"Senior Xia, I'm not avoiding you. It's just that we're not close friends. There's no need to meet often." As Xia Yiyang said, she looked into his dark and deep eyes. Yuan Qian's last word was very clear. It was a serious and serious answer. If he insisted on an explanation, then yes, she would give it to him.
"Qianqian. You hate me." Xia Yiyang's face changed suddenly when he heard this. Suddenly, there was a bit of unwillingness in his heart. Not familiar. They were not familiar. Hehe, he spent so much time on the girl in front of him. Do you still have little energy? She just replied to herself that they were not familiar with each other.
Maybe it was the ferocious look on Xia Yiyang's handsome face that suddenly woke her up. Maybe it was because she thought of something else. The next moment, Yuan Qian staggered back two steps and waved Xia Yiyang's hand away. .
He lowered his head and closed his eyes. Yuan Qian comforted himself in his heart not to think too much. He shouldn't. He shouldn't think about things that are and are not. He shouldn't... Xia Yiyang and Xia Shi. They have never thought about it. They are two people. Even if they look so similar, they will never become the same person.
Thinking of this, there was a little pain in her heart. The tingling pain was an extremely familiar feeling to her. Pain and pain had been with her for nearly 800 days and nights. How could she not be familiar with it? ...has long become a part of her bloodline.
Sometimes I really hate myself for being so unable to forget. Being so lost in the past. But she is already like this. How can she make it worse? If she can't forget, just don't forget. She has always told herself this. She can't forget. Ah Shi. Can't...
Yuan Qian had thought more than once that she would never be able to love a man like this again in her life, because there would never be another man like Ah Shi who happened to appear in the most glorious years of her life. Make her fall in love with her and be unable to let go.
"No. Qianqian. Maybe you don't hate me, but you are afraid of seeing another person's shadow in me." Suddenly the intensity increased. Xia Yiyang roared, roaring and questioning like a trapped animal. .It's vaguely sad. No one will willingly become another person's substitute. If so, it's either because you love it too much or you have ulterior motives.
Yuan Qian's chin was held, so she had to look into Xia Yiyang's face for questioning and interrogation. She hadn't eaten dinner yet. At this moment, she was inevitably a little dizzy. She wanted to shake her head to relieve her discomfort, but she had no choice. He still couldn't control his head. He couldn't explain his words clearly even after thinking about it. Xia Yiyang would never let it go no matter what.
"Senior Xia, I..." Yuan Qian deliberated before speaking. Her voice was small, as if she was floating and uncertain.
Xia Yiyang suddenly extinguished his anger. He was a little defeated, confused and angry. In fact, what right did he have to be angry about the girl in front of him? He had only known her for three or four months. Who would have stipulated that the woman who knew him must be She has to fall in love with him. But why is he so unwilling? If. If she could like herself, would his unwillingness disappear and disappear?
Still, I hope she can fall in love with him. It’s hard not to be tempted by such a transparent and stubborn little thing.
Yuan Qian was pulled into a warm chest, and her whole body was also shackled by the quilt. A hand was gently stroking her long hair. The man's whispers were filled with the charm of the night. Gentle. "Qianqian. You are different from other women. Qianqian. Can you stop rejecting me thousands of miles away like this?"
Yuan Qian remained silent. Or maybe she didn't know how to deal with the situation in front of her. Xia Yiyang, his face changed so quickly. Such a man was too unpredictable. And she actually didn't want to get entangled with him.
Clear.
"Senior Xia, how about we just be ordinary friends." Ordinary friends who can care about each other without breaking the rules, and can express their sincere feelings to each other without being ambiguous. This is the maximum that Yuan Qian can accept.
Xia Yiyang's eyebrows were somewhat disappointed, but he also knew that it was not easy for the girl in his arms to say these words. In fact, a silly girl like her would not be willing to let others come into her heart. Friends, just friends.
What's more, he himself still hasn't figured out his own thoughts.
"Good friend. So Qian Qian. Can I invite you to have dinner?" Xia Yiyang let go of Yuan Qian. He smiled lightly and stretched out his hand towards her.
Yuan Qian hesitated for a few times, but finally walked straight ahead, a little distant and awkward. "Okay. Let's go eat."
There was a crescent moon hanging in the sky. Shang Shuze's Land Rover was standing on the street corner. Just after he hung up the phone on Cai Liang, he saw two familiar figures walking past.
Xia Yiyang was handing the hot milk on hand to Yuan Qian, who took it with a faint smile. Such a scene is actually quite common on a busy street, but it happened to be such a scene.
Shang Shuze stirred up thousands of waves in his heart.
After Shang Shuze left Cai Liang's home, he went to Hannan University. Unexpectedly, he learned about Yuan Qian's appointment as a tutor. He found out the location of Xia Wanwan's home. But he happened to be a step too late and failed to catch up with Yuan Qian.
Now he was driving around on the road. He had thought about going back directly. He didn't expect to see these two people by chance. And when they got up... it was enough.
"Qian Qian, let me take you back to school." Seeing that Yuan Qian had no intention of continuing to drink the hot milk, Xia Yiyang simply took the hot milk into his hand and drank it himself. He called it "Don't waste it."
Yuan Qian vaguely felt that Xia Yiyang's actions were excessive. However, thinking that the latter did not seem to have any ill intentions, she did not pursue it further. Maybe they really didn't think that much. Instead, she was a little petty.
"Okay." In fact, Yuan Qian can go back on her own. But Xia Yiyang clearly wants to fight to the end. She refuses even though she knows it. Yuan Qian doesn't want to be pretentious. As she said before, they are ordinary friends.
Friends who can love and care for each other. She can reject someone who likes her, but she should not reject a friend's kindness.
Xia Yiyang had a smile in his eyes. The two walked in tandem. They seemed to be in unusual harmony. Shang Shuze's hand on the steering wheel was tightened.
Watching the two of them enter the school, Shang Shuze's car turned a corner. The next moment, it was on the way to Cai Liang's home.
"Eh, I didn't bring your little girlfriend here." Cai Liang waited at home for a long time. Now he saw Shang Shuze returning empty-handed and couldn't help laughing and cursing.
Shang Shuze was clearly still smiling, but there was a bit of chill in the depths of his leopard eyes.
Drinking alcohol.
He really agreed to the saying that he would never come back until he was drunk. He drank one glass of red wine. On the contrary, he didn't eat much of the food on the table. The two of them chatted and went to the back. Cai Liang had already started singing. "I am a
Soldiers. From the old...people...singing..."
Shang Shuze's situation was slightly better. The more he drank, the clearer his mind became. As soon as he woke up, the previous scene played in his mind in an infinite loop.
Damn it. When did the two of them get so close?
Could it be that the last time the two of them were confused was consensual, and he happened to be the one who came out to disrupt the situation.
The more he thought about it, the more he cared about it. The more depressed Shang Shuze felt inside. After carrying Cai Liang to the bedroom on the second floor, he went downstairs, patted his forehead, grabbed the key and went out.
When he was about to go out, he came back. He saw that the things on the table had not been touched much. Shang Shuze went to the kitchen to get a disposable lunch box and packed a lot of things before leaving.
It was past ten o'clock at night, and it was not yet the access control time for the girls' dormitory. Shang Shuze got around and asked a girl to help. He asked her to call Yuan Qian down.
Yuan Qian had just finished taking a shower, but she was wearing pajamas and a coat. When the unknown girl found her, she was a little surprised. In her heart, she was wondering who was playing a prank.
In any case, Yuan Qian put on two more clothes and went downstairs. Shang Shuze was leaning next to the car door, looking at a dark place on campus. He didn't know what he was thinking.
Yuan Qian walked into him step by step. As he got closer, she could smell the smell of alcohol on Shang Shuze's body. It wasn't unpleasant, but she didn't like it. "Brother Shang, why are you here."
Shang Shuze turned sideways and saw that Yuan Qian was still wearing slippers. There was a bit of unhappiness in his eyebrows. The next moment, he made a sound as if nothing had happened. It was more like an order: "Get in the car. .”
"Ah..." Yuan Qian reacted in a low voice. Then he thought, "Brother Shang, it's... it's very late. What can I do for you?"
Yuan Qian's considerate behavior obviously made Shang Shuze a little unhappy. However, he only repeated: "Get in the car."
The classmates who returned to the dormitory at this time would more or less glance at the two of them. Yuan Qian lowered her head, probably because she didn't want people to recognize her. Shang Shuze looked at her condescendingly. When he saw that she didn't move, he said directly and neatly He grabbed her jade-like wrist and led her to the passenger seat. He opened the car door and said again: "Get in the car."
Yuan Qian could tell that Shang Shuze was in a bad mood at this moment. However, she didn't know the reason for his unhappiness. After a pause, she suddenly turned around and ran towards the dormitory aunt.
Shang Shuze hammered the car door with his hand in frustration. Then he entered the dim car by himself. That's all. That's all. He wanted to persuade himself not to be so serious, but instead, the pictures in front of him came bit by bit. Impacting his psychological defense.
There was the trembling and cowardly look she wore in her own clothes that day after being bullied. There was the good-natured look when she was chewing noodles. There was the pitiful look when she lay in his arms and cried bitterly in the hospital on a rainy night. There was the hateful moment when she was so angry that she challenged him after being criticized by him for being a nude model. There was also the panic when she insisted on the mystery in her heart and was forcibly kissed by him and then slapped him. There was also the naughty and unreasonable kiss she gave her that day. His charming and graceful attitude...