Chapter 47 Don't bother to care about your life anymore
It was past ten o'clock when Yuan Qian got up this morning. She touched her forehead and felt that her body temperature had dropped a bit and she felt less uncomfortable. She hurriedly got dressed and went to wash up.
When I arrived at the classroom, the third period was about to end. At that time, Shang Shuze was surrounded by a group of boys. Most of the boys were in high spirits. The energy on their faces was something I had never seen before when Yuan Qian was teaching a few days ago.
Arrived. As for the girls in the class, they are either lying on the table to rest, or playing with flower ropes in groups of three or two.
Yuan Qian smiled and then walked to Qiaoqiao. Qiaoqiao had two braids today and wore an old cotton-padded jacket. She looked chubby and happy, "Qiaoqiao, why don't you go?"
Play with that big brother, or play with other children?"
Seeing Yuan Qian's appearance, Qiao Qiao immediately put on a sweet smile on her face. She secretly hooked up Yuan Qian's sleeves, and the little girl, as if hiding some little secret, put her lips to Yuan Qian's ear, "Sister Qian,
Brother Shang is so good-looking, Qiaoqiao thinks he is many, many times more beautiful than those big stars on TV."
Yuan Qian was happy when she heard this and touched the little girl's head. She smiled and said, "Qiaoqiao thinks my brother is good-looking, so why don't you go over and play with him?"
Hearing this, Qiaoqiao's eyes were filled with the kind of longing for beautiful things that only children can have, but soon she drooped her head and said in despair: "Sister Qian, I heard boys say in the past that boys are all
If you like pretty girls, Brother Shang is so good-looking, he will definitely not like an ugly girl like Qiaoqiao."
After hearing this, Yuan Qian suddenly tapped Qiaoqiao's forehead, "Who said our Qiaoqiao is not beautiful? Qiaoqiao is good-looking. Sister Qian likes Qiaoqiao."
The little girl became happy after hearing this. At this moment, she bent her eyes, and the arc was as bright as the moon, which made people feel warm. "Sister Qian, Qiaoqiao likes Brother Shang, but I like Sister Qian better. If
It would be great if Brother Shang also likes Sister Qian."
The exclamation made by the kid was unexpected, but it penetrated into Yuan Qian's heart unexpectedly. Yuan Qian was stunned for a moment, then pinched the little girl's face and said, "Qiao Qiao, don't talk nonsense."
Sticking out her pink tongue, the little girl pretended not to have heard Yuan Qian's words behind her. She opened her hands, kicked her calves, and said coquettishly: "Sister Qian, give me a hug."
Yuan Qian smiled and hugged the little girl, but just at this moment, the class bell rang. Yuan Qian randomly found a seat in the back row, and Qiaoqiao sat next to her, obediently putting her hands on her
On the table, the waist is straight.
Shang Shuze began to lecture. He was talking about a poem - "I am proud, I am a Chinese"!
Extremely patient, Shang Shuze first recited this poem twice, and then told the children the meaning of the poem word by word. It was calm, steady, clear, and exciting... Yuan Qian had never thought about it.
This man actually had such charisma that all the students in a class could be moved by his emotions. In the end, when all the children stood up together and read out the entire poem while looking at the blackboard screen, Yuan Qian was stunned.
I felt that some warm emotions in my bones were bursting out. In that moment, I saw light, I saw hope, I saw the twists and turns at the end of the dark clouds, I saw the rising light on the children's faces, I saw the prosperity of the future of our motherland.
, powerful and vast!
"...
I am the successor of the Mogao Grottoes murals, and let the graceful murals fly with us.
I am Feitian, Feitian is me.
I am proud, I am Chinese! I am Chinese!"
A class ended successfully, but at some point, a group of parents of students stood outside the classroom. When all the children solemnly saluted the people on the podium, the parents clasped their hands together in unison.
, applause - ring out!
Infected by this enthusiasm and hope to take off, Yuan Qian also clapped her hands, the smile in her eyes was soft and distant.
After all the students had left, Shang Shuze came to the back of the classroom and said in a slightly cold tone, "Are you cured? Let you rest. It's better for you. Why do you have to run out to join in the fun?"
Yuan Qian's heart skipped a beat, and she felt that Shang Shuze, who was so inconsistent, felt particularly cute. Shaking her head, she covered up her abnormality and just said in a dull voice: "Brother Shang, you can teach me
That’s great, thank you for your hard work.”
"It's not hard." Shang Shuze replied lightly as if he was deliberately trying to argue with Yuan Qian, and then turned around and left, looking like "I'm no longer too lazy to care whether you live or die"!
Yuan Qian just watched the man leave blankly, not knowing whether to run after him. In fact, he couldn't find a reason to catch up. These days, they had deliberately avoided the ambiguities and entanglements in the past, and now,
They are just normal strangers. Or should I say, they are better than strangers, but they are not considered friends, they are not considered brothers and sisters, let alone lovers.
At this moment, Yuan Qian's heart suddenly became clear - Shang Shuze, he and Xia Yiyang are different! Xia Yiyang can temporarily retreat and maintain a so-called ordinary friend relationship with her, but Shang Shuze cannot
, what he wanted was clear from the beginning. So she could either give it to him with all her strength without giving him any regrets, or she could accept that the two of them would break off and have nothing to do with each other, without giving him any chance.
If you don’t love her, then say goodbye. Should you say that he is too stubborn or too willful? Should you say that she is too narrow-minded and unwilling to give, or should you say that she has always been stuck in the past and has forgotten to love herself more?
"Qianqian, why are you still here? Let's go have lunch." Shang Shuze walked too fast, and before Yuan Qian could slowly follow him, he had disappeared. At this time, it was that person who called Yuan Qian.
blue.
Yuan Qian nodded in a daze and followed Nalan's footsteps. When he arrived at the teaching building, he heard a roar in the sky. The dark clouds became denser and the wind became colder. The snow on the ground melted a little, and there was water on the road.
It would splash all over people. Yuan Qian raised his eyes and saw that the canteen was getting closer and closer.
"Yuan Qian, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I knew I didn't sleep well. I didn't expect that when I got up, I found that your quilt had been swept away by me. Otherwise, you would not have been cold. Yuan Qian, you scolded me.
Come on, why don't you give me a few more blows? I'm a female man and I'm not afraid of the pain." Yuan Qian listened to Lan Lan's detailed words along the way, and responded once or twice, but didn't listen to others.
, then Yingyingwuwu responded with a few vague words. At this time, Nalan talked about what happened last night, and Yuan Qian listened to it all.
"It's okay, Na Lan, I'm fine now." Her lips were still a little white, and her face looked a little sick. In order to show that she was okay, Yuan Qian deliberately raised her voice.
"Okay, don't be so pushy, Yuan Qian. I still have cold medicine. If you need it, you can get it from me anytime. By the way, where did you sleep last night? I saw the President's face was very dark this morning.
I was stared at several times. Didn't you lay the floor last night? There were a lot of words. Ouch, the more I think about it, the more I feel that I have sinned a lot. Amitabha. Yuan Qian, I'm sorry for the organization!" He smiled bitterly,
Nalan became more and more pathetic as he spoke, "If I had known I would give you my bed last night, I would go and sleep with my man. In this way, you can sleep comfortably, and the president will not be unhappy."
Yes, I too..."
I don’t know what kind of stimulation she received, but Na Lan started to talk more uncharacteristically. Seeing that the topic was getting more and more serious, Yuan Qian stopped and said, "Na Lan, don’t keep people waiting, let’s go
Let’s eat.”
White rice and fried eggplant, plus winter melon and meatball soup. Two slices of winter melon and half a meatball per person. This is the lunch quota. When Yuan Qian finished eating and wanted to take a sip of the soup, he discovered the iron bucket containing the soup.
The water in the soup has bottomed out, and now there is a feeling of emptiness and depression.
She had no choice but to turn around and leave, but at this moment, the person walking towards her stuffed her lunch box into Yuan Qian's hand seemingly very naturally, "Help me finish the food and wash the dishes on the way. I want to see
Given the backwardness of this place, you won’t be willing to waste food.”
After saying that, Shang Shuze left without waving his sleeves. Yuan Qian stood there for dozens of seconds, and finally found a seat in the canteen and sat down.
Shang Shuze's lunch box is divided into two layers. He has already finished the rice on the upper layer, and there is a bowl of soup on the lower layer that is still warm, and there are no two slices of winter melon and half a meatball on the soup.
Traces of being touched. I don't know whether it was the hookah rising from the lunch box that fascinated Yuan Qian's eyes, or the stimulation of the air that made the corners of her eyes uncomfortable. At this moment, there was a shimmering light on Yuan Qian's eyes. She bit the melon, but restrained herself.
I couldn't help the sourness in my eyes.
When she returned to the dormitory, Shang Shuze was sitting on her bedside reading a book. It was a foreign novel she had brought. The book told nothing more than the love history of Cinderella and a count from the upper class. The book ended with the count and the count.
Cinderella broke through all obstacles and came together. Yuan Qian just laughed at the ending. She did not judge or agree. Originally, it was just a made-up story. It was too real and lost the charm of the story itself.
"Brother Shang, the classmate next door just said that the teachers who stayed behind in the school have helped open the dormitory at the end of this floor. We just need to clean it up and it can be occupied." I don't know what to say, so I can only do this.
Bring up the topic.
"Sit down." Shang Shuze didn't care at all and just continued to flip through the stories in the book.
"What are your thoughts?" When he closed the book, Shang Shuze asked the man eating pudding on the bed.
"Well, what?" Yuan Qian didn't realize it for a moment, and there was a bit of naughty surprise on Yuan Qian's face.
Shang Shuze put the book in his hand back to its original place, "I used to think this story was silly. The earl and a commoner woman lived happily together. It was a bit unrealistic no matter how you looked at it. Now let's re-examine this story.
, but I have other feelings. No one stipulates that commoners cannot marry nobles, because as long as you want to be happy, no one can stop you from going towards it except yourself."
Chapter 47 I’m no longer too lazy to care about your life or death