There was a wet and fishy feeling in her hands. Gu Xiyan curled her palms up and her ears were red.
Blocking out the comfortable moans of the man beside her, Gu Xiyan stood up and rushed into the bathroom without putting on shoes.
The water flowing on the sink was very cold. After making sure to rinse her hands, Gu Xiyan turned on a little hot water to warm her hands. When she returned to bed, the man had already used paper towels to treat his lower body and quilt.
With her back to the man, Gu Xiyan couldn't sleep. Her mind was running wild, with random thoughts, and suddenly, the man hugged her into his arms from behind.
She had no clothes on her body and was not sleepy. Gu Xiyan felt a little trembling in her heart when she remembered that it was the first time she had used her hands to comfort the man beside her pillow.
Something seemed to be stuck in her throat. Gu Xiyan was silent, not knowing what she wanted to say.
"Xi, Wei Zhe and I met this afternoon." The man didn't like the way Gu Xiyan's back was turned to him, so he turned her towards him. Then he spoke.
"Yeah." This was the only sound that came out of Gu Xiyan's throat.
"Xi, he cares about you very much." Shang Yiqi's tone was calm and smooth, without jealousy or displeasure.
"I know, he told you that I like to watch the stars, right? Did he tell you that we went to the amusement park in the winter?" Gu Xiyan closed her eyes, her voice was not loud but there was a feeling of anger in it. She was inexplicably confused
She was tired of this topic, and when these words came out of his mouth, she felt as if she had been caught and raped in bed.
"Xi, do you like watching stars and going to amusement parks?" Shang Yiqi grabbed Gu Xiyan's beautiful and delicate hand from under the quilt and put it to his lips and kissed her, with a low tone in his tone.
"I'm going to sleep." Gu Xiyan took her hand out of Shang Yiqi's hand as slippery as a loach, and then she crawled under the quilt, making it clear that she didn't want to say anything.
However, Shang Yiqi put Gu Xiyan in front of him with a hook, gently pressed Gu Xiyan's head and leaned it against his chest. Shang Yiqi no longer let her avoid it.
"Xi, if you like it, I will accompany you and Yan'er in the future. We are a family." Shang Yiqi's left hand smoothed down Gu Xiyan's long, flowing hair until it reached the very top of the hair.
Below, his hands then stopped on Gu Xiyan's waist.
After hearing Shang Yiqi's solemn words, Gu Xiyan's heart felt like being hit by a warm current. Every part of her heart was warm, hot, and gentle. What he meant
Does that mean that as long as she likes it, he will be willing to accompany her regardless of whether these things have anything to do with Wei Zhe?
"Qi, thank you." Gu Xiyan stood up suddenly, biting the man's shoulder with two rows of shell teeth.
She bit hard, so hard that she felt her teeth hurt and went numb. When the faint smell of blood entered her mouth, she let go as if she had done something wrong.
The smell of blood remained on the tip of her tongue, and the man was completely tolerant of her actions. Gu Xiyan was stunned for a while, and suddenly woke up. She leaned down and stretched out her soft little tongue to lightly touch the wound on the man's shoulder.
She was very attentive and licked away the blood stains on the man's shoulder. Finally, a broken bass sounded from her lips: "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
"What's wrong?" Shang Yiqi didn't feel how painful his shoulder was now, and even joked with her in a good mood.
Gu Xiyan was startled again, where did she... go wrong?
"Silly girl, come closer." Shang Yi inspired Gu Xiyan to lean on his arm.
Gu Xiyan was thinking about what she had done wrong. When she heard Shang Yiqi calling her, she obediently curled up close to him.
"I was wrong." Gu Xiyan repeated as their noses touched each other.
"What's wrong?" Shang Yiqi also asked.
Gu Xiyan couldn't answer.
"You are not wrong." Shang Yiqi asked: "Xi, should I think that you are declaring sovereignty by leaving such a mark on me?"
"No, I didn't mean it." Gu Xiyan immediately objected. But if it wasn't intentional, then what was it? She just finished expressing her gratitude and left another wound for him. How unreasonable!
"Yanyan, you did it on purpose, right? Where's the puppy? Schnauzer dog, hello!"
"I'll give you a stamp, Zhe. You must never fall in love with someone else in the future, otherwise, otherwise I...the dog and I will not want you."
Her hands trembled, her heart shrank, Gu Xiyan closed her eyes, and a tear fell from the corner of her eyes.
She still remembered that one time when he took her to play on the street, she met a young man with two cute Schnauzer dogs. From that time on, she fell in love with the Schnauzer breed. Later, she fell in love with the Schnauzer breed.
He said that she wanted to buy a Schnauzer dog to raise after she got married. He actually didn’t like animals very much, but he agreed to her request. At that time, she thanked him and then gave him a hard slap on the back of his hand.
He took a bite and said childishly that he wanted to leave a permanent mark on him.
Later, she realized deeply that no matter how painful or deep the mark was, even if it was branded in the bottom of her heart, it would slowly scab over as time went by. Not to mention, it was just a small scar on the body.
Now, history is repeating itself with an astonishing similarity. No, it is still different after all. He, and him...
"Xi, you're crying." The arm of the man next to her happened to catch a few tears sliding down Gu Xiyan's cheek.
"Well, I'm sleepy." The bedroom was dark and no one could see anyone. Gu Xiyan was sure that it would not be difficult to get through.
"Tell the truth." The man was not deceived. He quickly turned over and fell on top of her. He grabbed her chin.
"I remembered something from the past, and I just felt something in my heart for a moment. It's nothing." She shouldn't underestimate this man. If her little tricks were put in front of him, it would be like playing tricks on others.
"Xi, you promised to look forward. You can't always live in the past." Shang Yiqi tightened the fingers of Gu Xiyan's hand into a fist. There was a storm in his heart, but his tone remained the same.
Gentle and harmless.
"Qi, I will do it." Gu Xiyan's chin was clenched tightly and she shook her head to express that she felt uncomfortable.
Shang Yiqi noticed her discomfort, and after a pause, he moved his hand away in cooperation.
"Xi, I told Wei Zhe that we will have a child for both of us soon." Shang Yiqi didn't want to say this at first, but now he couldn't help but say it. What is he...
Already?
"Well, why do you say that?" Gu Xiyan heard the topic of 'children' again, and now her mind had calmed down.
"Xi, we are going to live a lifetime. Don't you want a baby? You can feel every trace of his growth in your body. When the baby is almost four months old, you can feel the fetal movement. He is born
, you can kiss him, hug him and feed him milk. When he grows up, he will call you mommy, just like Yan'er..." For the first time, Shang Yiqi endlessly confided in all the benefits of having a child.
As he said this, he actually felt that a little life was so precious.
Gu Xiyan couldn't help but be touched by Shang Yiqi's heartstrings: "Qi, do you really want a child?"
She was not without hesitation when she asked this question. After so many years of marriage, she had never had the idea of having a baby. The person she once wanted to have children with has now parted ways and cares about her.
Her husband's signature person is also someone she doesn't love but is unwilling to hurt. But there is one thing he said that is right - we have to live a lifetime together!
"Xi, I won't force you. Don't be swayed by my opinions. Make your own decision, okay?" The panic-filled heart suddenly relaxed. Shang Yiqi lay down, hugging Gu Xiyan, and he sank in
He fell asleep. Rarely, he still had a smile on his lips in his sleep, even though it was just a faint, subtle touch.