"Why?" he asked. Just because he was a step too late and failed to save her before Wei Zhe, could she hurt him so unscrupulously?
"You have no heart." Seeing her silence, Shang Yiqi spoke again. There was a deep but difficult-to-detect embarrassment in his tone.
Gu Xiyan suddenly looked at Shang Yiqi's cold face, and her heart skipped a beat, feeling a little sad and a little hurt. She knew that he didn't love her, but his indifference at the moment was still a little hard for her to accept.
But, Gu Xiyan, isn't this what you want? You want to break away from the relationship with this man. You want him to be...happy, instead of wasting your good years by your side. He is as outstanding as he is. A man will be loved by many, many women, so why are you delaying his happiness?
After warning herself like this, Gu Xiyan suddenly felt that the sadness in her heart was nothing at all. Just remember that you want him to be happy, and forget everything else! If you mind too much, life will become very miserable. . And she originally just wanted to spend the rest of her life heartlessly like this.
"Give me a reason that can convince me." Shang Yiqi suddenly chuckled. What was he dissatisfied with? She had never given him any promise. No matter how much he cared about it, it was just wishful thinking.
"Qi, I'm sorry, from now on I want to sleep with Yan'er. If you find someone who makes your heart beat, then let's get a divorce." Gu Xiyan stood up from Shang Yiqi's arms and turned her ear to her She pushed her hair back and spoke softly...she thought it was the words of fulfillment.
Gu Xiyan's words made Shang Yiqi furious, "Are you so eager to go back to your old lover? How am I inferior to him? I can't satisfy you, can I?" Shang Yi roared loudly. Qi completely ignored Gu Xiyan's shaking of her head, "Gu Xiyan, what did you say originally? Are all your promises that you and Wei Zhe have nothing to do with each other false? Or do you think that I, Shang Yiqi, must be so mean? You can't?"
In a rage, Shang Yiqi flipped the table, and the sound of pots, bowls, spoons, and pans hitting the ground was extremely loud. Gu Xiyan was also frightened and took a few steps back.
"I didn't." Gu Xiyan retorted in a low voice, her head hanging low. Shang Yiqi directly concluded that she had a guilty conscience.
Gu Xiyan didn't feel guilty, she was just sad. She knew that he prepared lunch for her with so much care, but before she even finished a quarter of the meal, the rest of the food was fed to the floor. She easily Changing places was a disappointment for all his hard work.
But, can you stop being so nice to her? She can't afford it, and she can't afford it.
Shang Yiqi rarely had violent mood swings in his life. In most cases, he was always a calm spectator. He would smile sincerely, but only to a few people. He would also feel uncomfortable, but only in front of specific people. It will show. At this moment, there is unspeakable hatred in his heart.
It has nothing to do with complaining. He has been kind to her over the years, and he doesn't want her to be grateful to him. He just hates her, and hates how she can't care about him so much. Divorce? I'm afraid this is not the first day she has had this idea, right?
What he hates more is himself. She has clearly pushed him to others, but why does he still want to keep her by his side? Even if she doesn't love him, she loves another man, and he doesn't want her to Leave. He hates himself for not being able to make a clean break. When has he ever been so indecisive and hesitant in the past?
I'm just afraid that she doesn't care if she wants to keep him! If Yan'er didn't exist, would she have planned to leave him early? That's right, why does he always ignore that fact----She I don't love him. Now that I think about it, I still dream of having children with her. It's just pitiful and ridiculous.
Child? How could he forget that she didn’t want his child? If it were that man who made such a request, would she have agreed to it early on?
Shang Yiqi turned around, not wanting to see Gu Xiyan's still beautiful and bright face again. He deliberately did not think about many things, just because he didn't want to cause trouble for the two of them. Now that she has made it clear that she wants to give up on him, he should remember more What does it matter if you forget one less thing? She won't care anyway, right?
Shang Yiqi didn't know that Gu Xiyan's face at this moment was by no means bright and bright, but rather gloomy and disheartened. Oh, the relationship between them was indeed easy to break down.
Both hands went to her face. Gu Xiyan wiped away the tears on her cheeks with both hands, and a faint smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth again. Shang Yiqi was walking towards the door, and she looked at him gently. When I left, my eyes were so steamed that only blessings remained.
Qi, I wish you happiness!
The injury on her back instantly felt like it had been burned by fire, and Gu Xiyan's mouth was bitter. In fact, even without these injuries, they wouldn't have been able to be together forever. Child, this sensitive word, is the gap between them. .Perhaps she was persuaded before, but after careful consideration, she will find that reality can never be as perfect as imagined. She knows that she cannot do it with someone who does not love her. She knows that she cannot do it, even if this person Pamper her to heaven.
When Shang Yiqi walked to the door, there was still no movement from Gu Xiyan. From the living room to the door, 78 steps, and he paused consciously for a moment at each step. Even he himself didn't know what he was expecting, hoping that she would wake up and tell her Shouldn't she say that to herself? Or should I expect her to tell him that she loves him?
Don't kid yourself, Shang Yiqi felt a little sad in his heart. But even so, he still wanted to look back at her, and he wanted to use her joyful gesture to remind himself of her cruelty to him.
The moment Shang Yiqi turned around, Gu Xiyan also happened to turn around and squat down to clean up the mess on the ground. He could only see her actions, which showed no panic at all and were orderly.
It turned out that his suffering and hatred were nothing but passing smoke in her eyes.
"You will live well or even better without me, right?" Something cold and elastic touched Gu Xiyan's earlobe. Gu Xiyan's hand shook, and the glass shards in her hand fell to the ground. ' With a sound, the fragments were divided into finer pieces.
"Tell me, right?" Shang Yiqi pulled her to stand up. There was an inexplicable sad element in his voice.
Gu Xiyan was like a child who had done something wrong and did not dare to move.
Will she live a better life? Gu Xiyan suddenly realized that she seemed to...never thought about what life would be like without him. Over the years, she had already become accustomed to his existence.
If one day, he would no longer hold her in his arms like he does now; if one day, he would laugh at another woman when they met; if one day, in his eyes, she would no longer She couldn't see the tenderness he had for her in the past. At a glance, she could only see his indifference to her; if one day, he really told her, I fell in love with a woman, I love her very much, let's get a divorce. ; If one day, his world no longer needs her participation...
Is this really what she wants?
As soon as her legs softened, Gu Xiyan was about to slide down. Her heart, which had already calmed down, stirred up trouble again at this moment - why, why did she need to remind her of the future? She shouldn't think about the future without him and Yan'er. The future; the future, the future when I am alone; the future, the future when they are strangers.
Her eyes were covered with gray mist, and Gu Xiyan bit the tip of her tongue with two rows of white teeth until bloodshot eyes appeared on it. The tears swirling in her eyes were forced back and welled up again. The full and round tears dropped one by one, With some warmth, it flowed along her pink cheeks, into her snowy neck, and then disappeared without a trace.
The suppressed sobs could no longer stop the situation, and Gu Xiyan sobbed loudly. She needed to vent her anger, even if it was seen as unreasonable.
From now on? Gu Xiyan cried and cried, but she laughed again. That laughter was full of desolation, hopelessness, and loneliness. She thought, if she was smart enough, , she should catch the man next to her, follow him shamelessly, and let him discover all her good qualities. Or, she can return to Wei Zhe, even if his family does not allow her to exist, with his blessing , she can naturally live a good life.
It's just that she has never been smart enough when it comes to relationships. So, she wants Shang Yiqi to find another beauty, and she also wants to end the relationship with Wei Zhe. Is she stupid? Gu Xiyan smiled, maybe!
Shang Yiqi secretly blamed himself for being soft-hearted. Why did she just shed a few tears? He sighed.
Tired of crying and shouting, Gu Xiyan looked straight ahead, her eyes wandering. Thinking of the person hugging her, Gu Xiyan concealed her sadness and said, "I'm fine, I just want to cry loudly. You Let’s go.”
There was still a tremor in Gu Xiyan's words. She warned herself that this was the only time she would be weak. From now on, no matter how sad she was, she would be the only one to lick her wounds.
Shang Yiqi's clothes were covered with her tears, and he realized that her mood had become more normal. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but she said mercilessly, "You can leave."
"Okay, okay." Shang Yiqi held his breath and laughed angrily. He was just being sentimental, and he shouldn't have come back! The hand that was holding Gu Xiyan loosened. From this time on, he would never come back again. I won't put my pride in front of her and be trampled on by her.
"You don't need to clean up the floor. I will ask someone to do it. From now on, you can do whatever you want. If you want to find the man, go find him. Just remember, don't let him before our relationship as husband and wife is terminated." Just touch you. As you wish, I will find a woman you say can make my heart beat." After saying these words coldly, Shang Yiqi turned around and left without any attachment.
If you want to be with that man, I will make it happen for you, just make it happen for you!
Gu Xiyan's hands were still in the air, apparently subconsciously trying to grab Shang Yiqi's clothes. Shang Yiqi didn't look back. She collapsed to the ground, with a piece of glass shard pressed against her right hand.
The coquettish threads of blood clung to the glass and gurgled out.
He finally didn't want her anymore. Gu Xiyan cried softly. At this moment, it seemed as if the warmth of the whole world had left her.