The explanation in words was so pale. Gu Xiyan slumped to the ground under Shang Yiqi's hot and questioning gaze. Hugging herself tightly, Gu Xiyan dropped her little head on her knees and curled up into a ball.
Is she that untrustworthy? She believes that she and Wei Zhe stick to the bottom line and never cross the line, but why doesn't he believe her?
Time seemed to be divided into countless short moments, each moment was so full of suffering. He was looking at her, she knew, but she didn't have the courage to meet his gaze.
This man is always unpredictable. How can a person's attitude change so quickly? Her mind was far away, and Gu Xiyan was in a daze, as if she heard God sighing lowly to the world, sighing at the world.
There is no cure.
A big hand suddenly pulled Gu Xiyan up, "Have you thought about it?" he asked.
With mist in her eyes, Gu Xiyan lowered her head and murmured helplessly: "I don't know, I don't know."
Shang Yiqi's mood had calmed down just now, but when she responded like this, the anger in his heart was aroused again, "Damn it, you don't know? Well, you don't know."
Shang Yiqi almost went berserk, not like his usual self at all. With a cruel heart, he held Gu Xiyan in front of his chest, and he roughly grabbed her lips. Ignoring her trembling innocently, he acted with all his strength
The ground made her feel her surging anger.
Gu Xiyan's pink lips were already bloody. The smell of blood stimulated Shang Yiqi, and his dragon tongue penetrated deeper. Gu Xiyan felt that all the air in her lungs had been squeezed out. She thought
She breathed, but the air escaped her far.
"Love him?" He finally let her go.
Gu Xiyan breathed heavily in front of him, and she forcefully forced back the tears in her eyes. In response to his question, she suddenly laughed out loud, as if she was in a happy mood, "You don't even believe what I say,
Why are you still asking? Whatever you think is up to you."
Gu Xiyan like this made Shang Yiqi feel strange, as if she didn't care no matter what happened. At this moment, she was almost giving up on herself. Shang Yiqi suddenly couldn't get angry anymore, and instead secretly cursed himself in his heart.
.
Holding Gu Xiyan in his arms, Shang Yiqi took a few steps forward and sat on the bed. He lowered his head and caught a glimpse of Gu Xiyan's crying lips, and a vague feeling of distress erupted from the depths of his heart.
Self-blame, regret, and guilt were all insufficient to describe his state of mind at this time. His cold fingers wanted to touch her lips, but he suddenly stopped after seeing the fear in her eyes. His hand paused.
Back down, he gently lifted up the hem of her clothes and moved her single garment up.
Under her single clothes, one side of her bra strap had been torn, and there were several red marks on her shoulders. The pain in Shang Yiqi's heart became even more obvious.
Shang Yiqi went to the closet to get some more clothes for her. When Shang Yiqi returned, he saw Gu Xiyan tightly wrapping herself with a quilt, with sadness and grievance on her beautiful little face.
"Xi, change your clothes." Shang Yiqi said, going to pull the quilt that Gu Xiyan was holding tightly in her hands.
The tears in Gu Xiyan's eyes could no longer stop flowing down. The crystal pearls overflowed from her eye sockets and fell on the quilt drop by drop.
"Good boy, stop crying." In his mind, this was the second time he saw her cry, and both times, it was because of the same man.
Gu Xiyan was unwilling to give up. She shed tears quietly. She did not look at Shang Yiqi, but vented her embarrassment bit by bit.
Won't she be tired from crying? Seeing that she refused to stop, Shang Yiqi frowned. He pulled the quilt aside domineeringly, fixed her lower body with his legs, and pulled off her single clothes with both hands, "Don't
What a fuss, pity."
Gu Xiyan stopped resisting and let him control her like a puppet.
Shang Yiqi threw her original clothes aside, and pressed his thin lips against the red lines on her bare back, kissing gently, slowly and softly. There was no emotion or desire, only
There was care, like a piece of white plush feathers scratching across her back.
Gu Xiyan shuddered a few times and couldn't help but fall into his tenderness. How could he be so bad, giving her a hard blow and then kissing her with such pity?
After Shang Yiqi put on Gu Xiyan's clothes, he hugged her into his arms. His hands had warmed up a lot. His two beautiful big hands took Gu Xiyan's two small white hands and slowly rubbed them.
Gu Xiyan rested the back of her head on Shang Yiqi's shoulder. Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she turned around without looking at Shang Yiqi's expression, but just put her small ear against his heart.
His heartbeat was so frequent that she felt at ease hearing it.
Shang Yiqi turned around and put his arms around Gu Xiyan's waist, letting her nuzzle in his arms. That's it, that's it. Shang Yiqi kissed her hair and secretly swore that if something happened,
Don't blame him for being rude this time.
"Qi, why are you bullying me? I will be sad." Like a child looking for warmth, Gu Xiyan honestly hugged the man next to her, hugging her own support.
"Next time you want to go to the amusement park, I will accompany you. You are not allowed to go with him." Although Shang Yiqi no longer cares about this matter, it does not mean that he does not mind this matter. He does not allow her to go with him.
Men other than him are involved.
"We didn't do anything shameful." Gu Xiyan muttered.
Shang Yiqi was not satisfied with her excuse and pressed her down. The tip of his tongue gently licked her white earlobes, exaggerating a somewhat ambiguous taste.
"Qi, I'm going to cook." Gu Xiyan twisted her body and refused. What's more important is that they had just argued, and now she couldn't accept his sudden enthusiasm. Could it be that after his enthusiasm passed, there was another
Is it coldness and rudeness? She doesn't want to experience such torture.
"Go later." Shang Yiqi said, his lips slowly moving to Gu Xiyan's eyelashes.
Gu Xiyan suddenly closed her eyes and calmed down for a moment. She asked, "Qi, let me think about it, okay? I don't know how to face you now. I don't understand why you don't trust me. I also have my own problems."
Friendship and freedom, I don’t want you to interfere too much in my private life. I chose not to tell you about going out with Wei Zhe today because I know you don’t like me doing this. I have considered your feelings, so, you
Can you also understand the reason before convicting me?"
Shang Yiqi's sexual nature was completely shattered by Gu Xiyan's words. Leaving Gu Xiyan, Shang Yiqi looked towards the window, his eyes regained their usual unpredictability.
Time passed little by little, and the two of them did not speak to each other. Finally, Shang Yiqi asked the question first, "Xi, besides Wei Zhe, you will never fall in love with anyone again, will you?"
"Maybe, but we have nothing to do with it anymore." Gu Xiyan said nonchalantly.
"What kind of existence am I to you? Xi, tell me the answer in your heart." When asking this question, Shang Yiqi actually became nervous.
The wind on the rooftop was very strong, and Shang Yiqi was still wearing the single shirt. There was a kind of pain that took root in his heart, and the fine pain tentacles filled his heart little by little.
Ha, he laughed, he thought, he didn't care.
"Qi, wasn't it great that we used to be like that? I will be Yan'er's mother, your wife. If you need it, I can also be your bed partner. Qi, I am very grateful for your kindness to me over the years.
, so I hope you can be happy. If one day you fall in love with someone, then I will make it happen for you. Qi, you are a very good man, and you deserve the love of a good woman. Before you fall in love with a woman
, I will do my best to do my duty." The moment he turned his head, he understood the gratitude and blessing in her eyes.
It turns out that it’s just like this. But, isn’t that what it is?