The wind was still blowing, and there was a faint coldness in the air.
Watching Wu Qingqing leave, I could only slowly get up, then dragging my heavy body and mind, I walked blindly towards the school.
My beloved, do you know who is crying in the dead of night?
Do you know whose heart you broke when you left cruelly?
There is such a man who is willing to give up everything for you, but when you turn around ruthlessly, have you ever thought about how he feels in his heart?
Have you ever felt like that?
Once upon a time? He forgot everything for you.
Once upon a time? He gave up everything for you.
Once upon a time? Have you ever stood in his shoes and thought for him.
Perhaps this is how love should be, someone is always destined to be sad, so let me be the sad person.
When I returned to the classroom, I felt that my body was numb and everything I did had no meaning. It turned out that Wu Qingqing was an indispensable part of my heart. Maybe time can erase everything. Maybe it will be a
An unforgettable pain.
I don’t have too many thoughts. Now that things are already like this, I don’t want to save anything. I’m not the kind of person who clings to something, even if it’s hard to make a choice in my heart.
Sitting in the classroom, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. After the afternoon and evening, I stayed alone at my place of residence and did not go to class. I took it alone, turned on the computer, and looked at Liang Qian's message on the computer.
Without these messages, things wouldn't be what they are now, but I don't mean to blame Liang Qian. Loving someone is natural and there is nothing wrong with it. What's more, the person being loved is me?
As I looked at it, I recalled the memories of myself and Wu Qingqing. Those beautiful memories may still be clearly remembered after countless years. There are some things that even if we don’t want to remember, we can’t forget.
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I watched like this for a while, and then started typing on the computer. Every word was typed so powerfully, and every word was slowly retrieved from my memories:
"Do you still remember? That autumn season, that cool and refreshing night, when you walked past my eyes, everything was destined, fate or disaster? I don't know, and I don't want to know.
.That’s why I love you so much that I can’t help myself.
Destiny and destiny are extinguished, and flowers wither and bloom. Before I know it, it has been almost a year. Maybe this fate, this love will also die one day, but I don’t know what kind of pain I will experience? Forgetting, it’s not like that.
Easy! What is the reason for missing you again and again and waking up from dreams? I don’t know, and you won’t know either.
Without a photo of you, I will keep your face in my heart. Because of this, I feel very happy. In my heart, those three words will always be written, and that face will always be remembered. Time and time again.
I wake up with a start, I am afraid that you will be unhappy. When I see you whom I have longed for for a long time, all I can say is to turn around and stare deeply until you disappear.
I want your phone number, so I can call you from time to time, just to chat, that’s enough. But I’m afraid it will disturb you, so I can only wait on QQ, waiting for you to come online, because I think, as long as you come online,
I have time. I once said: I will not cry, but when you rejected me again and again, tears flowed over and over again. Every time I met, I wanted to hold you tightly and tell everything.
Everything, the past.
Do you know? I love you, I love you deeply, even though I was once arrogant, even though I was very domineering in the past, now I realize that without you, everything is just a bleak cloud and a dead air.
Do you know? I can abandon everything, but I can't let you go.
Do you know? Without you, life would be so lackluster and miserable.
did you know?
you do not know!
How would you know?
Without you, who would be able to see the glory?
Without you, who would the world fight for?
Without you, where is the future?
...
I used to think that way; in fact, I don't love you that much, but yesterday, when you really turned around and left, I realized that it turns out that I can no longer let go of you in my heart."
When I wrote this, I suddenly felt like crying, and then I took out the beer I had saved, drank one glass after another, drank hard, and then continued to write:
"Now, I am drinking alone. I drank a lot. I always thought that I could forget you in this way. But later, when I was drunk, I realized what kind of missing and what kind of pain it was! It turns out that you are in my heart.
, has been planted so deeply that it’s hard to let go! At that moment, I just wanted you to be by my side. I don’t know if it was because of loneliness, emptiness, or love? But I really miss you.
Why is this spring so bleak and cool? My beloved, can you still appear? In front of me or around me. The pain may fade away until it disappears, but this love, this love
How to give up love?
Can’t let it go!
Still can’t let go!
You can only slowly get used to it and adapt. Even though you know it is no longer possible, you still love and love..."
After finishing writing, I fell on the bed and cried silently.
It may be difficult for men to cry, and they may not cry when faced with a life-or-death situation, but when they are really emotional, will they still cry?
Once upon a time? You also cried hysterically for a woman.
Once upon a time? There was a lonely shadow in your heart that could not be erased.
Maybe, this is a man's love, maybe, in fact, we still didn't understand anything at that time.
I don’t know why I write like this. Maybe it’s because I want to express my unhappiness, maybe I want to express my feelings, or maybe it’s because I want Wu Qingqing to see it.
I don’t know, I suddenly feel so tired, as if I will never wake up if I sleep like this, or if I sleep and wake up, everything is just a dream, and the one who always accompanies me crazy, accompanies me
The woman I made trouble with is still by my side, scolding me and confronting me.
People who sleep will eventually wake up. Just like no matter how good the dream is, it is just a dream after all and can never become reality. When I wake up the next day, there is no strength in my body, not my body.
The thing above is spiritual. Maybe my feelings for Wu Qingqing are too deep.
I didn't go to class, I turned on the computer and kept playing, chatting, reading love stories, listening to sad songs, and reading romance novels. From that day on, I fell in love with online writing.
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