Qiaoqiao's eyebrows were curved, and she suddenly tugged at the corner of Yuan Qian's clothes, "Sister Qian, let me tell you a little secret."
Yuan Qian didn't take it seriously at first, she just played with the little girl's pigtails and asked Rouwan: "What do Qiaoqiao want to tell sister?"
Qiaoqiao bared her teeth mischievously, then blinked and said: "Sister Qian, it was not Qianqiao who originally wanted to send flowers to her. It was Brother Shang who saw these flowers and said that my sister might like them, so Qiaoqiao asked Qiaoqiao to give them to her.
Give me a handful as a gift before you leave. Sister Qian, do you think Brother Shang likes my sister? Otherwise, why would he be nice to her? And he didn’t let Qiaoqiao tell her, how strange it is!"
After saying this, the little girl grabbed a petal and played with it. The golden and flaming flowers and leaves were really rare in this season. Yuan Qian looked at the joy on the little girl's face, and then stared blankly.
Looking at this bouquet of flowers, my eyes were instantly covered with a layer of mist.
She raised her head and squinted her eyes, trying to let the tears flow back. At this moment, a group of students in the venue began to sing along with Xia Yiyang. The singing was so loud that it seemed to spread to the sky.
"Friends are never alone
Call me friend and you will understand
There are still injuries and pain
You still have to go and I still have it
…”
Perhaps the atmosphere of farewell was too intense, and gradually many girls began to cry. Nalan and his team took tissues to wipe the children's tears. At a certain point, they were also infected by the atmosphere, and their eyes began to sparkle.
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Yuan Qian let Qiaoqiao go to play with other children, while she carefully held the golden bouquet with one hand, which was very precious, as if she believed in some worldly treasure. When her eyes touched the flowers, her expression changed.
It was always tender and painful. A tear finally fell onto the flower under the action of gravity and sank into the heart of the flower until it disappeared without a trace. Perhaps his love was like this, blooming passionately and desperately, bringing light and heat.
, brought everything she longed for from the bottom of her heart but was afraid to accept, and then one day, everything came to an end, he ran away, leaving her struggling alone.
In fact, she didn't want to struggle in the whirlpool he created with love, but unfortunately, everything was fate, and she was once again unable to control her own choice.
The crying in the venue became louder, and the children also knew that this was the last morning that their brothers and sisters would stay here. They cried with all their strength, as if they wanted to express all their reluctance.
Nalan had already cried in her boyfriend's arms. After two weeks of getting along, a deep friendship has been established between everyone and these simple and innocent children. At this moment of separation, there will always be some sadness in my heart that cannot be relieved.
Yuan Qian silently left the back door of the student classroom. When she reached the downstairs of the classroom, a gust of cold wind hit her face. She narrowed her eyes, and the memory was so vivid in her mind that she fainted.
Remembering that time, the hot breath from the corners of his lips spilled into her eyes. It was very comfortable and warm, lighting up all the dark corners in her heart.
Things are the same, but people are no longer the same.
Finally, after giving Qiaoqiao a kiss, Yuan Qian watched the children being picked up and left by their parents. The bustling campus suddenly became deserted and depressing. Xia Yiyang went to say goodbye to the teachers in the school, while the others
They all quietly went back to pack their luggage.
According to Xia Yiyang's words, after cleaning up the dormitory kitchen, classroom and other places where they had been, everyone left with their bags and took a group photo at the school gate. In the photo, Yuan Qian had long hair blowing in the wind.
When she got up, her eyes were dim and dim, unable to tell the depth or the past.
Facing the cold wind, we stopped the car and everyone left together. From this moment on, the things behind us began to become a bright color in our memories. Coated with a layer of shackles of time, when we think back many years later, everything that happened here is still very impressive.
Warm.
The air tickets were booked in advance. The moment they boarded the plane, they thought of something and everyone stopped talking in unison. Yuan Qian sat on the plane and ate her pudding. She hid the last two.
It had been several days. Xia Yiyang asked her for it with a smile. For the first time, she tightly covered the pudding arrogantly and stingily, and shook her head stubbornly at Xia Yiyang.
Xia Yiyang suddenly remembered at this moment. These puddings seemed to be brought to her by that man. No wonder she would be stingy in giving them. That man was different after all.
Yuan Qian would not care about Xia Yiyang's psychological activities. After eating one pudding, she quietly put away the other one, then took out a teddy bear and hugged it in front of her. She leaned on the seat
, she closed her eyes. When the plane took off, she felt slightly uncomfortable. If you look closely, you can find that her palms were squeezed very tightly.
The doll bear was bought for her by Shang Shuze at a grocery store near the school the day before she left. She was originally unwilling to accept such a thing and had no interest in holding the doll to sleep, but she couldn't escape it. Now when she was sleeping
She always likes to keep the doll next to her and hold it tightly. Sometimes, she will even treat the bear doll as a human being in a childish way. She will foolishly cut beautiful clothes for the doll and use the little bear she received as a gift.
Put the snacks in the palm of the doll's hand and it will tirelessly talk to the bear in a low voice.
Xia Yiyang once thought that Yuan Qian had gone crazy, but unexpectedly, without these things related to that man, everything was normal for her.
There were clouds outside the window, but Yuan Qian didn't feel beautiful. It was more than an hour later when she woke up, and there was still an hour before she got off the plane.
I don't know where I have read that wishes made thousands of miles high in the sky will come true. Yuan Qian didn't believe this, but at this moment, she clasped her hands together with a humble and pious attitude.
She made a wish, or maybe it was an extravagant wish. Who knows?
That night when she returned home, Yuan Qian spoke many words to her mother, as if all her life's words would be poured out in this night.
Early the next morning, she went to the suburbs alone. Wearing a black gown, her steps were small and gentle, as if she was afraid of disturbing the sleeping people.
Finally, she stood still in front of a tombstone. Squatting down, she laid out the things she brought one by one. Finally, there was a bottle of wine.
Yuan Qian didn't like drinking. Even in those long nights when she was the coldest and loneliest, she never thought about being with wine. Every time, she always chewed her endless love over and over in the dark night.
and sadness, and then, the thoughts were engraved into her bones. Slowly, whether it hurt or not, she learned to accept and compromise.
This is a cemetery, maybe it’s not the Qingming Festival, but it’s very desolate here anyway. Yuan Qian used paper towels to roughly sweep away the fallen leaves and dust in front of the grave, leaving a clean open space. Afterwards, she poured the wine and stood next to the grave.
After the first three kowtows, he picked up the wine glass and slowly poured the wine into the open space.
There is a black and white photo on the tombstone. Perhaps the photo has faded a little over time, but this does not hinder the handsomeness of the person in the photo. The name of the person on the tombstone is also engraved on the tombstone, Xia Shi.
Yuan Qian's white fingertips slowly touched the black and white photo, and then the man's name, one by one, showing all kinds of delicacy and softness, fearing to disturb the sleeping person.
"Ah Shi, Qian Qian came to see you." Leaning next to the tombstone, Yuan Qian poured out a glass of wine again. This time, she drank the wine. She had promised that she would never truly bury him in her heart.
On that day, she would never appear here. It was she who broke her promise.
"Ah Shi, Qian Qian is disobedient, and Qian Qian came here to see you. What should I do, Ah Shi, Qian Qian feels so sad, so sad." Her voice was hoarse, with a strong cry. She wanted to smile.
Looking at the man in the tombstone, the curved shape is so far-fetched.
"Ah Shi, it's been so long and Qianqian hasn't come out yet. Do you think Qianqian is stupid? In the past, you always liked to say Qianqian was stupid, but Qianqian still didn't agree. Now Qianqian finally knows, Qianqian
It's really useless, so useless." Muttered to herself, Yuan Qian raised the bottle and spilled all the wine on the ground.
Rain began to fall from the sky, and it fell in front of the tombstone. Soon, the tombstone was wet. Yuan Qian stretched out her hand to block the rain falling on the tombstone, but she was unable to resist it. The rain became stronger, no matter how hard she tried,
, but could not escape the end of being soaked in the cold.
Rain and tears mixed together, and they could no longer distinguish each other. Yuan Qian slid to the ground in defeat. After an unknown amount of time, she stood up and put away the things in front of the tombstone, leaving only the bunch of white chrysanthemums.
Swaying in the wind and fluttering in the rain.
"Ah Shi, Qian Qian is leaving." Yuan Qian touched the smiling man in the photo with her fingertips, Yuan Qian pursed her lips tightly, and the sourness in her eyes became stronger, "Ah Shi, goodbye."
Ah Shi, Qian Qian couldn't stay with you for a while, don't blame Qian Qian. Ah Shi, I'm sorry for making you so lonely. Ah Shi, Qian Qian loves you very much, really, very much...
An extended Bentley parked in front of the cemetery, and a person got out of the car, also dressed in black. Yuan Qian and the woman passed by each other, and there was not even a word exchanged between them. However, they are both heartbroken people, so why should they know?
Too clear?
Shang Shuze learned that the accident on the route to Hannan that day was already ten days later. At that time, he had just bought a ticket back to Hannan, while his mother was stuffing things into his luggage. The cause of the air crash
Investigation has revealed that a passenger on the plane illegally carried the bomb. According to the police, the passenger may have mental problems. The suspect's family had a breakup not long ago, and his work was unsatisfactory, which led to his extreme behavior.
practice.
"Ze'er, I went to Hannan and went to see that family." Gu Xiyan had obviously seen the news and shook her head, with a look of pity on her face.
"I know, Mommy, I'm leaving." Nodding solemnly, Shang Shuze hugged Gu Xiyan, then picked up his luggage and left.