After I went back, I really thought about whether I really like her, what kind of love do I hope for, and to what extent can I love her?
After thinking about it like this, I wrote something more:
If life could be like a tree or a flower...
That friend who fell to the ground after the autumn rain, those are not the petals, but the withered heart and the lost youth. The colorful clouds on the horizon. It took several reincarnations of practice to meet you and get to know each other. But why are you slowly drifting away?
Go away, when will I be able to break away from this shackles of the earth and stay with you? I also know that leaving is death, but without love, what is the difference between death and death? I long to follow you closely, then abandon the body and leave only the soul.
4. In the end, you still choose to leave and never look back. The lost love is like youth. Maybe, what I need is such a love, but this may not be with Lin Xueqi at all. I don’t know, but I am sure that I really like it.
It’s not that I’m obsessed with Lin Xueqi. I like so many women. In other words, I still have Wu Qingqing in my heart. How can I forget those beautiful memories? It’s just that I’m really too lonely.
, maybe because of this, I feel so helpless on the road to love.
I found Lin Xueqi and explained that I really like her. She only said that we are only suitable for being friends, without love. She has seen too many tragedies of love. Not much love in school days can become real, only friends.
Only friends can help and support each other without fear, and only friends can truly understand each other. This is what she said to me, and it was also the reason why she refused to accept me.
I don’t know if what she said really makes sense, but that night, I cried, and I promised her to be friends, best friends! When I returned to my place, I covered myself with the quilt, and I really cried.
I didn’t know why I was like this. I kept crying like this for an unknown amount of time. I got up and felt so fragile. In terms of love, I turned out to be so vulnerable. Maybe Lin Xueqi was right.
, love in student days is really just a joke with no ending.
The next day, Lin Xueqi woke me up as usual. It was as if nothing had happened, but I had a dream last night, a very beautiful dream. It was a dream for Lin Xueqi and me. Maybe, beautiful things always come.
It only exists in dreams.
When I got to school, I found that I couldn't listen to the lectures at all. I couldn't listen to anything. I was thinking about something randomly, thinking about life, the past, the present, and the future. I suddenly felt that my life was such a tragedy, and I had no hope at all.
No, it is impossible to study, but for the sake of my family, I have to stay at school, so I like novels even more, and I put everything into novels. I read and write when I see the things in the books.
When the protagonist is similar to myself, I feel great sympathy and write down all my thoughts, things and dreams that I cannot get in real life in the novel.
The beauty of love may only appear in novels, the helplessness of life can only be explained in novels, and the pain of life can only be released in novels...
The teacher was still in class, so I picked up the pen, and suddenly the dream from last night came to mind, and I started writing:
I thought that if I made everything clear and stopped contacting me, I would live a better life. But now I realize that everything was just my thoughts. When everything really happened, I no longer had anything.
The meaning of. From the moment you fall in love, you are destined to be unable to let go. When we meet again, even if we pretend to be strangers, even if we ignore each other, this feeling, this love, can never be let go or forgotten.
A thousand promises and a thousand nostalgias are hard to break.
With eyes closed, the smoke of people has not dissipated, and the mist of stabbing swords has also gathered.
I always thought that I would leave a little place in your heart, but it turned out that I was delusional and tried every means to make me exist in your world, but it turned out that I can no longer live without you. Maybe I am like this,
They didn't belong here at all. At the moment they met, I was so stupid that I thought I had light from now on, that I was no longer lonely.
I admit that I am not as strong or as free and easy as I said. The scene where I wake up in the middle of the night and wet my pillow with tears will also happen. Maybe it is really destined. It was destined from the beginning. You want to find a friendship that goes beyond love.
Walking in, I walked in because I wanted a true love. I know it’s too difficult for you to ask for, and I can’t give it to you. What about what I want? You can’t give it either, and you don’t want to give it. It turns out that it’s really good.
Disaster.
Do beautiful things really only exist in dreams? I used to think so, but after seeing you, I believe that beauty exists in reality, because no matter when, there is always someone who cares about me, and there is always someone who cares about me.
A person who cares is a kind of happiness that forgets everything. Now, it turns out that beautiful things are really worth existing in dreams. But, can they really only be left in dreams?
I used to be so lonely, so proud, and so passionate, but with your appearance, everything changed. My dear, do you know? As long as I can make you smile, I can defeat thousands of troops.
, is this the original meaning of overwhelming the country? Only your water-like tenderness can make my pride flourish. The days without you are so lackluster and meaningless, and life is nothing but the color of death. But it turns out that
, you are the light in my life.
Ten years of life and death are so vast that I cannot forget them without thinking about them.
Deep love is painful, and a lifetime is painful; infatuation is only painful because of ruthlessness.
Last night, in my dream, when I was reincarnated, your retention and pursuit, no matter how cruel you were, would still stay. At that last moment, it was you who loved me too, and I loved you too, who embraced each other, who was happy, who was in your words.
The caring voice and the tenderness in the embrace. Although I cannot hold up the sky for you, I will open up a piece of land for you. Love sublimates in the gentle embrace.
Who dares to break into the battlefield of the world of mortals, who will be the craziest when it comes to success and fame?
Tears in the sky, no trace on the sword, farewell to late autumn, memories are like yesterday, sighing at the snow is like tearing bamboo, and dreams are murmuring in the hair.
The wind blows the beautiful face, the fate is not ended, the awakening is disillusioned, the loneliness is lingering, the shadow moves with the reincarnation, the world is impermanent and crazy, the tears are broken. The vicissitudes of the sea, the fate of the previous life cannot be continued, the withered snow, the intoxicating eternal love in the world.
Yes, how beautiful it all is. No matter how many millions of years pass by, the only thing that remains unchanged is the smile, under that sea of fire, in that moonlight, between life and death. Perhaps the sublimation of love is in this moment.
.In the frozen time, I only have you in my eyes, and I have no regrets in this brief embrace. But why does all this only appear in dreams?
Maybe nothing has changed, even if people have changed, then there is no need to be sad, no need to be heartbroken, just like this, there is no need to stay, whether it is to the end of the world, or to call back, stay away from the turmoil, and find the mood of leisurely watching Luo Rui, alone
In the lush green forest, ancient temple and deep mountains, I yearn for the days of two people, living a simple life, clothed in linen and sackcloth, looking at the flowers in the mirror, the moon in the water, and the passing years. Then slowly die, until
reincarnation.
Look at the grass in the mountains growing longer and longer, and the leaves on the treetops falling again and again. The love planted in the heart, whether you love it or not. In fact, what does it matter? Once you have loved it, it is enough, why bother?
What about pursuing undefeated flowers?
Is everything really that difficult? Is it possible that Baguio, holding the sad flower in his hand, was chanting without regrets: "Nine ghosts and ghosts, gods and demons in the sky, sacrifice my blood and body. I will bravely fall into Yama after three lives and seven lives."
, Just for love, even if you die, you will not regret it." Is it really impossible to exist? Could it be that Xue Qi's long voice: "You save me and protect me, at the risk of your own life, and I will treat you like a normal person. You are in pain in your heart,
God knows that I know that I cannot share your pain, so I bear it with you. I always hope that one day you can be happily together with the one you love..." Isn't there that sentence: "
I don’t want to”?
A dream is still a dream, it can never become a reality. Last night’s dream is hard to keep. I don’t know if there will be a dream tonight. If I can, I swear to God that I will take away two-thirds of my life and exchange it for one-third.
The beauty!
After I finished writing, I slapped my head on the table and fell asleep.
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