Gu Xiyan's silence seemed to Shang Yiqi to be a disguised acquiescence. With a hint of anger on the corner of his lips, Shang Yiqi stared at Gu Xiyan coldly until she couldn't bear it and turned away.
What on earth is he still dreaming about? That she can tell him that she and Wei Zhe have nothing? If it really was nothing, they would kiss in the car, and she would let Wei Zhe touch her cheek and stroke her hair, and she would Tie your scarf affectionately around Wei Zhe's neck?
Oh, yes, scarf, did she even forget that he gave her that scarf?
Because of his anger, Shang Yiqi clenched his two iron fists tightly, and there was a faint pain in the joints of his right arm. It seemed that something spurted out of his body and stuck to the thick gauze in his clothes and was blocked again. Come down.
The woman in front of him was the woman he couldn't let go! The hurt in Shang Yiqi's eyes was so obvious, but Gu Xiyan didn't dare to look at him, so she couldn't understand his pain at all, "Hahaha..."
Shang Yi laughed crazily, why? Why? Why should he arrogantly think that her obedience and closeness to him during this period are all about his own performance? Why should he arrogantly think that in her heart, even he It's not the most important one, but at least it still has a place? Why, why can't he care less about her and just treat her as an ordinary bed partner?
Look, how pitiful I am! I have spent so many years learning to care about a woman, but to this woman I am just a tease when she is happy. When she is gone, she can always find another man to take her place. Existence. He was even thinking that every time she made love to him in the past, did she just regard bed as a task? If he came back a few days later, would she and that man be more than just kissing? ?
Just the thought that she might be lying on the same bed with that man, his heart felt as if it had been bitten by thousands of poisonous insects... His laughter was filled with sadness, and Shang Yiqi stopped laughing. Gu Xiyan passed by and he went upstairs.
After Shang Yiqi left, the tears in Gu Xiyan's eyes finally burst out uncontrollably. She squatted down weakly, and Gu Xiyan bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from whimpering. Her eyes gradually turned red. One piece, his eyes were blurred with tears, and he couldn't see clearly the scene in front of him.
If it had been in the past, she would have asked Shang Yiqi if he had eaten. If he hadn't eaten dinner yet, she would have happily prepared food for him, and then watched him eat.
Not long ago, no matter how late he worked, he would always go home to eat. She had also distressedly advised him to just eat in the army and not hurt his stomach. What was his answer at that time?
He said that lunch was not eaten at home, so how could he not eat dinner at home? He also said that the food outside was the same as what she cooked. He said that the food she cooked had her taste inside, and the food outside was the same. It will never be as good as what she made. He even said that he would never get tired of what she made.
You won’t get tired of it!
God knows, when she heard him say this, she didn't show any joy on the surface, but her heart was already full of joy. But at this moment, she was no longer in the mood to cook for him. Besides, even if she did, he Nor...can you eat it?
Shang Yiqi has been upstairs and has not come down, and Gu Xiyan has been downstairs and has not gone up. The TV is on in the living room, and Gu Xiyan is boredly watching the eight o'clock show. Yan is actually very annoyed. However, only when she is annoyed can she not think too much and be able to ignore the hurt she has suffered.
The TV series Gu Xiyan watched happened to be the finale of a drama. At the end of the script, the male and female protagonists went through all the storms and had a happy ending. And when she saw the male and female protagonists walking into the wedding hall wearing Western-style wedding clothes, Gu Xiyan understood A smile. The exciting thing about most TV dramas is that no matter how much heartbreak or even betrayal and hurt each other the protagonists have experienced, they will always come together in the end. The last scene of the finale is the male protagonist's affectionate kiss on the female protagonist's lips. After the kiss, he said to the heroine with a bright smile: "The best promise I can give you is that when we go to hell together a hundred years later, you and I will be buried in the same tombstone. On it, my photo is next to yours. On the inscription that belongs to you, your name and my last name constitute the entire interpretation of you. I love you, my wife."
The best thing in life is probably this - being able to grow old together with the one you love!
As soon as the TV was turned off, Gu Xiyan's smile dimmed. What does growing old together have to do with her? Fortunately, Yan'er wasn't at home, otherwise the little girl would have been very sad to see the two of them quarreling like this!
Half past nine, ten o'clock, eleven o'clock... The electronic clock on the wall slowly moved to twelve o'clock. She tightened her clothes and Gu Xiyan tilted her head. As expected... ..Don’t want her again? How could he be so bad, how could he lie to her? He clearly said that he would be good to her, he said, he would be good to her, be good to her, be good to her... .
This is what he calls good? Is that so?
Turning off the light, Gu Xiyan moved towards the stairs. Perhaps her thoughts were wandering too much. When she went up the stairs, Gu Xiyan accidentally kicked the stairs and almost fell. Fortunately, she grabbed the handrail of the stairs at the critical moment. Only then did he avoid the fate of falling.
When she walked to the door of the room, Gu Xiyan did not open the door for a long time. After entering, what should she say? Or should I say nothing?
In fact, why do you need to think so much? Gu Xiyan secretly laughed at herself, since when did she start to be so timid and cautious? What should happen will always happen, so why should she bother herself in advance?
When Gu Xiyan entered the room, Shang Yiqi happened to come out of the bathroom. Without even looking at Gu Xiyan, Shang Yiqi went straight towards the hair dryer.
After blow-drying his hair, Shang Yiqi walked to the bed and fell asleep. Gu Xiyan wanted to cry again. He was so bad. He didn't even know how hurtful his indifference was. ?
Forget it, since he doesn't want her anymore, shouldn't she still stick to him? Gu Xiyan raised her head slightly to let her tears flow back, then blinked her eyes, and then she walked to the bed with an expressionless face and put her pillow He was held in front of him.
Walking towards the door with her arms around the pillow, Gu Xiyan didn't know that her behavior was completely unnecessary, because there was a pillow in the little girl's room. If she was going to sleep in the little girl's room, then she didn't need to do this at all. It was a childish move to take the pillow away. Perhaps, even she herself didn't know that she would do this, maybe she just wanted to see if he would retain her.
Gu Xiyan walked very slowly, and with every extra step she took, she felt a little more despairing. She knew that he didn't look at her anymore, or that he didn't bother to look at her at all. Whether she left or stayed, it turned out that he really didn't care. Don't even care! Poor and ridiculous don't care!
Gu Xiyan, don't be sad, it's nothing, really, it's nothing. He never said how much he needs you, and it's not like you can't live without him. In this world, people who want you will not let you go, don't You can't get your people no matter how much you ask for them. In this case, why don't you just live a good life for yourself. Gu Xiyan told herself this.
However, the fact that he doesn't want her still makes her heart feel cold. There is a kind of bad person in this world. He doesn't want you, but he wants you to know how good he is. Then, you will drink poison to quench your thirst. You have to cling to him to survive. When your thoughts run counter to his wishes, you will feel heartache and sadness. This heartache is like having sharp knives piercing your heart, drawing blood. , a series of scars were pierced, and each scar was called love.
"Stop." Gu Xiyan was about to open the door and go out, but Shang Yiqi finally spoke up after being silent for so long.
Gu Xiyan had never hated herself so much for a moment. She had obviously decided not to care about his thoughts anymore, but his harsh words made her stop. What's more, her Thoughts such as whether he wants to save her, whether he realizes that something is wrong with him, whether he still wants her, have arisen in his heart.
Gu Xiyan, how could you be so cowardly! She scolded herself secretly, but Gu Xiyan was still inexplicably moved that he called her out.
She had to admit that this man had a profound influence on her.
"It's so late, where are you planning to go?" Shang Yiqi's tone was more like questioning. But at least, this shows that he doesn't completely ignore his life and death, right?
Gu Xiyan had just turned around to tell him that she didn't have to leave, if he wanted her to stay. However, before she could fully turn around, Shang Yiqi spoke again, and his words were so cruel that Gu Xiyan The tip of my heart trembled a few times, and the pain was so painful that I could no longer feel anything.
He said: "What? You can't wait to escape from me? Because I know about you and Wei Zhe, so you are not even willing to deal with me for a while? Is it uncomfortable to be in the same space with me? You feel very uncomfortable. Well, by the way, do you really dislike me touching you? You should be enjoying your time with Wei Zhe. Do you hate me for coming back so soon and disturbing your good things? I really don’t know myself, but if I don’t come back, won’t I give you a great opportunity to have an affair? Although you are not that important to me, but as my wife, don’t cuckold me. You should have some awareness!"
Shang Yiqi said coolly, "Isn't it important? God knows how important she is to him! But she has such an indifferent attitude towards him, how can he expose his attachment to her? How can he expose it?" , and let her inflict wounds on herself unscrupulously?