"Ah Che, you go back first. The company needs you." After all, it was Su Yunlie who spoke first and broke the mystery in the room. I turned around and glanced at Su Yunche. I didn't know that there was still some porridge water on the corners of my lips.
Su Yunche looked into my eyes like that. It seemed that he was beyond hope and hated deeply. Finally, he turned around and said as if he was holding my breath: "He may be a cripple. Such a person. You Do you really want it? Think about it clearly. Give me the answer tonight."
He gave me the address of the hotel. Su Yunche was not at all restrained by Su Yunlie's presence. When he left, I smiled bitterly and said to Su Yunlie: "Now I feel that I have never really understood him. .In the past, I thought he was the person I knew, gentle and elegant, just like Uncle Wei. But now it seems that he and Uncle Wei are different."
"Yan'er, who is Uncle Wei in your mouth?" There was a moment of confusion in his eyes. Su Yunlie was somewhat curious about my life experience.
I knocked on his head without saying anything. I just said: "Eat your porridge quickly."
Pork ribs should be quite replenishing. He couldn't eat anything good when he was in the disaster area. Now that he's back and suffered such a serious injury, I think he really needs some replenishing.
"Yan'er, do you want to have a piece?" He put a piece of spareribs to my lips. When I raised my eyes to meet the smile in his dark eyes, my heart trembled for a moment. This feeling. I once faced Su Yunche. It has happened before.
I bit the ribs. I raised my eyebrows proudly and said to him, "You still have some conscience."
"Yan'er. Why do I have no conscience?" Su Yunlie seemed dissatisfied with my expression. He reached out and rubbed my hair. His eyes were full of doting and helplessness.
In fact, the serious illness was not yet cured. Su Yunlie's appetite was not as good as I thought. In the end, there was only a bowl of intact, uneaten porridge left. After thinking about it, I decided to give it to other patients. As far as I remember, in addition to Su Yunlie, several other injured people from the disaster area were also admitted to this hospital.
When I returned to the ward, Su Yunlie had already laid down to rest. I sat quietly beside his bed. Finally, I couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep. In the hazy moment, someone struggled to put more clothes on me. I felt warm. He rubbed his hands on the bed spontaneously, with a look of childhood satisfaction on his face.
Later, Su Yunlie told me that I called his name in my sleep. Anyway, I didn't believe it. As for whether you believe it or not, that's beyond my control.
evening.
In fact, I have classes today. But I can't think about class at the moment. After waking up, I stretched my waist. I chatted with Su Yunlie for a while. The doctor came in and said that Su Yunlie needed a leg examination. At that time, I was a little worried, so I volunteered to follow him.
After taking X-rays and other things, the doctor said a bunch of messy professional terms. I was so confused that I finally couldn't bear it anymore. I slapped the case and asked directly: "Doctor, you just need to tell me that his leg can be cured." It’s fine if it still can’t be cured.”
It was probably the first time that the doctor saw such a tough family member like me. Not a family member, but a friend of the patient. He was stunned for a moment.
"Yan'er, don't be so aggressive." Su Yunlie is sitting in a wheelchair at the moment. I can see his nervousness when he talks to me. He is the person involved. In fact, he is more concerned about his injuries.
"Miss, as long as Mr. Su is willing to cooperate with the treatment, there is hope that his leg will recover." The doctor finally gave me a relatively clear answer. Although I was a little dissatisfied with the word 'hopefully'. But when I thought about how doctors always like to reserve a few points when speaking, I stopped caring about it.
I happily hugged Su Yunlie from behind his neck. I put my lips in his ear and said: "Yunlie, you must be a disaster. So you will be fine. Because..."
"Little fox. Why?" He cooperated. He knew I was waiting for him to ask questions. He spread his hands and motioned for me to speak quickly.
"Because, the disaster will last for thousands of years." I laughed happily. This was the first time in these days that I could laugh happily.
I couldn't stay in the hospital any longer at night. Before I left, Su Yunlie looked at me with an incomprehensible look. I didn't understand what he was thinking. Something was wrong. Something was very wrong.
When I walked downstairs to the hospital, I raised my eyes and looked up. Su Yunlie's ward was on the 10th floor. At this moment, I couldn't even see the windows on the 10th floor clearly. The inexplicable look in his eyes just now always bothered me. I. I shook my head and thought about taking the bus back to school.
After walking for a while, I still felt unwilling to ask for the reason, so I rushed back to the ward. But the moment I opened the door to the ward, the room was eerily quiet. There was not a trace of human presence.
Where is the person? Where is the person? My heart suddenly rose to my throat. I held my head with both hands. I squatted down. I felt that there was a lot of noise around me. But I couldn't see the person I wanted to see. He left. Gone. Gone. He left without even saying a word to me... How could he do this? At this moment, I really hated this man. How could he treat me like this? How could I not be good to him? .
Suddenly, I wanted to cry unreasonably. But what did I have to cry about? What does it have to do with me if he left? He just left. If you say he has no conscience, he really has no conscience.
"Yan'er, aren't you leaving?" A male voice suddenly came from the door of the ward. I stiffened. It took a lot of effort to gather some courage and look back.
Su Yunlie was pushing his wheelchair with his hands at that time, and there was a book on his lap.
"I thought you were gone. Wuwu..." The grievance seemed to arise in an instant. I stood up. My legs were a little numb, but I still ran two steps forward and hugged him. "Why are you running around? I I can’t even find you…”
As I spoke, my tears flowed more fiercely. Even his clothes got wet. I thought I was really bad. He looked so good in hospital clothes, but I made his clothes dirty.
"Okay, little fox. Who is bullying you? I don't have enough clothes to wipe your tears." Su Yunlie let me cry for a while. Xu saw that I refused to stop. He finally felt a little helpless. He grabbed me and sat on him. He looked at me carefully for a while. Suddenly, without warning, he kissed my eyes softly.
Now I didn't dare to cry anymore. I just blinked and felt itchy. A passerby looked at both of us when passing by the ward. My face instantly turned red. Then I pushed Su Yunlie's chest. "Someone is watching."
Even his voice was so soft and weak. I suspected that the person who just spoke was not me. Su Yunlie thought that this place was not suitable for doing such degrading things. After letting me get up first, he closed the door. Then the ward door was locked.
After all, it was still the cold season. Although it was relatively warm in the ward, I still felt a little cold after standing for a while. I got up and closed the window until there was only a small gap. Then I wandered back to Su Yun. I squatted down beside Lie. I held the handle of his wheelchair. I tilted my head and asked, "Yun Lie, are you cold?"
"Yeah." He nodded, with a hint of laughter.
I secretly annoyed myself and then helped him to the bed. It was still early. I called Feng Man and told him that I would go back later. Unexpectedly, the girl laughed at him. After that, I started He turned on the TV. Then he sat on the bed with Su Yunlie and watched reports on the earthquake-stricken areas.
When I saw the news that the situation in the earthquake-stricken area had gradually stabilized, I was obsessed with looking for my dad and Uncle Xue in those shots. Su Yunlie couldn't understand my madness. My whole head I leaned back on his chest, still focused. I finally caught Daddy Shang's figure in a set of first-line pictures. In the photo, Daddy took a group photo with several wounded people. I know. Daddy never likes to show his face to the camera. There is only one possible explanation for why he was able to take this photo. That is that he wanted to tell his wife and children, who were waiting in front of the TV, that he was fine and that he was safe.
Tears filled my eyes. I covered my lips with one hand and told myself to be proud. Because that person. He is my daddy. The daddy I have admired since I was a child.
Su Yunlie wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes for me. I looked up at him timidly. Then for a moment, as if I had eaten the courage of a bear's heart and a leopard's courage, I kissed his lips, not anywhere else. It's his warm lips.
"Little fox, what's wrong with you?" Perhaps he was frightened by my enthusiasm. Su Yunlie hesitated for a few seconds before hugging me back. He kissed me back without any skill.
I remembered that when I kissed Su Yunche a few times, he was the one who took the initiative. This time I was... I was so embarrassed that I was sent to my grandma's house. My ears were burning. I buried my head in Su Yunche's chest and didn't dare to meet his eyes again. .
There were songs played in the special reports on the disaster area. They were all songs about gratitude. I listened to the melodious melody. A thought suddenly came to my mind. I groped for Su Yunlie's big palm with one hand. I was right He said: "Yunlie. It's great to be alive."
"Yeah..." He has stayed in the disaster area longer than me. In addition, his identity also determines that he will see more life and death than me. This praise comes with a meaning. How profound. I don’t think I can understand it.
There was silence between each other. My heart felt extremely peaceful and gentle. Once again I saw Daddy’s photo on another station. I pointed at the green figure on the screen and proudly said to Su Yunlie: "Yunlie Hunter, look at that handsome and handsome soldier."
Su Yunlie didn't understand my infatuation. Maybe he wasn't willing to have me praise another man in front of him. He was a little bit annoyed. "Yan'er..."
"Yeah." I laughed secretly in my heart. I still couldn't hide my joy and joy.
"Yan'er. Actually, I also..." Su Yunlie did not continue. Instead, he smiled wryly at himself, shook his head and sighed.
I turned my head and looked at him. I just felt that this man was really awkward. "Yun Lie, what are you going to say? You haven't finished speaking yet."
"Nothing." Su Yunlie turned slightly and turned off the TV a little tiredly.
He lay down to rest. He said nothing. His pair of handsome eyes stared intently at the ceiling, as if he wanted to stare at it until the end of time.
"Yunlie. That soldier just now was very good-looking, wasn't he? He is one of Yan'er's favorite and most admired people." Seeing that Su Yunlie ignored me, I had no choice but to shamelessly go up to him.
"Hmm." He answered me reluctantly.
I was unhappy. Why was he so indifferent to me? I raised my eyelids. I looked at him pitifully. Finally, I came to the conclusion, "Yunlie, you are actually very good-looking too. But In Yan'er's heart, the soldier on TV is the one Yan'er respects the most."
"Why." His tone sounded a little depressed. He held my hand on one side and pulled me into his arms in an instant.
I rested my head in his arms and poked his face with my finger mischievously. After a while, I stood up and looked into his eyes, pretending to be serious. "Yunlie, you Remember the soldier just now. Because..."
I pursed my lips, a little dissatisfied with his indifference, and lightly punched his chest. I felt less depressed. Then I confessed frankly: "Because that person is Yan'er's favorite daddy. "
Su Yunlie's expression finally changed several times. When he spoke again, he pressed me down. His eyes were funny and accusing. "Yan'er, you are so courageous. You are teasing me."
"How dare you? Who told you not to listen to me all at once?" I said that was not the case. But in fact, that was the case.
Su Yunlie's long and thick eyelashes trembled. And the rough palm of one of his hands slowly moved to my heart and covered it.
There were two blushes on my face. I looked around with my big eyes in a slight panic. The big palm placed on my chest made me a little uncomfortable. I didn't understand what Su Yunlie was planning. I didn't understand either. Didn't move his hand away.
"Yan'er, your heart is beating too fast. This is a sign of guilty conscience." When Su Yunlie came to such a conclusion, I really wanted to pinch him so hard that I thought...it was wrong. I didn't at all. Why? No...
Maybe it was me being so confused and unhappy that made him laugh. Su Yunlie laughed out loud. I raised my chin slightly and looked at his firm and handsome face. Suddenly I remembered this in my heart. It seemed like it was the first time I saw him smile so happily.
"Yun Lie. Yun Lie. Yun Lie..." I called him, like I was possessed by addiction. I called him again and again. One of my pink and white hands also touched his lips. The thickness was moderate. He The shape of his lips is very beautiful. Well, you can tell from the looks that his lips are very suitable for kissing.
My hand was taken away. The man's handsome face magnified in front of me. A moist and hot kiss fell on my forehead. With close affection and deep sympathy, he kissed my eyes, pink nose, and then When it came to my lips, his lips were soft. I started to respond to him awkwardly.
In a state of confusion and confusion, a big hand with sharp bones penetrated from the hem of my bottom layer. My body was stiff for a moment, but soon became soft again. The man's movements also paused for a moment. Then he reached behind me with one hand.
My whole body was soft and soft. There were also a few red marks on the side of my neck from being bitten. A piece of territory on my chest that had never been in such close contact with anyone was covered. My whole body was extremely sensitive. Little by little consciousness came into my mind. Being drained dry, I couldn't remember whether I wanted to accept or reject it. It wasn't until I felt cold in front of me. The temperature in the room made my skin tremble a bit. Then I suddenly opened my eyes wide. Then he bit his lip and stared at the man on top of him.
He restrained my hands without giving up. Su Yunlie licked and bit my chest before he was willing to tidy up my clothes. At that time, there was still lust in his eyes that had not receded. I secretly thought that I had provoked a wolf.
"Yan'er, don't sit so far away. I can't even talk to you properly." As soon as I got out of bed, I quickly ran to the corner of the room. Su Yunlie looked like he was having a headache.
"Don't, you big bad guy, take advantage of the situation and bully the weak and bad guys..." I cursed in a low voice. I completely forgot that I was also at fault for what happened just now. After all, a slap in the face can't make a sound.
"Yan'er, do you really want me to go over and invite you over?" After saying this, he forgot about his legs in embarrassment. Su Yunlie had to force himself to stand up.
Thinking of the doctor saying that it would be best not to exercise too much in his legs before the next operation, I had no choice but to angrily walk to him. Then he pulled him to his chest. His head rested on my right side. On my shoulders. I turned my back to him. My heartbeat was beating a little faster.
"Yan'er, are you tired?" Su Yunlie carefully changed me into a comfortable position, and then asked with a faint smile.
"Rogue." I replied to him. He was completely out of touch.
Su Yunlie raised my chin. It wasn't until I blushed again that he let me go with a chuckle. "Okay Yan'er. I was wrong. There will be no next time, okay."
I obviously wanted to criticize him for his improper views, but when I heard him say there would be no next time, I actually felt a little disappointed in my heart. And this sense of disappointment became stronger and stronger.
"Yan'er, who bullied you again? How can a child be miserable all day long? Smile." Su Yunlie saw my unhappiness. He sincerely wanted to comfort me, but he didn't know. He said Would 'kid' make me more unhappy.
Suddenly I straightened my chest. I took his hand and said seriously: "Yunlie, I'm not angry. I'm not a child. Don't use such a coaxing tone to deal with me. If..."
"If you don't like me and don't want to see me, then I'll leave now." Are you kid? I don't want to be the person you treat as a child. I'm an adult and I can be responsible for my actions. Finished I just want to shake off Su Yunlie's hand. It's strange. It's not a big deal. Why am I thinking about crying again? No wonder my parents are not worried when I come to school. It seems that I am really Too fragile.
"Okay, little fox. It's because I'm ignorant. Please don't leave, okay? How could you not like it? I'm just afraid..." I'm afraid that your kindness to me is just to piss off Ah Che. I'm afraid that you're not what you seem. Care about me. I'm afraid that you actually don't have... any feelings for me.
No matter. I didn't care about his explanation. I burst out crying. I wiped away my tears in a hurry, but the more I wiped away, the more tears came out. Why would this man punch someone like this and then give him candy? I don’t like it. I don’t like it. “Wow wow wow…”
My temper got worse and worse. No wonder it hurts more when people say someone takes pity on you. Lying in Su Yunlie's arms, I refused to stop crying. In the end, he could only hold me and let me make his clothes get wetter. The room was slightly cool. I wrapped my arms around his waist and felt sleepy again.
"Little fox, I'm crying like a dog." Seeing that I didn't move, Su Yunlie pushed my head straight. By this time, I was very tired. Although I took a nap in the afternoon, I didn't get enough sleep in the past few days. .After all, it can’t be made up in one afternoon.
Dimly, I saw a handsome face swaying in front of me. Because I was sleepy, my hands didn't have much strength. I finally touched his chin. I chuckled. My face was full of pride. For a long time. Silence. He pressed my hand on his face. I woke up a little.
"Yun Lie, I don't want to be so unclear. Just tell me directly whether you like me or not. Don't just like my sister. I don't need a brother..." After thinking for a while, I felt that my treaty was a bit arrogant. I simply became more arrogant. "Yunlie, if you like me like a man likes a woman, then we can be together, okay?"
"Be with me. You will be wronged, Yan'er. I can't give you the happiness of a normal person." After thinking for a long time, he declined politely. For a moment, I saw the sadness on his face. He is a military wife. Such an identity. .It is indeed not easy to be competent. He treats me so well and is so ambiguous with me. But now, he tells me that he doesn’t want to be with me. Don’t...
So what happened before is nothing. Impulsive, young and energetic, or abstaining from sex for too long. No, I have overestimated myself. He seems to be disdainful of my body. Although I feel that I still have some talent. At this moment when I spread my hands, I was glad that I was not very clear-headed. It was okay to be vague. I knew so clearly that I should be so sad. Of course, the embarrassment in my heart is not necessarily less now.
Until now, I don't really understand why I have such a crush on this man. It seems that from the first time I saw his figure jumping underwater, I have a vague appreciation for him. I I think I like him, but it’s not because he is a soldier. After all, the first time I saw him, I didn’t know that this man who swam so beautifully was a soldier. When I was with him, sometimes even though my words were different, I didn’t know that he was a soldier. Much. But it’s easy for me to be who I am. I like getting along like this. But I’m not sure if this is love.
There is always a gap between like and love. But it’s meaningless to think about it now. Look, I’ve been abandoned again.