This was the first time I took a train in my life. I was always worried about what would happen at first. But after taking the train, I realized that it was no different from riding on the flat ground. When I woke up, I looked at the time and it was already 8:27 pm.
I took out some things from my bag. Stupid Niu asked me to bring them. He said that the things on the train are very expensive. It is best to buy them at the station, eat some, and just sit in a daze. After a while
Yes, the two boys sitting next to me suddenly said to me: "Brother, this is boring, how about the three of us playing Landlord?"
I looked at him, thought about it, and agreed. The three of us fought like this. I don’t know how long the fight lasted. I didn’t look at the time when I fell asleep. I only knew that it was already noon when I woke up.
After washing my hands in the bathroom, I remembered that yesterday was my 18th birthday. Although I have never celebrated a birthday, it still feels a bit strange. I am 18 years old, sleeping and playing cards alone in the car.
I returned to my seat, ate something, and looked at the scenery passing by outside the window. I felt a strange feeling in my heart. Maybe this is the feeling of leaving home. Although I left home before, it was only to study in the county town, but
What I am leaving now is to go to a place far away. In school, there are still many brothers and girls with whom I have no clear relationship. But now, outside, there is no one. I am not familiar with the place, so what should I do?
Where to go?
With this thought in mind, I thought: Did I do something wrong? Maybe I shouldn't have left in the first place. After thinking about it, I realized that I had already boarded the train anyway, so I couldn't go back. I might as well go outside and take a look, maybe I would.
You never know what opportunities you may encounter.
With this beautiful idea, I set out for Province Z. It doesn't matter if I am unfamiliar with the place. As long as I have a dream and a will, I believe I can do it. No matter where I go, I always believe I can survive.
After two days, we finally arrived at our destination, and the two people next to me didn’t know when they got off the train. They carried their luggage alone and got off the train. I originally wanted to make a phone call back, but now it’s already
It was past 1 o'clock in the evening, and I think they were all communicating with Zhou Gong. They found a hotel and checked in. Since it was night, they inevitably got ripped off by the store. Perhaps, this is the so-called desolation of the world.
The next day, this can be regarded as my first day in province Z. It’s time to find a place to do something, otherwise the little money in my hand will be gone in a few days. I got up very early and got here.
Only then did I realize what a real big city is. The prosperity of industrial areas is unmatched by ordinary cities. Since there was no place to live, I stayed in that hotel and went out to search for a day, but couldn't find anything to do.
I called Benniu and the others for a while, registered a phone card with the mobile company, and gave them all the numbers.
Day by day, I finally found a job. It was a job rather than a living wage, but it was better than nothing. At least I had a place to live. It was a factory that made clothes. At the beginning,
I'm just an apprentice, I don't make any money at all, and I work on a piece-rate basis. At the end of the day, sometimes I have some money, which I can use when I get off work, and sometimes I don't get any money. It turns out, everything is like that.
Reality.
As long as you do it, you will have money. If you don't do it, you will have no money. It's not like when you were in school, just hanging out every day and not caring about anything. In a big city, the expenses are naturally much higher.
Without money, how could I possibly survive at that age?
After working for a few days, I learned a bit and became much more comfortable in doing it. However, there was always a lot of rework. On the fourth day, a woman came to the factory. She looked impatient and looked like a young lady.
It was very big. I thought at the time, maybe these are the people in big cities. Later I found out that this was just an act. We are all working people, so there is no need to act like a lady. Since you think you are great
, you don’t have to work here. I saw her very unhappy at that time, but later I found out that she was the niece of the boss’s wife.
She may have learned it before, so she always does it much faster, and she will come over to give me advice from time to time, and she is pretty good to me. I have to thank my parents for giving me such a temperament, although it is not very good-looking.
But he has a kind of temperament that others don't have. This kind of temperament is naturally very useful for girls, but for boys, it is just jealous.
If she is nice to me, she will naturally arouse dissatisfaction from others. There are not just one or two people in the factory. Although it is not a big factory, there are hundreds of people. That day, when I was going back to work, she came over to help me, as if she usually
I don’t have to do anything, I can just go shopping in a day and I can make money. There’s no other way, why don’t I have a sister or relative who is a factory manager or a boss lady?
I looked at her and said, "I don't need your help, I can do it myself." I really don't want anyone to help me, I just do it myself. After reading so many years of books, I still know the truth of having enough food and clothing.
But she smiled and said: "It's okay, I have nothing to do anyway, so I'll just give you a good one."
I really don’t want her to help me. It would be fine if it was a boy or someone else, but this is a relative of the factory director. If she helps me, I feel a little uncomfortable. Besides, a girl helps you all day long, and I feel completely
It's not like a boy, who feels so useless.
So I yelled at her: "Okay, I can do it myself, I don't need anyone's help."
She looked at me with an aggrieved look and said, "Okay, I'm leaving." Her voice was a little loud, and she seemed really angry. In the past half month, although she had the temper of a young lady, she didn't express it to anyone.
Yes, but it's totally different today. I don't know why she lost such a temper.
In the evening, the landlady said that I had a holiday this afternoon, so I didn’t have to do anything. I didn’t have a lot of money, but it could just solve my Internet addiction. I found an Internet cafe, but I didn’t know that I needed to produce an ID card to use the Internet, which happened to be my ID card.
I have passed the certificate and am over 18 years old. I went online and wanted to play games, but I kept chatting with the people I knew in middle school, those brothers. Suddenly I felt homesick. After chatting all night, I found out that the person I was talking to was
There was nothing serious about the guy I hit. He just got a few stitches in the hospital. He seemed to be 37 years old. After a lot of rescue work, he finally didn’t bleed to death. He was able to save his life.
When I came back, I walked to the door where I lived, and a few boys blocked me. I knew these people, they were from our factory, but I didn't know why they blocked me.
I looked at a boy and asked, "What do you mean?"
The boy said: "It's not interesting."
"Then you are blocking my way. If I have offended you in any way, I hope you will forgive me. I will say sorry first." I said softly. After all, I just arrived here and I don't understand anything.
I pushed myself into the fire pit. If I saw such a person over there, I might have taken action.
I said this, but these guys didn't mean to let me go. One of them said: "Why are you scolding Xiaoqiao today? Do you think you are awesome? You know that no one in the factory dares to treat her like this.
She would never treat anyone like this. I really don’t know what’s good about you, but she would treat you like this.”
Fuck, it turns out it was because I scolded that girl today. I really don’t understand why these boys always like to fight over a girl? Why do boys have to be so humble, isn’t it just a girl? You can’t talk to her like that, why can’t I do the same?
Okay? This is my freedom in life. What do I care about you? I think so in my heart, but I can’t say it out loud. I can’t really have a conflict with them, right?
I have already made up my mind to see what happens to them. If it doesn't work, I can only act according to the situation. But I didn't expect that a newcomer would encounter such a thing.
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