The sadness in Gu Xiyan's eyes at that moment said everything. She felt sorry for that man, right? Just because Wei Zhe saved her, but he was not by her side at the critical moment, so she had to abandon herself, right? Why? Just because he was absent once, was she going to sentence him to death? But he is a soldier, and the mission of a soldier is to obey his vocation. God knows how much he wanted to return to her at all costs at that time, but he... …No way!
"Let me go. It's been so many years. It's enough. There is no so-called love between us. As for Yan'er, I know she likes Assistant Master He very much. I think she will also be willing to accept Assistant Master He as her Mommy's business...brother, please let me go, okay?" Gu Xiyan almost prayed. It was not easy for her to tell her about divorce, and his reaction made her even more uncomfortable.
Gu Xiyan, be sure to remember what your purpose is today, be sure... don't change your mind, think about Wei Zhe, think about him. There are not many people you have sorry for in your life, but Wei Zhe stands out. Falling in love with you is his calamity, so it is your life to survive this calamity for him!
Why can women change at will? Shang Yiqi felt that a big hole had been poked in his heart. Weren't they still fine before? He was even ready to propose to her. But now, she But she told him so cruelly that she wanted a divorce.
It's a divorce. Divorce is not a child's play. How could she say it so easily? What does she think of him? She treats him well when she's happy, but kicks him aside when she's unhappy. ?
"I'll give you one last chance. You tell me that you only want to divorce me because you feel you owe Wei Zhe. I can forget about it." Even he began to look down on himself, and she trampled on him like this. Sincerely, he actually wanted to make a final death struggle. Oh, in front of love, he really humbled himself to the ground. He didn't know how to love a woman before, but now he has tried so hard to love her well. But she was leaving.
Can't she wait for him? Even if she doesn't love him, he still wants to keep her by his side, even if he can only hug her and kiss her every day, so even if her heart is not with him, he can still do it Deceive yourself that she somewhat likes you.
Gu Xiyan shook her head. Even if this was the case, she would never admit it.
Seeing Gu Xiyan shaking her head, Shang Yiqi suddenly felt betrayed anger rising in his heart, mixed with unknown pain, "Then give me a better reason, give me a way to let Tell me the reason why I gave up."
Gu Xiyan's lips were sealed. He asked her to give him a reason, but he was cowardly afraid that her mouth would really say something that would make him heartbroken, so he kissed her, even tearing her apart. her lips.
"Don't do this... um..." The taste of blood appeared on her lips. Gu Xiyan pushed the chest of the man in front of her. Stop doing this. There is no result. "I said, I said..."
"Okay, tell me." Shang Yiqi caressed Gu Xiyan's cheek, once and for all, very gently. Tell me, I'll listen to you, tell me a reason that makes it acceptable for me and doesn't make me feel uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry, Brother Shang, I love... Wei Zhe, please... help me and let me come back to him, okay?" That's how you tell lies with your eyes open, but she said it so sincerely that Shang Yi Qi could no longer find any reason to hope that she would stay.
She was so amazing. Gu Xiyan held back tears in her heart and admired herself. Look, how sincere she was. She said that she loved another man in front of the man she loved deeply. Was she the only one who could do it? So she Awesome isn't it?
"You love him, hahaha... You love him. That's not what you said before. Didn't you say that you and he have nothing to do with each other and are just friends at most? Didn't you say that you and him are things in the past? You say you love him now, do you want me to believe it or not? Ah?" Shang Yiqi punched Gu Xiyan's right earlobe and hit it against the door, a storm raging in his eyes. Love him, love Wei Zhe? Shang Yiqi felt that he had fed the dog with all his damn sincerity.
Love? He is her husband. How can she say she loves another man in front of her husband?
"Brother Shang, please don't be like this, okay? I know you are a very good man, and there will be a very good woman who loves you. I am not a good woman, and I am not worthy of you. You don't need to There is no need to be angry for someone like me. We have been entangled for so many years. Please stop entangled with me and find a woman who loves you. Can you live well? Wei Zhe loves me very much. I Also... love him, I want to be with him, you know I loved him more than eight years ago, I can't let him down." Yes, she can't let Wei Zhe down anymore. Gu Xiyan's eyes became firm, But behind that firmness, there is vulnerability.
"So, you were lying to me when you said you didn't love him before? Gu Xiyan, how come you have such good acting skills? Ah? I didn't even know that my wife has such a superb ability to disguise. You said I'm a very good man, so why don't you fall in love with me but want to love Wei Zhe? Tell me!" By roaring at her desperately like this, will the pain in his heart disappear? Gu Xiyan, tell me Very good, then why don’t you love me? Is it so difficult to give me a little love? Is it so? You said you are not a good woman, but I just like you. I don’t want any good woman, I want you. Want it!
"You can't force emotional matters. Brother Shang, if there's nothing else to do, can I leave first?" Gu Xiyan lowered her head and didn't want to discuss this topic anymore. It's meaningless. There's no point. You don't love me either. Me? Why are you so crazy now? I can't give you anything, except freedom, only freedom. "Brother Shang, let's let each other be free, okay? I won't interfere in your life from now on." , if you have someone you like, I will bless you, and I also have a man I love, so let’s divorce peacefully, okay?”
"No," Shang Yiqi was extremely angry, extremely angry, extremely hateful and extremely painful, "What is Wei Zhe in your heart? And who am I? I want to listen to the voice in your heart."
A hand covered Gu Xiyan's heart. Shang Yiqi felt the beating frequency of his heart under his palm, and his eyes were almost scarlet. What kind of woman did he fall in love with? Chao Qin Muchu was half-hearted in Cao Ying's heart. How could she do this in Han? But she was already like this, and he was still hatefully reluctant to let her go.
"I'm sorry, all the fault is mine." Gu Xiyan couldn't help but shed a few lines of tears. Her hair was messy but she didn't care. She sniffed and held back her trembling voice and said: "Brother Shang, you Have you ever loved someone so much that you want to be by his side at all costs? So much that you just want to be with him even if you have to bear the infamy? I was willful back then, I shouldn’t have escaped like that Come on, I shouldn't have left him behind, I shouldn't have let him chase after me for seven years, I shouldn't have hurt him again and again, I shouldn't have thrown his sincerity into the Pacific Ocean, I shouldn't... What I shouldn't do the most is to forget that I once loved him so much. Now that he is lying on the hospital bed, I know that I love him very much, even if I have to bear the burden of abandoning my husband and daughter. I still want to go back to him. I owe him, I owe him so many years of love. Brother Shang, please, I know you are very good to me, but you can have other women. But Wei Zhe can't do it. Without me, he will become a walking zombie. I don't want to let him suffer anymore. He has been suffering for so many years, and I really don't want to let him go." Gu Xiyan didn't lie in the last sentence, she She really can't bear to make Wei Zhe suffer anymore. She will forget the man in front of her, she will. Forget this man and start over with Wei Zhe, this is what she should do, this is a fate she cannot escape!
If she could, why wouldn't she want to fight against fate, but she didn't have the ability. If she could escape, she would be lucky, but if she couldn't, she would accept it. She could have spent seven years falling in love with a man again, but how could she know that she would not be able to have him again? Another seven years to fall in love with Wei Zhe?
"You only think about Wei Zhe, what about me? What should I do? What do you think of me? I just want to hear the truth, tell it to me." Shang Yiqi felt a flash of pain in his eyes. Gu Xiyan didn't notice, she didn't notice that his body was shaking, and she didn't know the rage, frustration and despair boiling in his heart. You only know Wei Zhe, and the only thing you miss is Wei Zhe, what about me? He loves You, don’t I love you anymore? He needs you, don’t I need you? You can’t bear to make him hurt, so you can’t bear to make me hurt, right? Ask me if I have ever loved someone. , I have it, but that person won’t care about my love anymore. She already has someone she loves, so she won’t want my love anymore. She won’t want my love anymore, I don’t want it anymore...
"We have always been a couple in name only. We got married just for Yan'er. Now that Yan'er is almost seven years old, I can retire, right? Brother Shang, maybe we can continue in the future. Let's be friends, just ordinary friends, okay? Now I'm tired, I want to leave, and you should go to bed early." My friend, how ironic! Gu Xiyan wanted to laugh, but she didn't know whether to laugh at herself or the relationship between them.
Shang Yiqi suddenly tore Gu Xiyan's clothes like crazy. Gu Xiyan couldn't resist, and soon the only clothes on her upper body were a bottoming shirt. She hugged her chest tightly with her hands, and Gu Xiyan was a little scared. I remembered the man in front of me.