I didn't answer Mo Xiaoyu's question, and Mo Xiaoyu didn't ask me any questions. Just like that, the matter passed. That night, we chatted for a while and then drove around for a while. Mo Xiaoyu said she liked it. At night in the city, I feel a bit lonely.
We drove up to a mountain in City L and looked at City L below, with lights flashing and cars coming and going. It seemed like we felt a little lonely. I don’t know if Mo Xiaoyu has been here before, but But here you can see the loneliness of City L.
A seemingly lively city is actually lonely. The more lively it is, the lonelier it appears. This is the case in City L. There are no stars or moon, but it is brightly illuminated by lights. There are no birds or insects, but it is disturbed by the sound of car horns. It's noisy, there are no flowers or grass, but the car exhaust makes people dizzy. What can be more lonely than the loneliness in the bustle?
Time slowly passed, and the lights in the city began to flicker. The lights on each building gradually decreased. People who may be tired have fallen asleep, but the street lights on the streets are full of energy. It seems that To light up this dark night. It seems that is their dream and goal.
"Whenever I am in a bad mood, I will run here and vent loudly to the city, which seems to tell me that I am actually just as lonely as it." Mo Xiaoyu suddenly said lightly.[
I slowly turned around and said, "Wouldn't it be better if it rained?"
"Why, are you worried now?" Mo Xiaoyu looked at me.
"No, I just saw you looking so sad, so I sighed for you." I said with a smile. In fact, I do have worries in my heart, but I just don't want to say it, because if I say it, Mo Xiaoyu doesn't know what he will say. .
"Is it because of the matter between Chen Yufei and me that you feel troubled?" Mo Xiaoyu guessed that I was indeed a little helpless because of the matter between the two of them.
"No, how is that possible? Do you think I'm worried?" I said with a smile.
"It really doesn't look like it, then do you think it will rain tonight?" Mo Xiaoyu looked at the sky and asked.
I raised my head and looked at the vast sky. It was dark, like a huge black hole, deep, and with a kind of attraction and temptation. It was not really black. Sometimes, the black itself is not Scary, but a kind of blue turned into black.
"Maybe it will happen." I uttered a few words silently.
"I think so too." Mo Xiaoyu also said lightly.
"Aren't you going to hide for a while?" I asked.
"I want to get wet." Mo Xiaoyu looked at the darkness in the distance and whispered, as if she was confiding her heart, expressing her thoughts, and asking for permission.
Sure enough, it really rained. In City L below, there were still cars and people coming and going at first. Soon, the people disappeared and the cars gradually decreased. Only those street lights were on the street, slowly. The lights were shimmering. At this time, it seemed that it was no longer the city itself that was lonely, but these street lights, which made people feel a little pitiful. The rain was falling harder and harder, and Mo Xiaoyu and I did not hide. Just stand in the rain, feel the coldness of the rain, let it wash over our bodies, and let all the bad things be washed away.
The most lively thing seems to be the rain. It seems to have no lonely soul and will not be lonely. It represents joy and happiness. It falls freely, freely, joyfully, happily, and joyfully. It seems that it is they who come to wash everything away. The mission of this time, after completing this mission, they will slowly disappear and merge into the earth. The earth is their only final destination.
"Would you like to hide in the car?" I looked at Mo Xiaoyu who was soaked in the rain and said with some worry.
Mo Xiaoyu didn't answer me, didn't say she agreed or disagreed. She suddenly walked towards me, then hugged me tightly and leaned into my arms. Her tears mixed with the rain, and her face turned pale. , dripping into the earth.
I didn't know why Mo Xiaoyu was crying, and I didn't know how to comfort her. I could only hold her as tightly as possible, then lower my head and kiss her lips that had become a little pale.
Everything seemed so natural, I just wanted to give her all the tenderness I had, without any reservations.
When the rain stopped, we went down the mountain, found a hotel at the foot of the mountain, and enjoyed the long night. Being with Mo Xiaoyu was enough to make me forget the whole world. In my life, it seems that this is how it should be, with For such a woman, there is no so-called dispute.[
I have to admit that I like Mo Xiaoyu enough to forget everything, but we can't be together because of my identity and the fate between us. Many things cannot be solved by my own efforts. It can be changed, because the cause is destined to have the same effect.
When the sun begins to rise in the east and a new day comes, we have to go back to school and start another day of the same life. Perhaps, one day in a certain year and month, we will still think of each other and will remember each other. I remember this night, but it was no longer possible for me to come.
I looked at Mo Xiaoyu lying next to me, still sleeping soundly. It seemed that she didn't know that there were classes today, or that the things she had to do today didn't matter to her at all. I thought silently, Isn't it great to be like her? Many things are always so-called and so-called.
I like to watch her sleeping. It seems that at this time, she doesn't have too many worries. At this time, she doesn't have too much loneliness. She just sleeps so quietly, smiling so lightly and with sweetness. Sweet dreams, enjoying a touch of joy. As for me, why not?
I slowly lowered my head, kissed her gently on her fair forehead, and then stood up carefully. I didn't want to disturb her or wake up. It seemed that if that happened, I would be a sinner. Let her be like this. It's enough to sleep quietly, then stay by her side and protect her.
Mo Xiaoyu slowly opened her eyes, looked at me, smiled lightly, and said, "Are you awake?"
I nodded and said, "Sorry, I still woke you up."
"Ah? Aren't there still classes?" Mo Xiaoyu stood up and found that she had no clothes at all. She blushed, picked up her clothes and put them on. Looking at her like this, she seemed a little unhappy because I put her When she woke up, she returned to the Mo Xiaoyu, the lonely and lonely Mo Xiaoyu, the Mo Xiaoyu who needed to hide.
Mo Xiaoyu, Xingmeng, and myself, aren't we the same? Maybe, I don't like myself equally, but I have to pretend to like it.