After Li Fuyuan left, the entire church became quiet, and the echoes could be heard in the silence. Ji Moxuan took a deep breath, went to the bedroom and opened the door.
Nimolan stood by the window, opening a crack with her hands, as if watching Li Fuyuan leave.
She is really an affectionate woman, Ji Moxuan thought, and without thinking, he walked over and hugged Nimolan. His breath was hot: "Why, can't you let go of your guardian angel?"
"Don't be like this." Nimolan pushed Ji Moxuan away. She was not in the mood to deal with Ji Moxuan now. She was so sorry and guilty about Li Fuyuan that she was completely distracted. She was really regretful that she had not met him this time.
Better not to.
Ji Moxuan suddenly turned her around and said fiercely: "I don't care what happened between you and Li Fuyuan, but from now on you must forget him, completely forget him, you will always be mine."
Wife, I will never allow you to have an ambiguous relationship with other men, not to mention that I have missed you for so long."
"Missed it? Why is it that I have missed you now? Why are you so sure that I am not forced to stay with you again? How do you know my feelings for Li Fuyuan?" Nimo Lan
Completely ignored Ji Moxuan's point.
"It's all written on your face. I'm not a fool. How could I not see it? Did you hear what I said? Keep your distance from Li Fuyuan! Did you hear me?" Ji Moxuan tightened his grip on Nimolan's arm,
It seemed like he was going to crush her.
Nimolan struggled in pain: "Why can't I like others? We have been separated for so long, and we have already exhausted our love. Apart from hatred, and apart from the rejuvenation after separation, there is nothing else.
Isn't it? Can you... can you tell me clearly what you want me to do? "
"Do you have to make it clear for me?" Ji Moxuan raised an eyebrow and smiled extremely.
Nimolan raised his chin, thinking that his argument was very strong: "Just tell me!"
"I'll show you!" After saying that, Ji Moxuan instantly lifted Nimolan onto his shoulders and threw him onto the bed, then took off his shirt and untied his trousers.
He knelt on one knee on the bed, his strong body gradually pressed against Nimolan, one hand raised her waist, and the other hand had already pulled off her skirt.
Nimolan held his hand in panic: "Don't do this!"
"You asked me to make it clear. I'm explaining it now. It's up to you to decide what I want from you!" Before the last word of the words disappeared, Nimolan's clothes were torn and the fabrics were scratched.
Skin, streaks of blood.
Although the previous Ji Moxuan was not very gentle to her, the current Ji Moxuan was terrifying. His cruelty and invasion seemed to tear her body apart. Only one word flashed through Nimolan's mind, that
It's rape.
Struggling and shouting were all in vain. He tied up her hands with the torn clothes and penetrated her lower body forcefully, hitting the deepest part again and again. His breathing was rapid and he was sweating.
Her chest was wet, and when he vented in her body, she finally couldn't help but cry out, not only because of the pain, but also the humiliation.
Ji Moxuan was stunned for a moment. The blank space in his mind quickly disappeared and his rationality returned. Only then did he realize what a cruel thing he had done! Panic occupied his heart, and he was helpless to wipe her tears. The sound of "Mo Lan" stuck
It's stuck in my throat and I can't say anything.
"Don't be like this, Ji Moxuan, don't be like this..." She could only say this sentence, crying until she convulsed.
He hurriedly wiped her tears, but in the end he had no choice but to kiss her, a gentle kiss, like the wings of a butterfly. It felt very gentle, with a little expectation, Nimolan calmed down, and she slowly opened her eyes
With her eyes swollen from crying, she looked at the very familiar face in front of her and determinedly asked: "Fuyuan?"
His eyes darkened instantly, but he continued to kiss her without saying anything until she responded to the kiss.
After that, there was a long night, with gentle treatment and lingering all night long. Nimo Lan only felt that he was ups and downs in the ocean of lust. Several times he wanted to wake up from the chaos, and several times he was swept by the tide of desire.
, until exhausted.
A voice sounded faintly in my ears: "Why is it him..."
The howling darkness covered him, and he lost consciousness.
When I woke up the next day, it was already afternoon, and the sun was shining warmly into the house, spreading a golden color. Nimolan stretched lazily, and the wound on his side suddenly felt painful, "Ah
!" She yelled in a moderate voice.
Ji Moxuan, who was shaving in the bathroom, heard Nimolan's cry and ran out in a hurry, his face covered with shaving water: "What's wrong?"
As soon as Nimolan saw Ji Moxuan, he immediately straightened his face and turned his head to look out the window without saying anything.
Ji Moxuan's behavior last night was simply worse than a beast. Even if she, Nimolan, relied on him again, she would never give in or let him off the hook for his behavior.
Thinking of this, Nimolan covered her head with the quilt to block Ji Moxuan's gaze focused on her.
Ji Moxuan walked over and pulled down the quilt. He remembered that there was still shaving water on his face, so he took out a tissue and wiped it all off. Then he came closer and said, "I know you are angry with me, and I will not deny what I did wrong."
Things. As you know, my temper has always been that those who follow me will prosper and those who go against me will perish. I am the only one who respects me in everything. I have been like this since I was a child and I can’t change it when I grow up. If you are angry, I am willing to apologize for what I did yesterday.
And make it up to you. So, don't be angry with me, okay? I really don't know what to do. I just want to prove that you belong to me, the only woman who belongs to me."
"Ji Moxuan, I used to really love you." Nimolan's tears flowed down her eyes and wet the pillow. She felt wronged and sad. She really wanted to talk to someone. "
Now my dream has come true, I have everything I want, and all of this was given to me by Li Fuyuan. Without him, I might be nothing. I wouldn’t even be able to save my life, let alone live like a
It's good now. My feelings for Fuyuan are based on the past between you and me. There are pains and tears, sufferings and injuries. I can't even repay what Li Fuyuan has done for me with my broken feelings.
During the days when he and I were wandering outside, we gradually emerged from the haze, and gradually worked hard again for my small family. I told myself that I could not be a loser and could not be defeated by the past. Then, gradually, I discovered that,
My dream turned out to be the qualification to stand by Li Fuyuan's side. He gave me warmth when I needed help the most, but the warmth he wanted to have was not what I, with only broken feelings, could give me.
, so, for him and for our little family, I really stood up again. As for leaving him, it was because I found that he worked hard for me, cared about his career, and wanted to take care of me. He even didn’t go home for three years because of me.
I could only be the person who made him miserable, so I left him and struggled alone, hoping that one day I could stand by his side forever and ever, with a perfect posture. He and I are not in love, but we are far more beautiful than each other.
Love lasts forever, Ji Moxuan. After I left you, I knew that I might not need love anymore in this life."
The room was quiet, and Nimolan's voice seemed extremely ethereal. Her body seemed a bit thin as she sunk into a quilt. Guanghua's back was trembling slightly. She must have been crying.
Ji Moxuan's hand hung in the air for a long time, but finally did not fall down. He got out of bed without looking at her. His voice was slightly nasal, and he said: "I know I hurt you deeply and misunderstood you. I
I want to apologize to you properly, but at least give me a chance. My feelings for you are not the same as last night. I am sincere to you. What I want you to see for yourself is the most real you.
You in my arms. There is already a bond between us. You also know that this cannot be erased, so you have to stay by my side."
The bathroom door closed. Nimo Lan stood up and looked towards the red wooden door. She didn't move her eyes for a long time. She didn't know what she was thinking. Why did she have a hope that he would face her again at that moment?
What about your own urge to confess your love?
Maybe, something in her heart has changed. You see, people can change their hearts easily.
After Ji Moxuan went downstairs, he found Lemon and told him to stay with Nimolan all day today and take her shopping while he had to deal with some things himself.
When Lemon knocked on the door, Nimolan was using a concealer pen to cover the hickey on his arm. Seeing Lemon coming, he hurriedly put away the concealer pen, rubbed his hands, and asked awkwardly: "Lemon, are you there?"
What's the matter?"
"Mr. Ji asked me to take you out for a walk. If you want to go out, you can always tell me." Lemon replied respectfully without looking away.
Nimolan smiled: "Okay, thank you, Lemon, I don't want to go out today."
"Is there anything unhappy about Miss Ni?" Lemon changed his identity as a housekeeper for the first time and asked as a very close friend.
Nimolan nodded, shook his head again, and finally sighed: "Lemon, I don't know how to explain to you what happened these days. I only know that a wrong step means a wrong step.
The situation is really uncomfortable. What should I do if I want to save the mistake in time? This question cannot be answered for me."
Lemon took Nimolan's hand, put it to his lips and kissed him: "My lady, you are so beautiful and wonderful. All the men in the world will devote their hearts to you. Why are you still unhappy? Walk out of this room."
Ancient building, let us accept the baptism of sunshine. May the Lord bless you with happiness and health! Amen!"
Nimo Lan's depressed mood was affected by Lemon's words and slowly became warmer.
An hour later, she appeared in the living room wearing a light blue skirt, a pair of flat sandals, and carrying the latest Hermès handbag.
The servants in the church were shocked by Nimolan's fresh and beautiful style. They all came forward with smiles to praise her. They looked at Nimolan's skirt with extremely envious eyes and praised it kindly.
Nimolan's mood suddenly became very good. She walked out of the church door, and the warm sunshine shone on her body, making her feel indescribably comfortable and relaxed. Only then did she realize that she had not gone out for more than a day.
That's right, accept the baptism of sunshine and stay happy and healthy. Only with a positive attitude can you face the huge problems and challenges in front of you!