My name is Shang Yan'er. The merchant of Zongheng Shopping Mall. The colorful Yan. The son of Shang Yan'er. This is the name given to me by my father.
I have loved Daddy and Mummy since I was a child. In my opinion, Daddy and Mummy are really the best and best people in the world. Daddy is very handsome and handsome. Compared with those so-called people on TV The big star is much more handsome. Daddy is still very sultry because he doesn't seem to like talking. He always has a cold face. But when he sees her and mommy, daddy still smiles. And he laughs. It looks great.
When I was four or five years old, I often thought of ways to get my dad to talk more. Because I saw other children’s dads talking a lot to them. I thought that was the way to love a child. Later I learned I know, Daddy doesn't like to talk too much, but that doesn't mean he doesn't love me.
Mommy is a very beautiful and gentle woman. But I don’t like her to be my mommy just because she is beautiful. Mommy is a very nice person. She always tells me various stories. When I was young, my mother told me Grimm's fairy tales, Andersen's fairy tales, and many interesting bedtime stories. I was still young at that time. I thought, my mother must love me more than my father.
In fact, our family of three is really happy living together. But I don’t know when it started. I see other children having brothers and sisters. I always envy them unconsciously. Sometimes when daddy and mommy are not around, I just I think it would be great if I also had a younger brother or younger sister. Unfortunately, my father and mother have no plans to give me a younger brother or younger sister.
I always thought that I was my mother's baby because she loved me so much. How could she like me so much if she wasn't her biological child? Until one day, I accidentally overheard the conversation between mom and dad. That's when I realized that mommy was not my real mommy. Well, this sentence can be ignored, because in my heart, my mommy is already the best mommy in the world. I have always been Consider her my biological mother.
But since I found out that Mommy is not my biological mother, I inevitably started to be afraid. I was afraid that Mommy would leave me. There was even a period of time when this thought was particularly strong. I don’t know why. I was only five at that time. I am six years old, but I always feel that in this world, only blood relationships are the most intimate. Everything else is nominal. And nominal things mean that they may disappear at any time.
That happened not long after I went to school. In the past, my mother would pick me up on time every day. But that day, she didn’t come. I met a girl from Yangyang in school. She was usually picked up by the nanny. Her. She is always the last one to leave. She told me that she only has her mother and no father. She doesn’t know who her father is. Even her mother doesn’t know who her father is. She knows this. Afterwards, I felt that I was still very happy because there were two people who were willing to work so hard to give me a family, even though they were not my biological parents.
Yes. Even daddy is not my real daddy. Daddy and mommy always thought that I didn’t know about this. But in fact, I knew. One time when I went to grandma’s house, I secretly overheard my grandpa and daddy They said that my biological father was dead. And my current father, Shang Yiqi, was just my adoptive father. For some reason, I felt a little sad when I heard that my biological father was dead. .But it’s not too sad. Maybe. Maybe it’s because I already have such a good father.
I don’t know who I heard say that people can’t have too much, otherwise God will be jealous. So, I think, that’s enough. I have such an excellent pair of parents, and I can’t let them be worried because of me.
Let’s go back to the previous topic. That day, even Yangyang, who was always the last to go home, was picked up by the nanny. But mommy didn’t come. Seeing that the sky was getting darker and darker, I started to get scared. The teacher at the school beat me more than once. I called Mommy, but Mommy didn’t answer the phone even once. At that time, I thought: It’s over. Mommy doesn’t want me anymore.
Later, my father came to pick me up. When I saw my father, I burst into tears. I didn’t ask my father where my mother had gone, because I saw that my father’s face was uglier than mine. I thought of him. Yang once told me that there were some bad women on TV who abandoned their husbands and ran away with other men because they disliked the lack of money at home. My heart suddenly became cold. It was even colder than the weather in the dead of winter.
That night, my father sent me home and supervised me to eat and take a shower. Then he asked me to watch TV in the living room by myself. I was not allowed to go anywhere.
I agreed angrily. As expected, daddy went out.
The waiting time was so long. It was already eleven o'clock at night when Daddy came back. I had slept on the sofa for countless times. Then Daddy carried me upstairs.
"Daddy, where is mommy?" I was thinking while watching TV. Although I was really afraid that mommy would cruelly abandon me and daddy, but daddy's conditions are so good. Mom Is there any reason for Mummy to leave us? Is it because I am such a sluggish person? But Mummy usually likes me very much. I can feel her feelings for me. It is not fake. That is why I do it. I asked at the risk of angering Daddy. I thought, I must at least believe Mummy for the last time.
When I heard Daddy's answer, I realized that I had really thought too much. It turned out that Mummy was ill. She had a high fever and cough that almost turned into pneumonia. She needed to be hospitalized for observation. Daddy also found that Mummy's whole body was very hot when he returned home. . Then he hurriedly sent mommy to the hospital, and then came to pick her up. As for her, she actually thought of mommy so badly. She is really hateful.
"Daddy, can you take Yan'er to see mommy tomorrow?" I grabbed daddy's hand flatteringly. I knew daddy would definitely agree.
"Okay. You go to bed first. Dad will take you there tomorrow."
The next day was Saturday. Daddy asked for leave from the office early in the morning. Then he made porridge and took me to the hospital to visit Mommy. When I saw Mommy, Mommy was still sleeping lazily. And her Her face is so white. Her lips are also white. There is no blood at all. To be honest, I prefer my mommy to be healthy. Such a mommy makes her want to cry unconsciously. A little bit. When I got older, I realized that my feelings at that time could be described as distressed in two words.
I feel sorry for my mommy because she is so good and unique. I can never imagine that another person can take her place.
The day Mommy was discharged from the hospital, I secretly asked for leave from the teacher. Then the teacher called Daddy and asked Daddy to pick me up. I wanted to go with Daddy to pick up Mommy.
Mummy was in much better spirits today than in the past. When she saw Daddy and I appearing, Mummy smiled so happily. I jumped ahead and walked in front. Turning around inadvertently, I saw The look in Daddy's eyes when he looked at Mummy was very gentle and gentle. But at this time, I still didn't understand what this tenderness meant.
The meal that night was not sumptuous. I originally thought that in order to celebrate Mommy being discharged from the hospital, Daddy would make it more grand. During the dinner, I heard Daddy telling Mummy that she was recovering from her illness and that she should not eat anything too greasy. Only then did I realize how attentive my father was. So I also remembered how I felt so miserable that I didn’t want to eat a few times after I got sick.
After that day, life got back on track. Mommy would still work tirelessly to pick me up from school every day. Sometimes daddy would come too. My classmates all envied me for having such good-looking parents. But they didn’t know. I was the one who was envious. Could they have brothers and sisters?
Sometimes I would catch my daddy and mommy lying in bed. I couldn't figure it out. Obviously, daddy and mommy and I often go back to the room to go to bed at the same time. Why do they always have to sleep longer than me? Several times I ran into Daddy and Mummy doing something under the quilt. One time Daddy and Mummy didn't lock the door. I opened the door and saw Daddy kissing Mummy. But Mummy didn't seem to. Wear clothes, because her shoulders are covered with white flowers.
I always laugh when I think about the situation at that time. Daddy and Mummy must have been frightened at that time, because Daddy immediately shouted at me and refused to let me go. But I was curious. They wouldn't let me go. I still I had to go over to see what they were playing. Then, like all the parents in the world whose children caught their pigtails, mommy explained lamely that she and daddy were playing games. She also said that if I don’t go out quickly It will take them a long time to finish the game. Then no one will accompany me. Mommy also said that if I go over, the game will not work. And if I go over, she will not be able to speak for a day.
Then I left. Mummy must have thought that I was really persuaded and deceived by her. In fact, I was not that stupid. I just saw the deep smile in daddy’s eyes and thought It’s better to leave space for them. Mommy is so stupid, but daddy seems to like her very much. So she wants to make room for her daddy and stupid mom. Of course, I don’t like to suffer. So before I leave I coquettishly said that they must invite me to eat at Kentucky Fried Chicken that day. I knew that neither dad nor mommy liked such things, so they never took me to eat once. But they didn't know. The more things I get, the more I become greedy.
Many years later, when I found that I had no choice but to use the words "playing games" to deal with my weird children, I suddenly remembered the childish deeds of my youth. And at that time, my dear father Both Di and Mommy are almost fifty years old.
I encountered a total of two situations where Mommy and Daddy left the door unlocked. Since then, they have become more careful and locked the door tightly every time. In fact, I have always been curious about what kind of game Daddy and Mommy are playing. I asked them more than once if I could play with them. But every time this topic came up, my father always said with a dark face: "No." And my mother stood beside us, father and daughter. .There is a soft light in the eyes.
By the way, I have to mention that I like Mommy’s eyes very much. I think there is absolutely no one in the world with such beautiful eyes as Mommy. Mommy’s eyes look so special. She was charming, but the emotion in her eyes was always soft and warm. It made me always feel happy just looking into her eyes. A long time later, I once asked my dad with a smile and said, "Daddy. Mummy's eyes are not clear and demon fused together. They are just pure demons."
Daddy smiled and said yes. When I asked again, he just smiled and refused to say anything more.
That time when daddy discussed with me that I should not disturb them in the morning, I asked him what benefits he would give me. That’s when daddy promised me. He said that he and mommy would give me a baby. Little brother or little sister. I said I wanted a little brother first. Daddy was actually quite embarrassed. Then he told me that he would do his best to make sure both the younger brother and the younger sister are fine. Daddy wouldn’t let me tell Mommy about it. So I agreed.
But too many things happened later. I thought about it carefully. The source of everything should be the appearance of Uncle Wei. We have been living peacefully for so many years. If not for Uncle Wei's intervention, I think we are a family of three, or even four or five. We will always be in the same boat through thick and thin. Of course. Thinking about it again, I am not completely right to say this. Because in addition to Uncle Wei, there is also the matter of daddy’s decision to return to the army. It is also very influential. Anyway, fate is so strange. The charm is ever-changing. Who knows what will happen in the next second. All we can do is live in the present.
After the New Year, Mommy was encouraged by her aunt to go to the SWAT team to get in shape. Daddy also returned to the legendary Special Forces training base. I have seen many reports about soldiers in the news. In my heart, soldiers .This is really a very sacred term. I admire those soldiers who make selfless sacrifices for the country. Likewise, I also admire my daddy.
The days when my mommy went to the SWAT unit were the first time in my life that I was separated from my mommy for such a long time. Secretly, I really wanted my mommy to come back as soon as possible. Because I missed her. I missed her so much. After that, there was a heavy snowfall. It was at that time that Mommy came back. Mommy came back. I thought about being able to reunite with my dad and the whole family again. I don’t know how much saliva I wasted after that. Mommy finally came back. A bit loose. Finally, I got what I wanted and met my dad.
I also met Aunt He when I went to the special forces training base for the first time. As for Uncle Xue, I had already met him before. I was not more curious. When Uncle Xue and Aunt He took me to see which military brothers were boxing, I I was so excited. I had only seen such a majestic scene on TV. I was there in person. I felt that this was an effect that couldn't be conveyed on TV. Such a masculine momentum. Such a mighty attack. Shaking. My little eyes are filled with love. Of course, everyone says that I have a bunch of beautiful big eyes. So you can ignore the previous sentence.
When I heard Uncle Xue tell Aunt He that Daddy had been nominated for the rank of Major General five years ago, I admired Daddy a lot more. In short, there is more water than the Yangtze River. The reason why I didn’t say it. Yellow River. Because the news said that the water in the Yellow River is too yellow and has too much soil. I think the water there is probably not clean. So, greening is indispensable. Anyway, I like to use the Yangtze River to describe my admiration for my father. That’s it.
Grandpa once told me about the military rank system in the army on a whim. I know that major general is a really high rank. Besides, dad is still so young. Five years ago, dad was only twenty. Three years old.
The world has changed. There have been vicissitudes of life. I never imagined that Daddy and Mommy would reach the stage of divorce. Everything seemed to have happened overnight. It was clear that everything was fine at the last moment. But at this moment, things have changed. Everything has changed. Mommy is no longer my mommy. She left me. And daddy, he doesn’t seem to want me anymore. He sent me to grandma’s house. I heard from Aunt He and the others. He said worriedly. Daddy has been drinking since mommy left. I know alcohol is not a good thing. But why does daddy keep drinking? Mummy is gone. Why should he waste himself like this? body. Oh, no. At this time, I no longer regard Mommy as my Mommy. My Mommy once said that she would always stay with me and never separate. My Mommy even hooked her little finger with me. I made an oath. This is a contract. If it is my mother, then she will definitely not go back on it. But the one who has gone back on it must not be my mother. I don't admit it, and I don't want to admit it.
When I saw Mommy again, I knew that she was already Uncle Wei's wife. I didn't understand. I didn't understand why Mommy would abandon such a good man like Daddy. Could it be that Mommy was really so stupid that she couldn't feel it at all? Does daddy love her? Even I know that daddy’s feelings for mommy are so deep and heavy. But why is mommy so ignorant? Or, mommy actually knows everything. It’s just because she doesn’t care. My daddy. So she can inflict harm on us so cruelly.
If it's the latter, then I think it's impossible for me to forgive mommy no matter what. Fortunately, fortunately, it's not.
When Mommy wanted to return to Daddy, I was not happy and didn't want to accept it. Because of the betrayal. I felt that Mommy had betrayed my and Daddy's affection for her. She didn't care about us as much as we did. She just left. . She said she was coming back. Daddy and I must let her come back.
After all, I still couldn't bear it. I yelled those bad words at Mommy. I wanted to cry. That's when I understood. Even though Mommy had abandoned me, I still... still wanted her to be me. Mommy. As long as she can do it, she will never leave me and daddy again.
I never thought that Mommy would get into a car accident. The moment I heard the news, I felt so sad. Mommy. I have loved Mommy and been attached to her for so many years. How could something like this happen to her?
Mommy's IQ seemed to have dropped a lot after she woke up. But I don't care anymore. As long as she is still my mommy. I am willing to be good to her. Very, very good. I know. No matter how much I do, it will never be enough. Because. The love Mommy gave me cannot be repaid with just a few actions. This incident also made me understand that if all you want is happiness, then you should learn to forget the hurt.
I thought. I really thought that everything could come to an end here. I didn’t expect that everything had its own destiny. Daddy is dead. This is terrible that I never expected. Daddy, mine. Daddy is so good. How could he die? I don’t believe it. I don’t believe it.
But that body completely destroyed the little hope in my heart. Grandpa said that he brought her to see daddy to let her remember how good daddy was to her in the past. But here I am. I saw daddy. .But I just want to cry. Okay. Daddy’s kindness has been engraved in my heart for a long time. I just don’t understand. I don’t understand why daddy left so young. Daddy, do you remember? You still owe I have a younger brother or younger sister.
After that, the news of mommy's pregnancy restored half of the vitality in my grandma's house. And I finally got a younger brother or sister. Unfortunately, daddy was the only one who was absent.
No one can accurately describe my emotional changes after my daddy left. I learned to be good. I learned that abominable obedience. All because I was reluctant. I really didn’t want to make my mom even more sad. It's painful. I'm a little adult now. I can't let mommy worry too much. I know she would rather spend her time remembering daddy.
The news that Daddy is fine in the end is naturally great news for the whole family. I am also glad. I am glad that fate can turn out to be such a turn of events. Daddy, Mummy, me, and my unborn brothers and sisters. Our family of four is truly reunited.
I was at school the day my mom gave birth. When I found out that I actually had three younger brothers or younger sisters, I was so happy that I almost kicked the classroom door down. Yangyang kept giving me winks to make me restrain myself. I don't care about these. I only know that my long-awaited brothers and sisters are here. They came to us from mommy's belly. From now on, I will love them. Love them very much. like.
When I learned about my life experience, my first feeling was that it was unbelievable. If I am really Uncle Chu's son, and Yangyang is my sister, then I... Hey, forget it. One more sister means one more pair. Parents. I was very happy. So I asked in a playful and flattering manner amidst the serious gazes of everyone: "Can Yan'er have two sets of parents?"
I am still used to following my daddy and mommy. I take it for granted. The daddy I am talking about is my Shang daddy. Originally, Daddy Chu wanted me to change my name. But I didn’t want to because this is my Shang daddy. It was given to me. Even if it is a surname, I don’t want to change it. Although I know that it is unfair to Daddy Chu, I think, and sister Yangyang. Isn’t this good? Yangyang and Daddy Chu One surname, I will keep it the same and keep going like this.
Ten years later, I was in my third year of college in China. During this year, I encountered the most beautiful accident in my life. But I didn’t know it at the time. My future would not be so smooth. h3The author has something to say/h3 Hehe, let’s see if we can finish the four chapters. The title will be like this~~~~