"Qian Qian, please don't leave tonight, okay?" He was only wearing a white shirt on his upper body. After staying in the living room for a long time, he felt a bit chilly. He rested his forehead on Yuan Qian's legs and protected his own with one hand.
In front of Leopard Eyes for a long time, Shang Shuze asked inquiringly, showing caution.
Qian Qian - he finally stopped calling her Yuan Qian, and no longer clearly defined the distance between them. Now that he thought about it, it was not without fear. Not long ago, he was really close to the God of Death.
Fortunately, he survived because of his debt to another person. Even if he had good intentions at the beginning, he never expected that things would develop like this.
Lowering her head, Yuan Qian's long and sultry black hair fell onto Shang Shuze's handsome cheeks. His eyes were covered, and at this moment she could only see his thin lips, tinged with a faint pink color, and
It was not clear, but it was particularly attractive. The curve of his jaw was very resolute, strong and bursting with a strong aura, but she did not feel majestic when looking at it, but felt reassured.
Her consciousness was turned into a puddle of mush. Yuan Qian reached out her bare hands in confusion, and then covered the man's lips. Her fingertips were very cold, and the man opened his mouth slightly at this moment, and then said nothing.
Without hesitation, he took one of her index fingers in his mouth.
The numbness coming from her fingertips made Yuan Qian's heartbeat suddenly stop, and a low exclamation escaped from her pink lips. It seemed that only then did she realize that she had done something treacherous, "Well...
"[
"Answer me, Qian Qian, don't run away." Another free big palm clasped Yuan Qian's stretched out hand. After Shang Shuze finished speaking, he licked her white fingers, one after another.
root.
Yuan Qian suddenly felt that the scene in front of her was too hot and exciting. She turned her eyes away and tried to pull out her fingers, "Brother Shang, don't do this. First..."
"What first? Qianqian, I won't play with you anymore. Give me an answer tonight." After saying that, Shang Shuze removed his hand from his eyes, and the light in the room fell on his leopard eyes.
, which made Yuan Qian somewhat unclear about the charm flowing in his eyes.
Yuan Qian opened her mouth slightly, but didn't say anything. Yuan Qian was still sorting out Shang Shuze's meaning in his mind, and the latter continued: "Qian Qian, actually you should know, I like you. I am this year
Twenty-three, before you, I had never been attracted to another woman. When I first met you in a bar, I didn’t have a deep impression of you at that time. If you hadn’t been assigned to the row of students I taught,
Here, maybe we just missed it. During military training, because of our previous encounter in a bar, I occasionally looked at you. At that time, I told myself that I was just curious about you, but the relationship is so wonderful, who can say
Curiosity just became the beginning of my heartbeat. Later I happened to save you. At that time, I just felt that we were quite destined. After all, in Hannan, there are only a few people who are more involved with me. In the past, I have never
I have served others before, but that time I fed you noodles, I was very happy in my heart, even if I didn't express it. You didn't know that you looked really cute at that time, stupid and silly, like a good baby."
Having said this, Shang Shuze couldn't help but sigh. Seeing confusion and confusion on Yuan Qian's face, as well as resistance and timidity, he slightly lowered his eyebrows and sat upright again. When he left Hannan a few months ago,
He once asked her not to fall in love with anyone else, at least not until he came back. At that time, he could no longer let go of her in his heart. But now, he was even more sure and convinced that he liked her. To be more precise, he
Love her. No matter her joys or sorrows, her cuteness, her sharp points, everything about her, he can't let go or let go.
She once wanted to cut off those emotional ties with him and become ordinary friends, but he was too ambitious and unwilling to settle for anything less. She didn't love him, and she couldn't even talk about liking him, so he gave her the distance and love she wanted.
dividing line, and then planned to devour her bit by bit and take her as his own. He originally thought that he really had the patience and forbearance to wait until the iron tree bloomed and the sara bore fruit, but at this moment, looking at the struggle in her eyes, that
He was so hesitant that he clearly couldn't let go, but still didn't dare to move forward. Only then did he realize - it turned out that he had never been a good hunter when it came to her. Whenever there was a slight possibility, he wanted to keep her.
I want her to smile softly to him, I want her to rely on him with confidence, to rely on him, and not to live so hard.
"Qianqian, I don't want to guess what you are thinking in your heart anymore. I don't know what you have experienced in the past. I can only guarantee that I will give you a stable future. Qianqian, the fact that you are here tonight means that you
You care about me, right?" Net Bu jumped. Looking sideways at the person next to him, Shang Shuze's voice revealed a hint of undetectable expectation. Soon, that hope disappeared.
He never had much chance of winning against her.
Yuan Qian was silent. The atmosphere in the living room was stagnant. The two of them were so quiet that they could hear each other's heartbeats. The memories were frozen at a certain location, and suddenly Yuan Qian remembered that night, when the northwest wind followed her all the way.
, her heart was as cold and desperate as death. It once made her feel that she was a drowned person, and she would never breathe again or suffer from pain. She forced herself to be strong, pretending to be as serious as it was, and still faced the child cleanly and cleanly.
They laughed, and even Xia Yiyang felt that her smile was still warm and bright. Only she knew deep down in her heart that it was different. No matter how beautiful the smile was, it had lost its former warmth. Her heart told her something
She was afraid to accept the terrible fact, so she could only pretend not to care and pretend that nothing had changed.
In fact, the moment she heard Qiaoqiao's little secret that day, her heartache increased. She thought she could pretend that the man had no influence on her, but at that moment, the despair overwhelmed her. For a moment, she even thought
Dead.
But she can't!
From the night she learned about the plane crash, she had never been able to sleep well. Xia Yiyang was in the same dormitory with her, but he didn't know that for six consecutive nights, the pillow beside her cheek was wet.
In the middle of the night, she listened to his even breathing, hugged the stupid bear doll, and stared blankly until dawn.
For ten consecutive long dark nights, there was no light in her heart. After that, she couldn't help but hate that man. She hated him, hated him for breaking into her world so forcefully and arrogantly, and doing this
He left completely without saying hello. But even so, she still didn't want to pay homage to him, because she didn't accept the fact that he left, and she couldn't accept it no matter what. Obviously, he was such a good man,
God, what reason is there to take him away?
Shang Shuze was sensitively aware of Yuan Qian's body trembling. He was stubbornly asking for an answer, but seeing her expression change and inexplicable trembling, he felt a lot of pity in his heart.
. He sighed in vain, he really hated himself for being so indecisive, "Qianqian, that's all, I won't force you."
After thinking about it, Shang Shuze stood up and added another sentence, with a hint of meaning, "Qianqian, all those who love you just want you to be happy."
After saying that, he didn't give himself a chance to hesitate, and Shang Shuze strode towards the stairs. He didn't have to force her this time, but he couldn't stay to comfort her. Human beings have a terrible instinct called
Habit. He didn't want her to get used to his unprincipled kindness, and he was also afraid that one day, she would be greedy for his kindness, but it was out of habit, not out of love.
Yuan Qian didn't understand why Shang Shuze ran away from her. Did her performance hurt him? But hurting him was never her original intention.
She clutched the hem of her clothes tightly with both hands, causing a few wrinkles in her originally smooth coat. The man's urgency when he left was like a stone thrown into the lake of her heart, causing ripples. Her vision changed.
Yuan Qian was so hazy that she didn't shed any tears. She only felt that the light in the living room was so cold that she couldn't help but tremble.
All he wanted was an answer, and this answer, buried deep in her heart, was already ready to come out.
When they first met at that time, she thought he was the same as those who came to the bar to have fun. At that time, she was more afraid of him. She had even thought about it. As long as he made any rash move, she would immediately kill him.
She wanted to run to the ends of the earth. She recognized him on the day the military training began. She became cautious, but it was just because she didn't want to be recognized by him. After all, it didn't sound like a normal sentence for a female college student to work in a bar.
Then she also discovered that he really didn't seem to know who she was. She didn't know whether to be happy or disappointed about this. Most likely, she was happy. Anyway, she never had a sense of existence. It was best if people didn't know her.
That time he said on the training ground that her eyes were not murderous. She was a little surprised. After that, she became more and more honest and did not make mistakes. Although when she looked around, every student was wearing camouflage uniforms and they seemed to be the same, but she
I didn’t expect that one day he would pop up and say, “Hey, aren’t you that guy from the bar last time?” [
She never thought that something would happen to her on the way back from her tutor. Before he appeared, she had given up resistance. She thought that night would become her eternal nightmare, but he saved her and held her in his arms without hesitation.
In his arms. At that time, all the gratitude was stuck in her throat, and she fell in love with his chest for a moment, because it was very warm. She had never thought that she would meet such warmth in another man.
After that, the bond between the two became more and more, and she began to be afraid. Not because she was afraid of losing, but because she didn't dare to be greedy. This man invaded her life more and more. What she was afraid of was that one day, she would forget about herself.
The deepest love in my heart.
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Love is shallow and deep in summer, but I only regret Xia Shi. This is a curse, and no one has ever broken it. But after this man appeared, everything seemed to have quietly changed.