to be a glimmer of coldness in Su Yunlie's eyes. Soon I was restrained by him. And he spared no effort to pull down my pants. The water splashed on both of us. In the small bathroom, the man's deep and passionate eyes captured my heart and soul.
"Hmm. Don't move..." We were naked. I looked at the wet pants that Su Yunlie had thrown on the ground and wanted to cry. He whispered in my ear. I froze in an instant. Average.
Su Yunlie is obviously in need of love at the moment. I don't know if he can recognize who the woman standing in front of him is. But I can feel that he is so high-spirited when she presses against my belly. I can't wait. Men are indeed impulsive animals in their lower bodies. My toes curled up a bit, and my heart was beating very fast.
I thought, I must have been stupid for not running away quickly. But running, where could I run? Su Yunlie started to kiss my earlobe. Such a wet kiss, accompanied by water flowing all over my body, my body. I was frightened several times. An indescribable emotion filled my heart. My limbs surged.
"I want you..." Finally, a low sigh burst into my ears. My whole body froze.
Su Yun's leopard eyes became scarier. He looked like a cheetah that had been dormant for a long time, waiting for a single blow to catch its prey. And I just happened to be the cheetah's meal. I shook my head slightly and faced him stubbornly. eyes. I said: "Su Yunlie, can I refuse?"
He responded to me with even faster actions... No.
He was obviously a drunkard, but I couldn't escape his attack. I didn't know when the shower was turned off. He hugged me and walked out. His legs were not healed. It was hard to walk now. I There may be soreness in the eyes, or there may be unbearability in the heart, or there may be waves of tenderness.
His breathing became heavier and heavier. He was suddenly suppressed on the bed, which was not very spacious. I was not used to such a close distance. "Yunlie, please see more clearly. I..."
I was desperately trying to find words to persuade this man, but a vague and malicious thought flickered in my heart... maybe I don't object to such intimacy.
Maybe, just maybe, when his dragon tongue swept across my chest, I shivered more and more. At this time, I thought of running away again. But all the counterattacks were so insignificant.
The kisses were mottled. An orange light beside the bed made the room romantic and passionate. I cried spinelessly. I don’t know. I don’t know if I have the courage to face waking up tomorrow.
"Don't cry..." Su Yunlie's body was still covered with water splashes from the previous shower. He hooked his hand from the back of my neck, and his lips were covering my eyelids. Every now and then, full of love. Kissed away my tears.
His body was getting hotter and hotter. The gap in my struggle was met by the impatience in his eyes. In the end, I couldn't help but asked softly: "Su Yunlie. What's wrong with you?"
I don't know if he is still conscious, but I clearly heard him say in a suppressed voice: "Yan'er, I feel uncomfortable. I need to vent."
He didn't admit me wrong. At least that. I'm extremely lucky. But his immediate attack left me at a loss. The whole person was violent in his eyes. I could feel his eagerness. But Su Yunlie. This is really the case. Okay.
"Yan'er, if you don't want to, you tell me now. I can go find... um..." It only took a moment. He forced my legs apart, and his desire was suppressed. I reached the softest corner of my body.
I groaned slightly. I was shocked that I actually showed such shameful satisfaction. Maybe I still didn’t want to hand over myself to him so clearly. But his words about going to find someone else made me so angry and darkened my face. .I felt an anger trembling in my chest. "Su Yunlie, are you capable of anyone? Then what do you want me to do? You go find another woman. You go find..."
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt so wronged that I almost cried. It turned out that I was just one of his choices. It wasn't me. It could have been someone else's. I don't know why. When I thought of this, I really hated this man. I hated him. He regarded me as so insignificant. I began to refuse to cooperate and struggled desperately. I even plausibly asked him to find someone else. Huh, he could just say he was looking for someone else. Then let him find it. I don’t admit it. No. Admit that I feel so sad that I want to die.
"Really let me go." Su Yunlie finally asked after punching me several times. His rough voice contained strong desire.
"Yes, yes. You go and find whoever you want. I don't care. It's so dirty. You are so dirty. Anyone can do it..." Come on. I promise, my parents have never taught me such vulgar words. .But I am angry. I am a hundred times, a thousand times and ten thousand times more angry than eating the durian that I hate most. Wow. This man is so hateful.
I didn't know that I had walked into a trap of my own design. It was almost impossible to get out. Until that sharp pain called back all my will. It hurt so much. I grabbed the man's back with both hands. He fought back and scratched several red marks on his back. "Uuuuuah...I hurt. Damn man. I hurt..."
I felt uncomfortable all over. I didn't dare to move. We were so incompatible. I rejected his entry. Humiliation and hatred burst into my heart. I scolded him without any scruples. "Who allowed you in? You This despicable bad guy, the big bad guy, is so disgusting. Woo hoo..."
"Okay, don't cry, little fox." Su Yunlie's voice was restrained. His brows were also furrowed. "Be good, don't be afraid. I...um, be gentle..."
Facts have proved that what a man says in bed is most likely unreliable. After he finished speaking, he straightened up slightly and completely immersed himself in my body. A sore feeling spread all over my body. I bit down. There were more and more tears in her lips and eyes. "Liar. You are a liar..."
My accusation didn't seem to affect him at all. Su Yunlie put my hands on my head, and his kisses lingered from my forehead to my chest.
My body slowly softened. But at this time, the man couldn't bear it any longer. He sprinted like crazy, hitting me so much that it hurt. He didn't seem to be able to find a way out at first, but it always hurt me. He was shocked. After that, he started to use different intensity alternately.
"Be good. Hold my waist." I don't know if he was saying it to me or to the air. Anyway, as soon as Su Yunlie finished speaking, one of my legs was restrained by him and clamped around his waist.
The pleasure from all directions drowned me. The door in the room was closed with a bang. We couldn't see each other in the darkness. But I seemed to hear the rhythm of his heartbeat.
I didn't sleep well that night. I only had a few hours of rest left, and this man kept running all over me every so often. When I finally got the chance to fall asleep, my whole body was full of soreness. .
"Well..." When I woke up the next day, my back was to Su Yunlie. He hugged me tightly in his arms. One hand passed under my neck, and then he touched my shoulder. On my shoulder. His other hand was placed in front of my lower abdomen.
I felt a little dizzy. The quilt only covered my shoulders. I felt cold again and wanted to shrink into the quilt, but unexpectedly woke up the man behind me.
"Yan'er..." Two wet and hot kisses were branded on my back. I trembled and tried to escape.
The body was straightened. I had no choice but to meet Su Yunlie's obscure eyes. We were silent. It seemed that we were both waiting for the other person to break the embarrassment in front of us. For a long time, there was pain in his eyes. He said softly. These three words hit my heart directly. It was full of holes.
He said: "I'm sorry."
It doesn't matter if I should reply. I laughed at myself. That's right. Didn't he say that? If I don't want to, he can also find someone else. Others...
"It doesn't matter. We are all adults. It's okay to have fun occasionally." God knows how I could say such a thing. It was obvious that I felt extremely sour in my heart. But I didn't want him to see that I cared. He didn't care like this. I can't show that I care. "Su Yunlie, don't think I'm young. I'm 20 years old. I'm an adult. I can still afford to play such a game."
After saying that, I will sit up and stay here. I think I will cry. And I will cry very ugly. It is very ugly. I don’t want to expose such a bad side of myself to someone who is not me. It was someone else's man's eyes. I couldn't sit up. Not only because of the pain in my lower body, but also because Su Yunlie seemed to be angry with me. Because he threw himself on me, his eyes were cold.
"Game. You regard your first time as a game." He was obviously much angrier than me. It's funny. I'm obviously the one who should be angry, right?
Don't start. I don't want to talk.
"Don't tell me." His tone was dangerous.
I gritted my teeth, afraid that I would cry ridiculously.
"Then do it." After saying that, Su Yunlie quickly suppressed me. He didn't care at all that I had been tortured by him so many times in the middle of the night. He hooked up my right leg with one hand and submerged me completely again.
I think I must have drunk some kind of bitter bile, because my lips and teeth are completely bitter now. Tears are pouring out unexpectedly. I don't look at the bestiality of this person. I just secretly. secretly I mentally compared him to the person I knew before.
Comparing and comparing, which one is better? He is now, he was in the past, they are all him. They are all men that I can't let go of. I don't know when, I heard him asking bitterly: "You are distracted. Tell me who you were thinking about when you were making love to me. Ah Che. Oh, you care about him so much. Then why did you come to the bar to find me? Why did you bring it to your door yourself?"
I was even more bitter and sad. I was bullied by him and scolded by him. The stubborn temper in my heart came up. I faced him angrily and yelled back like crazy: "Yes. I care about him. I care about Ah Che. I don't care about him at all." I don’t care about you. Do you know your identity? You are Ah Che’s brother. Why do you treat me like this? Yes. I am mentally ill and that’s why I went to the bar to find you in the middle of the night. Why didn’t I let you die drunk? Forget it there. Su Yunlie, have you had enough? If you have enough, get away as far as you want. I don’t want to see you again. Not even a glance."
After I yelled, my voice had completely changed. My eyes were covered with a layer of mist. Ha, this is the man I care about. This is... But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. From now on, I won't I won't care about him anymore. I won't give myself...to him for trampling on in vain.
The coldness accumulated in Su Yunlie's body made me suffocate. Perhaps he was stimulated by my words. He smiled coldly. Then he straightened my face and said coldly and ruthlessly: "You don't want to see me. But... I want to I have to prove your innocence. Are you sure you don’t want me to be responsible? I think Ah Che would mind if you slept with me. After all, he hates me. He even hates me. Leave me alone. Do you think he will want to A dirty woman."
"Su Yunlie, take back your worries. Even if it's not A Che, it can be someone else. I, Shang Yan'er, don't believe that every man in the world is as superficial as you. Hehe, didn't I just sleep with you? You Don't be too self-righteous. If there is a first time, there will be a second and third time. But I tell you, it will never be your turn from now on. You go. You can find anyone you want. I will send you off respectfully. I will find a man who is thousands of times better than you." After saying that, I no longer had the energy to argue with him. Things have come to this point. Is there any way we can go back?
Haha. How ironic. Just at night, I foolishly thought that this man would be my lover. I gave my first time to him, and I will give everything to him in the future. Only to him. Now it's such a big deal. Should we say it's fate or something? If it's fate, then I admit it. I admit it. "Su Yunlie, I just hope that from now on, you will never appear in the business again." In front of Yan'er, don't affect my future. I don't need you in my future."
"Okay. This is what you said. What you said..." After Su Yunlie finished speaking, he brutally abused and humiliated me. I was already numb from the pain.
Su Yunlie's eyes were determined and cold before he left. I know that this time, he really won't indulge me anymore.
I almost don’t remember how I left Su Yunlie’s home that day. I wore his loose clothes. Then I used all the money I had to go to a clothing store to buy a new set of clothes. When I returned to school, I fell asleep A long, long time.
In a daze, I quit my internship at the radio station and continued to attend classes in school. Sometimes I would see several couples hugging or holding hands downstairs in the dormitory. Whenever this time, I would feel that everything around me Cold. The kind of cold that was implanted in my bones. I couldn't bear it. h3 The author has something to say/h3 I originally wanted to finish it in one chapter, but then I found that I still need one more chapter~~~~~~I_