I don’t know how long I sat like this, but it was very late anyway. Then I thought of the conversations just now, and inexplicably thought of Ye Meng. But it turned out that I had not forgotten her. When I was lonely and helpless, I was so After thinking about her for a long time, I suddenly took out my writing pen and wrote down all my thoughts:
Love is really a wonderful thing. Sometimes I can’t even believe that it is so wonderful. Maybe you can also feel that after we met at that moment, I really fell in love with you. Maybe, I didn’t at all. It should be met, because this is really a mistake.
At that moment, I picked up the diary I had left behind for three years and began to record every bit of our journey. However, who knows all this? What kind of happiness is it every time I am by your side? For a moment, I can really give up the whole world for you.
Maybe it’s due to my personality, I can only keep everything in my heart, bear it silently, and cry secretly. Who said boys can’t shed tears? Who says men are mostly ruthless. They only shed tears when they are emotional or sad. Who knows? Even if someone knows, you can't know. Most things are like this most of the time. You don't know the things you should know.
Today, I understand that everything is just a dream. When I wake up from the dream, I am still alone and have nothing. I used to think that it would be good to have you, no matter what the situation or the relationship. But now I realize I can't do it at all. In fact, I am supposed to be like this, a trick of fate, but God is fair to everyone, because no matter who he treats, he always ignores it. Because he ignores it, it is fair. I will I've left you and stopped contacting you, but how can I forget the good things I had in the past? If I get used to it, my diary will still record it over the past four years. If I get used to it, my heart will still ache with the past, but I believe it will eventually pass. Yes, you will always get used to it, and you will always become numb.
It's not too late to quit now.
"Deep love is bitter, a lifetime is bitter, infatuation is bitter only for ruthlessness." In the past, I didn't believe it and always thought it was a joke. In today's society, there is no such possibility. However, after meeting you, I felt so slow in my heart. The feelings that sprout slowly are so real and unforgettable. So I understand that all this still exists. Even if no one believes it, I will still believe it.
The sky is as bright as a flower, the world is as prosperous as ever, the lights in the world are brightly lit, and the world is peaceful. But, my beloved, please tell me, where should I go and where should I go?
In the past, I always thought that you were lonely, and always wanted to protect you and love you, but what about myself? Withdrawing from the prosperity, it turns out that we are all equally lonely. Because of loneliness, we long for, long for understanding, and long for the same voice. Because we know , so I understand, because I understand, so I understand, what kind of role am I in your heart all this time, and what kind of role do I play? It turns out that I am so ridiculous, maybe because I am cute.
Now I choose this, but I don’t know, without you, who can know the pain in my heart? Without you, what will happen to this world, no matter how beautiful it is? Without you... So this is what I think you!
In this way, let's pay tribute to the beauty of the past. Goodbye, the one I love.
After I finished writing, I closed the book, had another drink, slowly walked into my room, and fell asleep.
※※※※※※The next day is Double Ninth Festival.
I called my father. I hadn’t contacted him for a long time. I didn’t know what to say at the moment. After saying a few words, I hung up. I hung up the phone and silently thought to myself, I hope they all get better.
Well, when things here stabilize in two years, I will take them over.
At noon, Liang Qian asked her and me to go to the street, buy some things, and then send them home. This way, my parents would know that they were living a good life outside and not worry too much.
I have to say that girls think very carefully about everything, but I have never thought of this. Now that she said this, I agreed, and then we went to the street with her. We didn’t go very far, but we just walked along a nearby street.
Just buy it on the street. Because it's not far away, when the people from Baihutang said they would accompany us, I refused and the car didn't leave, so I just walked.
After buying the things, I sent them directly from the postal company. But I didn't expect that I would run into trouble when I came back.
When we walked to a deserted path, a lot of people came out of the surrounding area. I didn't even count them, but there were at least twenty of them. Everyone had something in their hands, including machetes and some Japanese tools.
As soon as the knife or something came out, Liang Qian and I were surrounded.
I stopped and said to Liang Qian: "I'll try to hold them back while you run as hard as you can."
Liang Qian looked at me, and then said worriedly: "No, I can't leave you here alone, you are still injured."
I looked at her, feeling very moved, and then said with a smile: "Don't worry, they won't be able to do anything to me in a while, and you can't help me if you stay. After you run out, call someone
Come here, this is not far from the White Tiger Hall. I will come to you as soon as possible after I get rid of them."
Liang Qian was still a little reluctant. I looked at him and said, "You don't want us both to die here."
Liang Qian nodded, and then said: "Okay, you must wait for me to come back." After saying that, she was ready to run away.
I didn't say anything else, I rushed up to a boy, and then said to Liang Qian: "Run." Then I said: "I think you are looking for me, so let this girl go. This matter has nothing to do with him.
It doesn’t have anything to do with it.” After saying that, he knocked the boy away.
Because of the injuries on his body, he couldn't use all his skills, and it was a bit troublesome to deal with these people. These people were all masters, and they were also top-notch in killing people. It was even more difficult to fight like this.
Liang Qian had already run away. I didn’t expect these people to really let him go. Then I was left alone. I felt more at ease in everything I did. I punched one by one. When I was dealing with two of them, I carried
Shang was also stabbed by someone. Just as he turned around, he was stabbed again. I was a little worried. Could these people be sent by that mysterious man? If I really died, would the master avenge me?
Woolen cloth?
Thinking of this, I remembered what the master said, you can lose face, but you can't lose your life. If you lose your face, you can get it back. If you lose your life, you can't get it back. Thinking of this, I suddenly thought: I
I couldn't die. I had to go back to honor my parents and meet my brothers. Then I kicked someone away, grabbed a knife, and ran quickly towards the Baihu Hall.
After running for a short time, I couldn't stand it anymore. I fell directly to the ground. I tried hard to get up, but I was still thinking silently in my heart that we were just ahead. Before I could get up, I was surrounded by those guys, kicking me.
I said at the same time: "Damn it, you run and keep running, aren't you running very fast?"
I'll do it, I won't run away and wait for you to beat me! Thinking like this in my heart, my body really hurts like hell.
At this time, I suddenly heard a man say: "Okay, we'll kill him all at once. The young master just asked us to break one of this kid's legs."
Hearing this, I was obviously relieved. At least my life would not be in danger for the time being. These people were not sent by that mysterious man. It seemed that he had not targeted me yet. But breaking a leg, what is that?
Concept, to me, what's the difference between that and killing me?
Who would do something to me? Who was the young master they were talking about? Could it be Tao Yuxuan? I wanted to get up desperately and run away, but I found that I couldn't use the strength at all. Do I really want to be interrupted by these people?
Legs?
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