The two looked at each other. She couldn't understand his deep affection, and he couldn't understand her persistence. So the conversation only developed in a bad direction.
Yuan Qian only thought that Shang Shuze was doting on him like a pet. Now that he didn't follow the route he expected, he lost control and completely forgot about all the kindness he had done to her in the past. How could it be hypocrisy? . And Shang Shuze looked at the charming person under him who was covered in thorns at the moment. He was also very distressed and vomiting blood. He didn't understand. He didn't understand... why it was only a month later that the relationship between them had evolved to this point. .
It was the living room after all, with doors on all sides. Cold wind blew in from time to time. Yuan Qian only had a bottoming shirt on her upper body. As soon as she calmed down, she felt that her whole body was shivering with cold. But the person on her body suppressed her tightly. She Even if I want to escape, I can't find the opportunity. "Brother Shang, please let me go."
I don't know how he used such a cold tone. Yuan Qian's words at this moment clearly contained no trace of past affection. Shang Shuze's body suddenly stiffened. After a while, he asked in a cold voice: "Let go. Where do you want to go?"
He thought again of the scene where Yuan Qian defended Xia Yiyang earlier. For a moment, Shang Shuze's mind had gone into an alley and he couldn't find the right exit. "Let you go so that you can go find that man." Yuan Qian, don’t forget. You are still my girlfriend in name. Which girlfriend is as confused as you with other men?"[
Duanduan's accusations, accompanied by Shang Shuze's gloomy face, gave people a strong sense of oppression. Yuan Qian looked away. Now she didn't know how to deal with herself. Fight back. Or acquiesce. If he really liked her. How could he be stingy about giving even this little trust? In the end, "Brother Shang, actually, you don't like me as much as you think."
As he spoke, the corner of his lips curved up with a hint of mockery. But he didn't know whether he was mocking himself or others. "To you, I'm just an undocile little animal. Right? In the past, you were kind to me because I I was disobedient and resisted and rejected you. Later, I became obedient and you thought I was well-behaved, so you were nice to me. Now, I just get closer to Senior Xia, and you think I am guilty. I tell you that I and He's nothing. You don't believe it. As long as someone of the opposite sex appears around me, you will doubt me."
"Yuan Qian. Take back what you said. Don't make such self-righteous guesses." Shang Shuze was finally willing to calm down a little and communicate with this girl. However, Yuan Qian's words made him feel angry again.
Yuan Qian tilted her face. Every cell in her body felt aggrieved. She always thought that two people in love should tolerate and understand each other. She originally thought that he was back and they could get along well and get together well. But in front of her, everything happened. It's not what she expected. Shouldn't she have thought about giving her and this man a chance in the first place? They shouldn't have been together in the first place.
"If it's really inappropriate, let's separate." Yuan Qian murmured in a low voice. Yuan Qian had already spoken out her innermost thoughts. Even she refused to accept this statement, but she was unwilling. Unwilling. It's too painful to be with a man who will doubt her at any time and leave her at any time. "Brother Shang, maybe you should think clearly. Maybe you just think I'm pitiful, so you can't help but pity me and take care of me." . But I am very stubborn. You don’t need to sympathize with me. What’s more, if two hearts are not dependent on each other, how can it be considered love? Since it is not really necessary for each other, then it is better to separate early than to regret it in the future. "
Shang Shuze suddenly punched the sofa behind Yuan Qian's ear. He laughed angrily. At this moment, he only asked in a hateful voice: "Yuan Qian, what do you think of me?" Go to a man. A man who you can coax when you are happy and can be discarded at will when you are unhappy. How could I be so stupid? How could I believe that you would be content with me. Xia Yiyang, what do you like about him? Yes. He is gentler than me and more caring than me. He can always be by your side and kiss you and hold you when you need him. If I hadn't happened to see him, would you have planned to secretly cross Chen Cang behind my back? What the hell have I done wrong to you? You don’t need to ruin me like this."
Somehow, it was clear that none of the things he said were her crimes. But at this moment, Yuan Qian wanted to cry. She didn't know. She didn't know that he could be so vicious and merciless when he wronged someone. She didn't know that he also had Such a fiery temper. He would be so arrogant when he was angry. A hole was opened in his heart, and blood gurgled out. She didn't understand. She didn't understand why something that could have been easily solved. But she ended up like this. She clenched her teeth and looked angrily at the man on top of her. In fact, she was extremely sad in her heart.
Yuan Qian's eyes with condemnation finally succeeded in breaking the last string in Shang Shuze's mind. He was sighing in his heart. I don't know how long it took. He finally asked with the last bit of unwillingness to give up: " Yuan Qian, do you really want to be with me?"
Shang Shuze has already thought about it. As long as she says "yes", he will not pursue this matter again. He can even treat it like a blind eye when he sees her and Xia Yiyang. They were just chatting and communicating normally. Just pretend that she was still the little girl she was a month ago. She would smile at him softly and innocently, listen to his words obediently, and spare no effort to care for him.
At this moment, Yuan Qian's lips felt even more bitter than swallowing yellow lotus. Is it true? Is it true that his sincerity and trust really only have that little bit? Hesitation flashed through her heart. In the end, she just smiled in vain. "It seems that we are really not suitable for each other. That's all. Brother Shang, it's better for us to be ordinary friends. Let's just let each other go. Okay." At least this way, we can no longer be hurt.
After trying so hard to finish these few words, Yuan Qian realized belatedly that her heart hurt even more. She didn't dare to look at Shang Shuze's performance. She was afraid that she would be soft-hearted. .Irreversible.
Shang Shuze's eyes dimmed. After a while, he turned over and stood up next to the sofa. The anger from before was flying again. He looked down at the woman who slowly got up from the sofa and sat upright. After a while, he said coldly. He said: "Give the key back. From now on, I won't welcome you to step in here."
Just when Yuan Qian was about to grab her clothes, she bent over and grabbed her scarf. This was the same scarf that Shang Shuze had given her that time in the northwest. Following it was her woolen sweater. .and a coat.
Shang Shuze's sharp eyes naturally saw the scarf embroidered with his name. Suddenly he stretched out his hand and pulled the scarf back. He then said: "Give this scarf back to me. We broke up. Keep it like this." What people misunderstand is not good.”
Listening to Shang Shuze's matter-of-fact explanation, Yuan Qian almost couldn't help but sob. But she didn't. She lowered her head and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes while wearing a woolen sweater. She didn't cry. She didn't cry. Show it to him. She doesn't want him to think that she is such a woman who can't afford to let go.
"Also, the money you owe me will be deducted from your salary some time ago. You only need to pay me back two hundred thousand." He said it calmly. His tone was normal. It seemed that this was the only money left between them. Involved.
Yuan Qian nodded and said "Okay" in a low voice. It was hard to tell what her state of mind was at the moment.
Shang Shuze turned sideways and no longer looked at her. At this moment, he only said to Shi Ran as if to see off guests. "Yuan Qian, let's go. You are right. We are not suitable. It is better to separate as soon as possible." Thank you for letting me understand this truth. From now on, I will not take the initiative to see you. Everything about you has nothing to do with me. Naturally, do you want to be with Xia Yiyang or whichever man you want? I don’t I know how to take care of it, but I can’t take care of it anymore.”
Shang Shuze did not watch Yuan Qian leave with his own eyes. After finishing what he wanted to say, he went upstairs. When he came down again, he changed a set of clothes, but Yuan Qian had long disappeared.[
His beloved woman has finally left him since then. Does it hurt to have a relationship with him anymore? Shang Shuze asked himself. He didn't know. He just felt lonely and cold suddenly.
Taking a vacation only added to the unhappiness. The next morning, Shang Shuze left home and packed his luggage. After returning to the army, he directly asked for orders to replace another soldier to perform the mission. .Or. Now he needs more tasks to numb his pain nerves. No matter how cool and comfortable he behaves when breaking up, it will still hurt.
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After returning to school, Yuan Qian went out for internship with most of the interns of the same class. She was assigned to the human resources department of a real estate company. There were five other Han University students assigned to this company with her. students. It’s just that Yuan Qian is in the same department as them.
The workload of the human resources department is heavy. This actually saves Yuan Qian a lot of time to grieve over the spring and autumn. She is not a sentimental person at first. With another job, she has less time to miss herself during the day. The feeling was as short-lived as a flash in the pan. It only lasted at night, but she tossed and turned easily.
There were especially many stars this night. Yuan Qian stood in the corridor of the staff dormitory, looking at the beautiful stars in the sky. Her heart couldn't help but move slightly. Suddenly she remembered that there was a night in the northwest, a domineering man. He insisted on dragging her downstairs to the dormitory, and even covered her eyes mysteriously. Until the man finally untied the black cloth from her eyes. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw the stars in the sky were dazzling. What she saw before her eyes that time was truly magnificent. Such a grand scene. Perhaps she would never have the chance to see it again in her lifetime.
A sigh escaped from the corner of someone's lips. The night breeze blew away the melancholy and sorrow of leaving the person. Yuan Qian returned. She didn't dare to look at the beautiful starry sky behind her. She no longer thought about it. She no longer cherished it. …