"Pity." Shang Yiqi suddenly became angry, but when he saw the weak man in his arms, he swallowed his anger again.
Yes, he wanted to question her - do you want to start over with Wei Zhe? Or did this incident just give you a reason to come back to him openly? What about me? I am in your heart,
You can never have an equal status with Wei Zhe, right?
Shang Yiqi didn't realize that he was becoming more and more unreasonable towards Gu Xiyan.
Gu Xiyan didn't notice the change in his mood. The two hands holding Shang Yiqi's clothes loosened their grip, and she turned to wrap her arms around his waist.
Shang Yiqi hugged her tighter, but did not let her notice any discomfort.
"Qi, aren't you sleepy?" After the two of them maintained the same posture for a long time, Gu Xiyan was shocked to realize that it was very late.
"Well, you're not sleepy. Can you please sleep again?" Shang Yiqi moved the hair on Gu Xiyan's forehead to both sides, put his thin lips on her forehead, and sucked hard.
Gu Xiyan suddenly felt shy, this was... a hospital!
Shang Yiqi was amused and helpless at Gu Xiyan's move, and his original depression was evaporated, "We are an old married couple, why are you still ashamed?"
"Qi, there is no other bed here." Gu Xiyan discovered this problem when she woke up. What she said now seemed to be diverting attention. Knowing that she was shy, she said it, which was too much!
"It's okay, you go to sleep first." Shang Yiqi said and sat Gu Xiyan on the bed, and then he went to help her spread the quilt.
"Qi, let's squeeze in." Looking at the man's serious and determined profile, Gu Xiyan couldn't help but speak. This man obviously didn't show up when she was most desperate, but he gave her incomparable stability and consideration afterwards.
.He must not know that as long as she leans in his arms, she will feel at ease that there is no need to be afraid even if the sky falls.
Strictly speaking, Gu Xiyan's hospital bed was very large, and it was more than enough for two people to sleep on one side. However, Gu Xiyan's unintentional word "crowd" made Shang Yiqi's heart instantly water a brilliant flower.
Is it ‘crowded’?
As a result, the two of them were really squeezed into the same bed. Gu Xiyan could only sleep with her back facing up or on her side. Sleeping on her stomach was uncomfortable and did not help her breathing. If she slept on her side, she might turn over and crush her back at any time.
With Shang Yiqi joining in, Gu Xiyan was not afraid of turning over while sleeping on her side.
Resting in the hospital is not a romantic thing. Just imagine that the smell of disinfectant permeates the surroundings, and every breath you exhale can smell the unique smell of the hospital. How can such a situation be romantic? But as soon as the two of them lay down
When we get together, without saying anything, an ambiguous atmosphere can't help but be brewed.
Shang Yiqi was lying on his back, one hand passed under Gu Xiyan's neck, and the other hand was attached to Gu Xiyan's buttocks. Gu Xiyan pressed her left leg on Shang Yiqi's two straight legs, leaning her body into
She leaned into his arms at an angle of about 60 degrees.
Facts have proved that male creatures can go into estrus anytime and anywhere, so Gu Xiyan can now notice that Shang Yiqi is a little unnatural, "Qi, it's time to sleep." She said angrily.
"Well, I know, sleep." Shang Yiqi didn't tell her. It was because the rise and fall of her chest brushed against his body from time to time that made him react.
With a groan, Gu Xiyan took stock and said, "Qi, if you... how about we sleep separately."
"Sleep." Gu Xiyan's suggestion was directly rejected. Shang Yiqi pulled the quilt higher, and then slapped Gu Xiyan's buttocks under the quilt. Don't even think about sleeping separately!
"Qi." Isn't she good for him? Gu Xiyan curled her lips in frustration. Unfortunately, the room was too dark and no one could see her pitiful appearance.
"Don't talk, sleep." Shang Yiqi was arrogant.
The quilt was warm, and Gu Xiyan felt very comfortable. Considering that Shang Yiqi was still watching over her bedside so late, and presumably without any rest, her heart immediately softened a little, "Qi, good night."
Her voice was very low and gentle. It was obviously a very ordinary blessing before going to bed, but the man's heart seemed to be wrapped in sweet and rich chocolate silk. The sweet touch did not make people feel strange at all.
Disgusted.
OK, good night, Xi! Shang Yiqi responded silently in his heart.
Two weeks later, Gu Xiyan's injuries had fully recovered.
After going to the hospital for a re-examination this morning, the doctor immediately announced that she could return to her usual lifestyle. She no longer had to worry about putting pressure on the wound every day when sleeping, nor did she need to worry about the wound touching water.
Most of the injuries on her back have disappeared, and the few remaining scars are long and hideous. This has made her back no longer smooth, and the originally smooth and beautiful back has become stained with flaws.
After returning home, Gu Xiyan got into the bathroom.
During the days when the wound was recovering, she had been resisting looking in the mirror. She didn't want to see the mottled wounds on her body in the mirror, which would remind her of how she had been treated.
But at this moment, whether it was out of love for beauty or...she wanted to take a good look at her back. Occasionally, when she was too kind to refuse, she would let him kiss her naked back. Whenever this happened
, his kisses and pecks were always emotional and delicate, often making her feel itchy and unbearable, and even worse, she couldn't stop.
For the first time in her life, she resisted seeing her own body. Gu Xiyan casually put her coat on the sink, her white fingertips tightly holding the lower edge of her bottoming shirt. It was very cold in the bathroom, but she didn't feel the slightest bit.
Noticed that after cheering herself up a few times, she lifted up her clothes as fast as she could.
She turned her back to face the large square mirror in the bathroom. Even though she knew that her back would never be intact, Gu Xiyan was still startled by the ugly scars reflected in the mirror. She was holding up her shirt.
Her hands dropped weakly, and Gu Xiyan covered her lips with both hands, feeling the urge to cry.
Would he mind? She couldn't even see through it!
When Gu Xiyan left the bathroom, her expression was as usual.
After going downstairs, Shang Yiqi was washing his hands and making soup in the kitchen. After lunch, Shang Yiqi saw that Gu Xiyan had no appetite at all, so he couldn't help but frowned, "Xi, the food I cooked is still tasteless?"
He felt that he could still swallow it!
"Qi, I'm sorry, it's delicious, but..." I didn't want to eat it. Gu Xiyan lowered her head to cover her depression.
The little girl didn't eat at home. On the second day after Gu Xiyan was hospitalized, Shang Yiqi gave the little girl to her grandmother to help take care of her. There were only two people in the empty villa, Shang Yiqi and Gu Xiyan. Shang Yiqi put down his job.
, hugged Gu Xiyan into his arms, and then sat down on Gu Xiyan's chair, "Xi, what's wrong? You're not happy, huh?"
Gu Xiyan just shook her head. The reason why she was unhappy even seemed ridiculous to herself.
Shang Yiqi scooped up a spoonful of shredded tofu and handed it to Gu Xiyan's lips, "Try it, I tried it many times before making it."
Gu Xiyan felt a little guilty, so she opened her mouth and swallowed the food.
"How about half a bowl of chestnut chicken soup?" Shang Yi Qikong took out a hand and scooped half a bowl of soup into Gu Xiyan's bowl. "It's just right to replenish your body. This is the only one."
She drank half a bowl of soup for nearly twenty minutes. After drinking the soup, she belatedly discovered that Shang Yiqi had an agenda. As soon as the bowl was put down, other dishes came out.
Gu Xiyan was about to leave Shang Yiqi's confinement, but Shang Yiqi seemed extremely satisfied with this gesture, "Xi, don't waste food."
Gu Xiyan pursed her lips and wanted to retort: "Then why don't you eat?" However, when she thought that this man was always good at telling tricks, her words were probably in vain, so she said nothing and only acted.
Express your attitude.
"Are you full?" Shang Yiqi smiled brightly at Gu Xiyan's refusal to eat, "You really don't want to eat?"
Gu Xiyan saw something strange in his smile, but she couldn't tell where it was. She nodded blankly, and the corners of the man's mouth were even more slanted.
"Then it's my turn to eat you... okay?" The last two words, 'okay', are really full of evil intentions.
Gu Xiyan's eyes suddenly became cold, and two streams of clear water left her eyes uncontrollably. She hurriedly went to wipe it, but Shang Yiqi had already rushed to hold her hand down before her.
"Qi, you..." Gu Xiyan wanted him to let go of her.
"Why are you crying?" Shang Yiqi didn't understand why he was fine just now, but now he was different. There was a trace of anger in his tone, and he was also depressed in his heart.
'I'm afraid you will hold grudges because of my sadness.' The reason was already in her throat. Gu Xiyan shook her head and closed her eyes in despair, letting her tears fade freely. Could she say this reason? She didn't want to see it.
The disgust in his eyes, even if this was just a possibility.
Maybe those scars will make him love her more? Gu Xiyan felt a glimmer of hope in her heart.
But hope is often like a meteor in the sky. It is beautiful when burning, but after hope, it will fall to death forever. In this case, do you still want to try? Gu Xiyan asked herself.
"Qi, let me go, I'm tired." When Gu Xiyan opened her eyes, her smile was very sweet, bringing out a bit of fragile beauty. But this smile was unreal.
"Tired? What do you mean?" Shang Yiqi said coldly. The tenderness in his heart was replaced by "I'm tired." So how can you not be tired? In other words, who can you not be tired of?
When Gu Xiyan noticed the coldness in Shang Yiqi's words, her heart skipped a beat. Looking up at the man, Gu Xiyan's beautiful eyes lingered over his handsome face.
This man was familiar to her. Familiar with his body, familiar with his frequency, familiar with his gentle and reliable chest, familiar with his intermittent badness, familiar with his... unique gentleness.
But speaking of unfamiliarity, there were too many things she wasn't familiar with about this man. For example, the speed with which he changed his face at this moment.
"Qi, let's sleep in separate rooms from now on." It turns out that it's not that difficult to say this. The more you covet someone's tenderness and domineeringness, the more painful it will be when you lose it. This was something she had learned as early as seven years ago.
You knew this many years ago, right?
Even though she thinks she doesn't love this man, she is a spoiled child. If someone gives her a little sweetness, she will remember it. If one day the sweetness is gone, then all the good things in the past will become great things.
Weapons that hurt her.
Since she had already thought that the two of them might continue to be like this, or they might divorce peacefully, then this injury just sounded the alarm for her - it was time for her to slowly reduce her dependence on this man.
In this world, some men are very good, so good that you will feel that you can only be his friend or bed partner. If you want to be a lover, then you will either elevate yourself or belittle the other person.
Qi, it's time for me to correct my position. I like and appreciate your care very much. But that... shouldn't belong to me, otherwise when one day you fall in love with a woman, that person will