After working hard, Xu Bing felt a little tired. Walking on the cold streets, his mood slowly calmed down from his excitement.
Tang Yanxue followed him very obediently. I don’t know when Tang Yanxue started to become so obedient.
Maybe she herself didn't realize the changes in herself, but Xu Bing did.
It is said that women are destined to be born for a certain man. In Tang Yanxue's opinion, Xu Bing is her rightful man, so once she meets him, she completely changes and becomes like a man she doesn't even recognize herself.
Sometimes she herself wondered why her previous stubbornness and stubbornness no longer appeared in front of Xu Bing.
But she was very happy.
Being able to stay with the man you love is certainly a joyful thing.
It's just that the future is unknown, which makes her occasionally sad, but she doesn't want to think about the future, which will only increase her worries.
No matter how wise a woman is, once she falls into emotions, she has no wisdom at all. The so-called calmness and the so-called reality are all nonsense.
"It's a nice night tonight."
Xu Bing smiled, turned his head and glanced at Tang Yanxue.
"Of course, maybe it's because of you."
"What does this have to do with me?" Tang Yanxue was a little confused and stared into Xu Bing's eyes. Her expression was particularly cute. Her eyes were so clean and pure that Xu Bing even escaped a little.
Xu Bing quickly adjusted his mood. To flirt, you have to look flirty. Attitude is very important.
"Because you are beautiful tonight. Everything you look at is beautiful in this night." Xu Bing flattered you seriously: "My heart is also very happy."
This is very disgusting.
Xu Bing knew this very well, but he knew even better that women like disgusting words.
Sure enough, even Tang Yanxue, as smart as Tang Yanxue, still surrendered under his sweet words. She turned her head and said shyly: "Slick tongue."
Xu Bing laughed loudly, causing passers-by to pity him, but he didn't care.
Back in the apartment at Nanda, Tang Yanxue didn't feel tired at all. She went to the kitchen to make a midnight snack while humming a little tune. Xu Bing was sitting on the sofa with a stack of newspapers in his hand. Xu Bing was staring at a TV program in a daze.
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At night, it was cloudy and rainy as usual.
Young people are very angry. Since Tang Yanxue insists on letting Xu Bing live with her, Xu Bing is not a gentleman. He is too lazy to think about other things. As soon as he gets to bed, he forgets about everything and works on Tang Yanxue.
It's no wonder that he lives with a woman like Tang Yanxue, and the latter is so proactive and cooperative. Many inadvertent charms become big temptations, and it is estimated that any man will find it difficult to extricate himself and control him.
Xu Bing is just an ordinary man. In this regard, he, like all male animals, has innate desires.
Let’s wait until the future to tell what will happen in the future. Let’s enjoy it now.
This is a true portrayal of Xu Bing's heart.
However, after the storm, Xu Bing did not fall asleep as before. Instead, he sat on the bedside, smoked seriously, and then discussed the next plan with Tang Yanxue seriously.
"I'm going to find a job tomorrow."
Xu Bing's attitude was very serious.
"Looking for a job? Haven't you graduated yet?"
Tang Yanxue traced Xu Bing's chest with her slender, jade-like fingers, and then frowned slightly.
In fact, Xu Bing said some time ago that he wanted to find a job, but when he thought about Xu Bing, once he worked, he would spend less time with her. Of course, she was a little careful. With Xu Bing's charm, it was inevitable that she would not be able to find a job at work.
It can arouse desire in some women.
She thinks highly of Xu Bing, but women in love are always more sensitive, which is normal.
Xu Bing looked at the ceiling and said with a smile: "Can't I work if I go to school? I want to join the society earlier while studying, so that I can learn some more important skills and experiences."
Tang Yanxue said: "Actually, you don't have to work. My income is enough for the two of us to live."
"You want to raise me?" Xu Bing smiled half-heartedly, and the smile on his face was not as warm as before.
Tang Yanxue was completely unaware of the change in Xu Bing's expression, and she nodded and smiled complacently: "Yes, I can support you."
Her words were somewhat dry and humorous.
Unfortunately, Xu Bing suddenly became angry.
He has never thought about eating soft food and relying on a woman to support him. Is that still a man? Besides, he doesn't think he has the qualifications to be a pretty boy. He looks quite handsome, but what he is best at is fighting.
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Most men with good skills can work as thugs and bodyguards for rich people, looking after their homes and homes. This is a dog. He doesn't want to be a dog, let alone a woman.
Aren’t there many women in this world who rely on people to support them like vases?
Naturally, he doesn't want to be a vase either.
So the cold smile on Xu Bing's face simply disappeared, and then he grabbed Tang Yanxue's hand and said seriously: "I don't want to be a softie, and I don't think you can afford to support me."
Tang Yanxue's face suddenly changed color, and she became a little nervous and wanted to explain, but unfortunately Xu Bing did not give her a chance to explain.
"I suddenly feel that maybe I shouldn't live here with you."
Tang Yanxue's face turned pale, with a look of fear on her face.
Everyone has their own bottom line. Tang Yanxue's idea may not violate Xu Bing's bottom line, but Xu Bing is still unhappy, so he continued: "We all have our own lives, and I don't want to lose myself. Likewise, in fact,
You should live a more free and easy life. There is no need to be unhappy because of me. Maybe you don't care. You have changed a lot since we met. Sometimes I feel that if everything goes as it should, we will both be happier."
Tang Yanxue pursed her lips and said nothing, she was thinking.
As she recalled the process of meeting and falling in love with Xu Bing, many past memories came to mind one by one. Comparing her present with her past, her brows furrowed deeper, and she found that she had really changed a lot.
She used to be free and easy, and didn't care much about men at all. But now, for Xu Bing, she has become as sensitive as a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl. It seems that Xu Bing is everything in her life.
That's the most important part.
She didn't want this to happen, but it was already the case.
She wanted to change, but she found that once a habit was formed, it was really difficult to change. The thought of changing her current lifestyle and becoming her former self made her inexplicably panic and fearful.
Love is really important to her, a woman who has lost her parents.
She loves her so much, but she has to pretend to be aloof and calm, which is very difficult for her.
But she also understands one thing now: Xu Bing doesn't like her current way of love life, and is even somewhat resistant to it.
So she must change, but why does she feel aggrieved and sad when she thinks of change.
"You stay, I will try to change, I'm sorry." Tang Yanxue mustered up the courage to say this in a quite calm tone, and then without waiting for Xu Bing's reply, she turned her back to him and said: "
I'm sleepy, go to bed first, good night."
Xu Bing's mood still didn't improve, but he suddenly felt a little pity in his heart.
What a good cabbage, but I, a pig, missed it, and I turned around and picked it up. Is this what people often say about being born with blessings and not knowing the blessings?
He wanted to pull Tang Yanxue's body over, but he stretched out his hand and stopped.
Tang Yanxue was crying, but she didn't cry out loud, but the swaying of her shoulders proved everything.
He wanted to comfort her, but didn't know how.
Until now, he still has not regretted what he said before. He had wanted to say these words for a long time, but maybe because there was no chance, no reason, no excuse, he never said them.
At this point, he could only pretend to be stupid.
Xu Bing closed his eyes to sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep.
Time passed minute by minute, and at some point, Tang Yanxue quietly stood up. Xu Bing didn't react at all, he just squinted his eyes and remained motionless.
After Tang Yanxue got up, she stood in front of the bed and remained silent until midnight. Then she climbed onto the bed and leaned her head into Xu Bing's arms.
Xu Bing took advantage of the situation and held her in his arms, but made no further moves.
Tang Yanxue's face was filled with tears, and her little face changed color from crying.
This night, Xu Bing didn't sleep well, and Tang Yanxue didn't sleep well either.
In the morning, Tang Yanxue still got up to make breakfast, and then sat at the dining table with panda eyes, waiting for Xu Bing to get up. She did not wake Xu Bing, she just fell silent.
After Xu Bing finished washing, he sat at the dining table and found that Tang Yanxue's eyes were red. Compared with yesterday, her whole person had changed a lot. As for where those changes were, he couldn't tell, but he was sure.
Tang Yan's snow change.
He was very pleased, so he pretended to be nothing, and didn't even ask what was going on with her eyes.
"I want to go to the job market to find a job soon."
Xu Bing said casually while eating breakfast.
"So urgent?" Tang Yanxue asked lightly. She did not raise her head and her tone was very calm, as calm as if she was talking to a stranger.
Xu Bing didn't think there was anything wrong with this tone. He nodded with a smile and said: "Since we have to go sooner or later, let's go and have a look. It just so happened that I saw an advertisement in the newspaper yesterday and there will be a talent recruitment event at the stadium today.
meeting."
"There will be a job fair every Monday, Wednesday and Friday at the stadium." Tang Yanxue paused and said, "Do you want to make some preparations first?"
"Do I need to prepare for finding a job?" Xu Bing was full of confidence, patting his chest and smiling proudly: "Companies are not rushing for talents like me."
"Are you a talent? What can you do?" Tang Yanxue finally raised her head and said seriously: "Besides fighting, what else can you do?"
Xu Bing did not expect that his joke to adjust the atmosphere did not have the desired effect, and the smile on his face looked a little embarrassed.
However, when he thought about it carefully, he found that apart from fighting, he really had no outstanding strengths, so Xu Bing became a little uneasy.
"Actually, finding a job is also a skill." Tang Yanxue's expression softened a lot and she advised: "If you prepare a few more days, you will have a better chance. Finding a job now is not as easy as it used to be."
"Let's try it too."
Since Xu Bing insisted, Tang Yanxue stopped trying to persuade her. After dinner, she helped Xu Bing straighten the collar of his shirt. She sent Xu Bing to the door, and then smiled calmly and said: "I wish you good luck!"
"Thanks!"
As soon as the words came out of their mouth, the two of them frowned together.
Why are you so polite all of a sudden?
There is no doubt that they don't like the current atmosphere.
Xu Bing turned around and went out, then burst into laughter.
Tang Yanxue closed the door and also laughed dumbly, then shook her head and sighed: "It's so difficult!"