As the sun sets, a ray of golden-red light shines down from the clouds in the sky. It moves slowly on the ground with the flow of clouds. It looks so beautiful and cute, just like a child, with a bit of innocence and innocence. evil.
I didn't have time to pay attention to this. Mo Xiaoyu fell into my arms and said with a cry: "Xuan, hold me, please, hold me like this, hold me tightly for the last time."
I really wanted to talk, but I didn’t after all. I just hugged her tightly and waited for her to continue: "Xuan, I’m sorry, please forgive me for making such a choice. I really have no choice. You know, leaving you, I More sad than you."
I listened quietly, hugged her tighter and tighter, buried my head deeply in her hair, and listened to her same words. Every word fell into my heart like a stone. On a calm lake: "I know you really like me, and I'm very satisfied. Thank you for letting me understand what love is, and thank you for letting me have you."
"You know, we can't be together. It was destined to be like this from the beginning. Thank you for giving me those beautiful memories. Thank you for letting me know how to love someone. Because of you, I know that my life is not the same." It's not that bad. I just hope that in the future, you will still remember that you loved me. In that case, I will be satisfied." Mo Xiaoyu said in a low voice. My tears could no longer be controlled and flowed out slowly. It followed her hair and slid to the ground.[
Finally, she finished speaking and stopped crying. I lowered my head and kissed her. She did not refuse. They kissed each other crazily, as if they wanted to take away all the tenderness of the other. After that, we quickly divided into classes. , also in the winter of that year, Mo Xiaoyu left and went to a place I didn't know. That love was also quietly lurking in my heart, with a ripple from time to time.
When I returned to Dynasty that day, I didn’t think about anything. I just felt depressed and unhappy, so I stayed in my room alone and smoked vigorously. At night, Chen Yufei asked me to eat, but I refused, saying that I didn’t want to eat. Let’s talk about it while eating. I’m very upset right now. I don’t want anyone to disturb me.
After I finished speaking, there was no movement or sound outside. I could still hear voices just now. Now, there was no sound at all. It was so quiet that I felt a little scared.
When I was about to finish smoking a pack of cigarettes, I didn't know what time it was, but it must have been very late. I put the cigarette butts in the ashtray and turned on the computer, but I didn't know what to do or whether I could sleep. So I picked up the pen and wrote something indiscriminately. As I wrote and wrote, I felt confused. I opened the door of the room, went outside to get two bottles of wine and a quilt, and came back to drink and smoke.
I looked at the time and saw that it was already three o'clock. I picked up my phone and sent a message to Chu Nitian, saying that I would not have class tomorrow and asked him to ask for leave for me. I was afraid that I would not be able to get up tomorrow, so I sent the message first. , by the way, I told him not to ask anyone to disturb me.
After sending the message, I turned off my phone and continued drinking until I was in a daze. Then I picked up a pen and wrote down some things in my brain----
Remember the day we met
It's your charming smile
With a bit of resentment
flowing in my heart
Gradually, I started to feel cute and longing for you.
Maybe time has changed
Maybe love can't be so leisurely
Poor us
Hope to see you again in the next life
Then I'll give you back your innocent face
And a genuine smile
We are now
Farther[
Know the ends of the earth
Who can forget
The sweetness of hugging each other
Remember the day we met
It's a sleepless night
With a bit of lingering
There's still some resentment
your firm belief
Those unchanging vows
Now it still flows in my heart
But you have gone far
everything has changed
The only thing that doesn't change is time
After I finished writing, I fell on the bed and felt a headache. I felt like I wanted to vomit, but I couldn't. I struggled with that feeling and pain, and I didn't know when I fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, I felt very tired, as if I had done something very tiring. I felt very hungry. I went out, washed up briefly, found something, ate some, and found that There are not many people in the Dynasty anymore, some are just waiters and the like. Chen Yufei has disappeared, Ben Niu doesn’t know where he went, and Chu Niutian may still be in school. These people are not in the Dynasty, and I don’t have many people. I thought, after eating, I would go out of the palace to see what I could do.
After I left the Dynasty, I realized that I had nothing to do. I wandered around for a while and finally came back empty-handed. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I seemed very depressed in those days. It seems that life has no meaning. I don’t know what I should do every day. I am like a non-existent ghost, floating around without knowing where I am going.
I was thinking about Mo Xiaoyu, but I didn’t want to go to school. I was afraid of seeing her, and I didn’t know what would happen if I saw her, so I tried my best to avoid going to class. Until a week later, Mo Xiaoyu left and left G University. , I don’t know where she went, but at that time I regretted it, maybe, I should have kept her.
In the days after Mo Xiaoyu left, my feeling became more serious. I missed her like crazy every day. As time went by, I gradually got used to it and forgot about it. I finally understood the meaning of that sentence. It turned out that , nothing matters in the wash of time, no matter how hard it is to let go of, no matter how extraordinary it is.
In order to forget Mo Xiaoyu, I work crazily and study every day, always hoping that I can forget her. The power of the dynasty is getting bigger and bigger. In school, we must also establish our own power, a power that can speak for itself in G University. , This is Chu Nitian’s idea to win over all the students from G University. I don’t know if it is possible, but I still think it should be done because it is indeed a good idea.
To make these people your own, it’s not about how powerful you are or how others are afraid of you, but about making others obey you and follow you willingly. This seems a bit impossible, but I think that as long as you follow Chu Nitian’s ideas , it should work.
Help everyone who needs help. As long as they receive your help, they will definitely be grateful and want to repay you. You don’t need to say anything. As long as you are in trouble, these people will remember your kindness. This is Chu Ni Now, I silently read what God said in my heart. Indeed, people all have emotions after all, and they all have a grateful heart. As long as you have helped him, he will not forget it. Of course, Except for some people, this kind of people should not be called people.