Within three days, a rumor spread on campus. It was said that I was a sugar daddy and had an affair with the general manager of the Su Group. I heard this news from Qingqing. I also thought about this. Don't respond. Some things are spread by rumors. The more you explain, the more people will think you are covering up. Don't say anything. That's fine.
Su Yunche seemed to be determined to cut off all contact with me. For a week in a row, he didn't call me even once, and I couldn't even see him in person. This was a far cry from how attentive he was a few days ago. No. Standing under a tree on campus. I looked at the place where we first met from a distance. After all, I just smiled sadly. I had a mobile phone in my hand. I thought, maybe I should give in. If I still want to be with him. Together.
After hesitating for a few times, the phone was connected, but I immediately hung up. I always felt that it was a bit disgusting to be like this. But this is my temper. If he didn't like it, he wouldn't say it. He has to be hung up like this. It's hard for him and I feel uncomfortable. Why bother.
I scratched my long hair in frustration. I finally turned off the phone and got into the library. The final exam is not far away. I always have to prepare. Starting from next semester, I will go to some places such as radio stations and newspapers. I'm going for an internship. I'm afraid I'll have less time to meet that man. When I thought of this, my steps froze for a moment.
When I came out of the library, I stretched out my hand and made a cheering gesture. It is true that Su Yunche had no influence on me, but at this moment, study cannot be left behind. After wandering around for a while, I came to the cafeteria. To my surprise, Yes, Su Yunche is also here, as well as Xixi.
Naturally, their cousins saw me. I would not pretend not to know them. After walking up to them and saying hello, I consciously wanted to leave.
"Shang, please stop." Su Yunche's anger had already reached the breaking point. I turned around hesitantly and looked at him under his threat. I thought, my eyes must be innocent enough to annoy him. .
Without any explanation, Su Yunche grabbed my hand and walked out. But Xixi, who was in cahoots with Su Yunche, didn't care about my life or death at all. She just waved to me coolly.
The car was speeding by on the main road. Along the way, I could see Su Yunche's chest rising and falling. It seemed that he was very angry. I wanted to say something to him and tell him why he was so unreasonable. But as soon as I saw him The tiredness on his face and all my annoyance softened into pity. Maybe... maybe he was just too busy to take care of me. As his girlfriend, was it too much for me to be so unreasonable?
Su Yunche took me to a restaurant. I visually judged that it was about thirty stories high. I felt a little bit bad in my heart. As soon as I turned around, I wanted to run, but someone grabbed my hand. Where did I come from? Freedom to move around as you please.
Watching Su Yunche masterfully register, swipe the card, and get the keys. This time, I was as stiff as wood. When he dragged my hand, I refused to follow him. Why do I have to come to a place like this? Talk. No. I don’t want to follow him anymore. He is very crazy now. I don’t want to...
My thoughts were obviously not within the other party's consideration. Su Yunche held my hand tightly. Even his tone was so desperate. "Follow me. We are still the same as before. If you want to leave, then we will break up."
Break up. Even if it is an angry word, I can't forgive him for saying these two words so easily. What does he think of me? Is it possible that I have to go to bed with him to be valuable. This way Su Yunche. I am so strange. So strange that I want to avoid him. I want to avoid him forever.
I slowly pulled my hand out of his big palm. This time, Su Yunche didn't refuse. He just watched me turn around coldly. Even when I walked out of the restaurant, he still kept a close eye on me. .With a look that I don’t understand.
"Okay. You win." After all, he compromised and led me to the car again. He asked me, "Will you betray me?"
"What is betrayal?" He didn't trust me so much. Suddenly he felt that this love would be so exhausting that it would make people feel chilling. Betrayal. I don't know what this word means. For him, why is it called betrayal?
"Will you be with another man? After you have me." A low voice. Apparently he has calmed down a lot.
"I can only promise that when I'm dating you, I won't be ambiguous with other men." I gave the answer without thinking too much.
Su Yunche was silent a lot this time. The cramped car was very stuffy. I suddenly had the urge to open the car window and blow in the cold air. This relationship seemed to make me very irritated.
"I will take you to meet my parents tonight." Su Yunche said this for a long time. After that, we stopped talking to each other.
The car started to move. Not long after, we returned to the University of Washington. When I got off the car, I glanced at Su Yunche, but I could only see his handsome profile.
"Ah Che, if you get tired one day, then this relationship can end at any time. But you'd better think carefully before breaking up. If you say it, I will take it seriously and never look back." These words were a reminder to him. .It also reminds me. As soon as I finished speaking, I left. I think, we are all still too young and not calm enough.
That night, Su Yunche took me to his home as he said. I refused his request to take me to buy clothes and do my hair. I was wearing the dress Mo'er gave me. I thought, this is simple. Not bad either.
"Don't be nervous. My parents are very nice." When I entered Su's house, I was not as calm as I appeared on the surface. My body was trembling slightly. I was grateful to Su Yunche for holding me in hand at this time.
What is surprising is that Su Yunlie is also at Su's house tonight. When he saw me, he was obviously surprised. When he saw my and Su Yunche's interlocked hands, Su Yunlie returned to his original state. He only pretended Tsukuru didn't recognize me and asked casually: "Ache. This is your girlfriend."
It's strange to say. I know Su Yunlie, and Su Yunlie also knows me. But we can pretend to be so strange in front of Su Yunche. In fact, he can definitely admit that he knows me. It's not a big deal.
Su Yunche was a little indifferent to his elder brother. He nodded casually. He asked again: "Where are my parents?"
Su Yunlie told frankly: "Dad is in the study room upstairs. Auntie is in the garden."
Auntie. Such a title finally made me understand the gap between their brothers. In a corner where Su Yunche couldn't see, Su Yunlie gave me a very helpless look.
The atmosphere at the dinner table was quite lively. It was just that I was interrogated. Su Yunche thought that this was all necessary. Su Yunche's mother was elegant and intellectual. I heard she was a fashion designer. She saw my skirt. At first glance, her evaluation was: "Ah Che has good taste. This dress is not cheap."
Isn't it cheap? I was speechless. It sounded like Mo'er had given me a valuable skirt. The little girl didn't care about the money anyway. Of course, I didn't know until a long time later that it was Mommy's idea to give me the skirt. Merle is just helping to look at the styles.
After Su Yunche was stunned for a moment, he turned his head and looked at me. For a moment, I saw the cruelty in his eyes. When I looked more carefully, I saw that he smiled gently and harmlessly. He did not deny what his aunt said. He gave After giving him a look, I responded calmly: "Mom, how can the son you gave birth to be any worse?"
I felt that Su Yunche, who said such words, was a bit like a child asking for reward in front of his mother. He was childish and cute, and smiled knowingly. But I inadvertently saw the confusion and hesitation on Su Yunlie's face.
After dinner, Su Yunche's mother said she had some private things to say to me. In fact, I was still a little timid subconsciously. It's strange. After falling in love, maybe all my courage has been lost. I'll wait and see. When I saw Su Yunche's encouraging eyes, I let go of my thoughts. I thought, I should really work hard for this man. Apart from some recent unpleasantness, he was really very nice to me. I smiled slightly and I motioned to him. rest assured.
After all, the previous amiableness was gone. When Su Yunche's mother asked me clearly, "What qualifications do you have to be worthy of Ah Che?" I felt really sad in my heart. Is our relationship really not worth the four words of being a good match? .
"Ache likes me. I also want to be with him. Auntie, will you stop us?" The answer is actually very clear. But I still want to ask clearly.
"Miss Hui Shang, according to my investigation, you are just an ordinary orphan. Of course, there are many orphans who overestimate their abilities. But I can tell you clearly that you are not worthy of A Che. We The Su family will not want a daughter-in-law like you." She said it bluntly. It can be seen that Su Yunche's mother has no intention of playing tricks with me.
"Really?" He died before he left the army. It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed or sad. But if A Che's mother really valued the family relationship so much, it is not impossible for me to tell my true background. At this time I was just thinking about it simply. I like A Che, and A Che's mother wants a high-class family. In this case, it's good that we each take what we need.
Before I could tell you my true family situation, Su Yunche's mother sneered: "Miss Shang, don't take the relationships in the upper class too seriously. To tell you the truth, Ah Che is absolutely impossible. I will leave our Su family for you. And I will never agree to your marriage. If you don’t believe it, we can give it a try."
Because of the last words of Su Yunche's mother, I held back what I was about to say. That's fine. Just give it a try. If Ah Che really stands that firm, I will definitely hide nothing from him from now on. Concealed. This is a sign of dishonesty in our interactions.
When I met Su Yunche downstairs, I didn't even mention her mother's dissatisfaction with me. I just smiled and said I was fine, and he took it seriously.
On the way to send me back to school, Su Yunche seemed extremely happy. He even started to babble that he would marry me after I graduated and then we could live with his parents. He also said that if I was not happy with my parents-in-law We can live together. He can also find a separate house. Then we can live together as two people. By the time we arrive at UW, he has already talked about having children.
My eyes were inexplicably moist. I thought, I really shouldn't test him like this. He loves me so much. Why should I be so afraid?
After I got off the car, I hugged him tightly. What I was thinking about at this time was, Ah Che. I believe. I believe you will be a good husband. For the first time in my life, I have the desire to start a family with a man. Thoughts. Su Yunche is only five years older than me. We are still so young. But at this moment, I stubbornly believe that we will be happy. Being with him, I will be very happy.
Many years later, when I recall the starry sky and the tenderness of this night, I no longer feel nostalgic in my heart. At most, I just feel sorry. Some people are destined not to belong to you, and you are destined not to belong to him.
Before Su Yunche expressed whether he would give up on me for his parents' emphasis on family values, Xu Yijing came to see me once. Her long hair was flowing, and the ends of her hair were dyed burgundy. She looked really good-looking. The two of us sat down. In a coffee shop, I sincerely praised, "Miss Xu is very beautiful."
Xu Yijing didn't say anything to this. Instead, she stared at me. "Ms. Shang, you can give me as many as you want. It's better to leave now than to be forced to leave then. I think you can still leave." Be pretty. Keep some dignity for yourself."
There was even a bit of pleading in Xu Yijing's eyes at this moment. She was afraid that I would stay by A Che's side and not leave. I had no intention of embarrassing her. I only responded: "Miss Xu, if A Che is willing to give up his family views for me. I will never leave him. If his final choice is your background, then I have nothing to say. Miss Xu, why don't you wait for Ah Che to make his own choice."
"Ha. You will regret it." Xu Yijing looked at me coldly. Her eyes were sharp. For a moment, I thought of shrinking under such a gaze.
Life goes by as usual. My relationship with Su Yunche is pretty good now. He will pamper me as he always does. But recently, I have noticed from time to time that he looks at me with worry and reluctance. Frankly speaking, I I don’t like his look like this, because it makes me think that he will want to abandon me. No matter how much I fear the consequences, Su Yunche finally gave me an answer on my last day at school this semester.
The wind was very cold that day, but there was also a hint of sunshine in the sky. He carefully smoothed my dark hair that was messed up by the wind. Then he looked at me quietly. There was a hint of pain in his eyes. .
"A Che, what do you want to say?" His eyes were so clear. I actually already knew the result. But I still wanted to hear him say it himself. "A Che, you must think clearly before you say anything. No matter what you say. You have to consider the consequences."
"Why do everyone have to force me?" He hugged me into his arms in a hurry. His voice was indescribably decadent.
"Ache..." I called him, but I didn't know how to comfort him. Sometimes I think about how cruel I am to watch him fall into such a situation. But if he can let me go this time, then I will too. There is reason to believe that even if we are together, he may eventually abandon me for other reasons.
"Yijing said she loves me." I heard him say this in a low voice for a long time.
"Then what?" I asked.
"Yan'er, please give me three years, okay? After three years, I will definitely marry you. It's only good for you." He spoke carefully this time, and he hugged me tight, as if he was afraid that I would escape. open.
Three years. I smiled bitterly. I don’t know how much the world has changed in even three seconds. Let alone three years. "Ache, what do you mean by that?"
"Yan'er, I don't want to leave you. Please promise me. Give me three years. When I can take control of the power alone, no one will be able to stop me from being with you." Su Yunche said in a tone of voice. I can hear his ambition. But Ah Che, what should we do in the past three years? I want to watch you marry and have children with other women. Ah Che, do you know about marriage? It means responsibility. If you marry Xu Yijing, then you should be good to her. And if you are good to her, I will be insignificant...
"A Che, will you marry Miss Xu?" There is no point in pursuing the answer to this question. But I always have to know the ending clearly. That way I can give up, right?
"Yijing's family background is good for me to gain a foothold in the Su family." As he said this, Su Yunche let go of me a little. He didn't dare to look into my eyes. I didn't force it either.
"I understand." What else could be done? I forced myself to accept my fate. "Ah Che, I wish you and Miss Xu happiness. Don't come to me again in the future. We...just walk here."
Every word was carefully considered before spoken. I think, that's it. It doesn't matter. I told you that we are not suitable for each other. Now the ending is not satisfactory. There is no need to blame too much.
I pushed Su Yunche's hand away. I could feel him trembling. His hands were clean and beautiful. Countless times, he used these hands to knock on my forehead, lift my hair, hold me... No, I can't think about it anymore. Now, these should all belong to others.
"Shang Yan'er, don't leave. Tell me, have you ever loved me?" The male voice behind me was hysterical. I didn't stop. Ah Che, you should understand. Since you have abandoned me. Love or not is not important.
When I returned to the dormitory, Xixi gave me a big hug. She said to me: "Yan'er, it's okay. If you cry, I won't laugh at you."
She had already known the result in advance. This time she used such playful words to comfort my sadness. I was moved again and again. But I didn’t want to cry. Not at all. Now I just want to go back to my parents. .I want to hug my mommy and tell her that your daughter is being bullied. You have to make delicious food for me.
Feng Man and Yu Qingqing only found out about my relationship with Su Yunche not long ago. Now I'm heartbroken. The three of them were all quiet and didn't speak. They just hugged me around in an unnatural manner. They had never been like this for a moment. Thank God. Thank you for giving me three such good friends. Xixi, Qingqing and Fengman. I like you. I really like you...
The ticket has been purchased. Xixi and her father's driver personally took me to the airport. At the airport, gatherings and separations are always inevitable. Xixi handed me a heart-shaped box as I walked to the security checkpoint. She said: " Yan'er, he said, if you are willing to accept it and wait for him, then his love will always be there. If you don't want it, then don't give it back to him, because what he gave away will not be taken back. .”
That man was really cunning. I smiled but had no idea of taking the ring. I am stupid and stubborn. I turned around and never wanted to turn back. So, "Xixi, please help me deal with it." Just let it go. You know I won't want it. I can't afford it."
"Yan'er, don't you really think about it?" At the critical moment, Xixi still missed her second cousin.
I shook my head slightly. I looked at my watch again. "Xixi, it's time for me to go. I'll call you when I get home."
I didn’t know. After I passed the security checkpoint, Xixi gave the ring to a pair of poor lovers who were proposing at the airport. In fact, I knew. This girl’s ideas were not very different from mine. What would happen today would be How could she be willing to look back? Fortunately, Xixi always found a good boyfriend.
Mommy knew that I was coming back today and had already prepared a feast to fatten me up. The first time she saw me, she pulled me and pinched me several times. Then she turned around unhappily and said to Daddy: "Qi . Yan'er has lost weight. It's all your fault."
Daddy is really innocent. After giving me a funny look, Daddy took Mommy into his arms. "Okay, honey. Yan'er is back. Doesn't this give you a chance to make up for it?"
We have been husband and wife for so many years. Daddy has never been shy about calling mommy, darling, in front of us juniors. When we were young, Zeer and the others told me that they were sour to death. But now, we are all very used to it, to be like daddy and mommy. Happiness is so good. But I also know it. I know better than Heng'er and the other three. I know how hard-won happiness is for Daddy and Mommy.
When the three little guys saw me, Mo'er called me "sister" in a lively manner. Heng'er was still the same as before. After calling me "sister", she fell silent. Ze'er smiled evilly and leaned into my ear to ask me. Are the undergraduate textbooks useful?
After lunch, I chatted with my mom about family matters. It’s the end of the year. Daddy has a lot to do. This time, he took the time to come back to see me first. Obviously I had many sad thoughts before leaving City A. I told Mommy. But now that I am holding Mommy and smelling her delicious fragrance, my heart is very peaceful and peaceful. I have buried all the melancholy and pain in my heart. It is just a loss of love. How could Mommy have met Daddy if she had not been broken up in love? I think, I should really let go. Mommy’s experience tells me that there is no happiness without letting go.
Naturally, I would not do such a thing. The next day after returning home, I went to Chu’s daddy and Yanlan’s mommy. Yangyang had also gone home. So we two sisters sat in the room and talked to each other. Based on our experiences, people should always look forward, because the road is ahead.