Shang Yiqi's heart was filled with blood for a moment, and he held Gu Xiyan's hand instead. A painful light flashed in his eyes, "Baby, let's never leave, okay? Baby, I know it's my fault, you fight It's fine if you scold me, but please don't divorce me, okay? I can't live without you, I can't..."
"No, you are good, but I am not good, I am bad, I am a bad woman. I beg you, can you divorce me? I will be grateful to you all my life, can you help me? I am tired, I want to go back I'm with Wei Zhe, and I want to marry him. I know you're good to me, and in the future you can marry a woman who's a hundred times better than me, and then you'll be good to that woman again, okay?" His lips turned pale, Gu Xi Yan struggled to speak word by word.
"Baby, why do you have to divorce me? I will treat you twice as well in the future, and I will never let you hurt again, okay? I will never bully you in the future. I will do whatever you say, you I will go with you wherever you want to go. If you are unhappy, I will try my best to make you happy. I don’t know as much about emotional matters as others, and I don’t have that much ability to please women, but I will be very attentive. Be kind to you with all your heart, okay? I know, I know you like him or not, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I won't care if you don't love me anymore, okay?" Shang Yiqi looked indescribably haggard and embarrassed at the moment. He wanted to keep her, and he tried very hard to keep her, but would she...will accept it?
"No, why don't you understand? I must get a divorce. I want to be happy, and I also want you to be happy. I am not the person who can accompany you until you grow old. A person only has one heart, and my heart is too small. It’s too small, it can only hold one person. Wei Zhe and I have missed each other for so many years, and I don’t want to miss him again. Brother Shang, from now on I will treat you as my brother, okay? You can still follow him. If you love me as much as before, I can care about you as much as before, and you can still find the woman you love. Isn't this great? No, it's even better than before." Gu Xiyan said and wanted to sit up.
Seeing this, Shang Yiqi put down Gu Xiyan's hand and raised her hospital bed higher. Shang Yiqi helped Gu Xiyan up. He poured out the prepared hot porridge and Shang Yiqi brought the porridge to Gu Xiyan. In front of him, "Baby, let's not talk about this anymore. You are hungry, it's time for you to eat. Yan'er was still sleeping when I came home just now. I will take you home when you are well. Now would you like to eat first?"
After speaking, Shang Yiqi scooped up a mouthful of porridge and blew it, then put the porridge in front of Gu Xiyan's lips, "Baby, open your mouth."
The hot steam from the porridge hit Gu Xiyan's face, and Gu Xiyan suddenly wanted to cry desperately. However, she didn't. She raised her head and shed her tears back. Gu Xiyan looked at Shang Yiqi again. A plain white hand followed his handsome face, "Brother Shang, I believe you will be a very good brother. I want to be your sister, okay? You must be a sister who loves your sister very much." Brother, so you will definitely fulfill your sister's wish, right? Even if one day, one month, one year, seven years... my decision will not change. Brother Shang, please fulfill me." No one. He knew how much her heart ached. She loved him, but she wanted to push him away with her own hands. He would never know that she actually didn't want to be his sister at all. What she wanted to do was to be his wife. His woman.
"Baby, you know that I already have a sister, and I don't need another sister. I don't want to be your brother, I want to be your husband, your man. I want to see you when I see you I can hold you and kiss you anytime and anywhere. I like to love and pamper you. It is the love and pampering of a man to a woman, not the love and pampering of a brother to a sister. Baby, for the rest of my life, I just want to love you and pamper you so much. It can’t be anyone else but you. I..." I love you, really, very much.
"Brother Shang, stop talking. The worst thing I have ever done in my life is to marry you." Gu Xiyan didn't let him finish. She didn't want to listen to him anymore. She couldn't tell what he was saying. What do you mean? He is already used to her existence, right? But what she wants is not a habit, but... something she can no longer afford or cannot ask for.
"Baby... son, how could you say that?" Shang Yiqi looked at Gu Xiyan in disbelief. Gu Xiyan could already see the pain in his eyes that was so intense that it almost annihilated her.
Gu Xiyan looked away. No, she was not telling the truth. The best thing she had ever done in her life was to marry him. And the thing she did that caused her the most pain was what she was doing at this moment - ---Cut off all her love for him with her own hands. If she could, she wanted to stay with him for the rest of her life.
"If I had known that such a day would come, I should not have left Wei Zhe back then. If I left him, I should not have left with you. If I left him, I should not have agreed to marry you." If I marry you, I I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. Without love, there would be no pain and suffering.
"You regret meeting me and being my wife for so many years. Tell me, is it true?" The porcelain spoon and bowl in Shang Yiqi's hand fell to the ground and shattered with a 'bump'.
Seeing that Gu Xiyan didn't answer, Shang Yiqi suddenly put his hand on Gu Xiyan's shoulder. Pressing her to look in his direction, he murmured, the pain in his heart almost suffocating him, "Look into my eyes. , tell me, is what you said true? As long as you say it, I will believe it."
Gu Xiyan met his eyes, and finally cruelly extinguished the last bit of light in his eyes, "It's true, what I regret most in my life is meeting you. If I hadn't met you, maybe Wei Zhe You could have found me at the airport more than seven years ago. If I hadn't met you, maybe Wei Zhe and I had been married for many years. If I hadn't met you..." Wouldn't I be like today, who is clearly in pain, but still happy with it? .
"Okay, I'll grant you, I'll grant you, two days later, I will give you the divorce agreement. From now on, I don't care who you marry and who you stay with. I will marry a woman I like. , I will be very good to her, a thousand times, ten thousand times better than I am to you. I will love her well and give birth to two lovely babies with her. I will be very happy. I will make you perfect. Completely forget. I will forget, forget how stupid I was, forget that I once married a woman whose heart was not with me. I'm gone, you can eat the rest of the porridge if you want, or throw it into the garbage if you don't eat it. Bucket, I won't take back what I gave away..." Shang Yiqi roared angrily and ran out in a panic.
It turns out that no matter how deeply affectionate she is, she can't resist her regret. Regret is not about not loving, but regret! The person he loves doesn't love him, and he admits it, but she says she regrets it, regrets knowing her Him!
Enough, really enough, his pride does not allow him to send his affection to her to be ravaged and destroyed like this. He is a man, but he is also an ordinary person. He has a heart, but his heart But he gave it to a woman who didn't love her. Now, he couldn't even restrain himself from thinking about how happy she was that the child who belonged to them was aborted.
Divorce? Shang Yiqi clenched his hands into fists. Okay, just leave. He just pretended that he had never known that woman. He just pretended that he had just had a dream all these years. When he woke up from the dream, all the actors The show was over and it was time for him to leave.
After Shang Yiqi left, Gu Xiyan covered her face and finally sobbed. She was so amazing. She finally made her favorite man leave her with her own hands. But isn't this what she wants?
When the nurse came in, she seemed a little displeased when she saw the broken bowl on the floor. But when she saw Gu Xiyan's dull and lifeless look, the nurse's displeasure immediately turned into worry.
"Miss, are you okay?" The little nurse tugged on Gu Xiyan's hospital gown, unable to hide her anxiety. This patient was so beautiful that she, who was also a woman, couldn't help but feel jealous. Let such a beautiful patient The girl is so sad. Who knows who made her unhappy?
"I'm fine." Gu Xiyan shook her head helplessly when she heard the little nurse's voice. When she saw the incubator placed by Shang Yiqi on the bedside table, she felt a pain in her heart again, and then she Carefully, he picked up the thermos box with both hands.
The spoon had been broken. Gu Xiyan opened the thermos box and pressed her lips to the edge of the thermos box. She slowly drank the hot porridge in the thermos box bit by bit.
The little nurse next to her didn't say anything when she saw what she did. She just sighed and resigned herself to getting a broom and a garbage shovel to clean the floor.
Gu Xiyan usually couldn't eat so much porridge, but this time, she drank all the porridge in the thermos. Maybe it was because this was the...last warmth he gave her.
After finishing the porridge, seeing the little nurse still standing aside, Gu Xiyan blinked away the tears hanging in the corners of her eyes, "Nurse, is there anything else?"
"Oh, no more." After the little nurse finished speaking, she was about to go out. When she walked to the door, she turned back to look at Gu Xiyan and said, "Miss, our head nurse often says that people don't have anything in their life." Sometimes you have to grit your teeth and everything is over. You also have to open your heart. I'll leave first."
After the little nurse left, Gu Xiyan's face darkened. There are no obstacles that cannot be overcome, but there are people who cannot be forgotten, memories that cannot be given up, and regrets that you can never make up for...
After getting out of bed, Gu Xiyan went out of the ward. Regarding Shang Yiqi's statement that the divorce would take two days, she didn't think about why it was two days. She only knew that if he said he would divorce, then he would divorce.