Chapter 093: It's better to forget each other than to stay together
That day, after I settled the matter at Baihutang, it was already evening. I called someone and paid my phone bill. This card has not been used for nearly a year, but I still want to use it.
It is open. Walking alone on the street, colorful neon lights illuminate the beauty and prosperity of the city.
Throughout the ages, there have been many beauties, beautiful scenery, and poetry in Jiangnan... In short, everything about Jiangnan cannot be described in just a few words. Tonight's Z City shows its unique and special symbols. Every day
A city has its own special symbol, just like every woman has a different body fragrance.
The mobile phone that had not been ringing for nearly a year finally started to ring. I took it out and saw a message that the mobile company had turned it on. In addition, there were almost hundreds of messages, and the name of each message basically belonged to the same person.
A woman, she is, surprisingly, Chen Yufei. For nearly a year, she has sent me at least one message every day. Looking at these messages, I suddenly remembered a lot of things.
I think of those days when I was in school, and the bits and pieces that we have gone through. I wonder how Brother Hong and the others are doing now. I wonder if Huang Lin will live a comfortable life without me. I wonder if we can establish a company together.
What's going on with that little power bar now? I wonder if Benniu has fulfilled his dream?
How far have Menghu and Xia Yu developed? Are Brother Hai and Sister Mei doing well? And Brother Ming, is he still in Qingmen now? Thinking of Brother Ming, I think of those helpless things. This time
, I really want to go back and see them, but I don’t know when I will have such an opportunity? This time, I really want to invite them to have a drink, and everyone is very drunk.
Also, how are Ye Meng, Shao Feiyun, and Hu Ye doing? Come to think of it, they should all be graduating soon. What about Chen Yufei, what is she doing now, is she thinking about me too? Come to think of it, I really
I was a little sorry for her. No matter what, there is nothing wrong with loving someone. You can dislike others, but it is impossible not to let others like you. Thinking this way, I sent her a message back and said sorry first.
, and then talked about what happened just today when the phone was turned on.
Thinking of the women I had walked with, I suddenly thought of Liang Qian, the first woman in my life, with whom I had no feelings at all. Because of this, I always felt bad. For Ye Meng,
I no longer have the same feeling as before, and I don’t seem to think about her that way anymore. In the past, she always occupied a very important position in my heart and was an indispensable part of my life, but now, it seems that she doesn’t
That feeling.
I don’t know what happened. Maybe time can really change everything. In the long river of time, I have slowly forgotten her, leaving only some fragmented memories that cannot be pieced together. Maybe,
It’s not just me, most people are like this. Some things we think we can’t forget have been forgotten in an inconspicuous corner without even realizing it.
So, what about Chen Yufei? What's going on with her? Why hasn't she forgotten it? Or, in fact, she has forgotten me, but she just formed a habit and sent me this message? I don't know.
I found that I didn't understand this woman at all.
I like cars, but I don’t know what’s going on tonight. I just want to walk like this. I hope this road has no end. Just walk like this. It seems that only in this way can the uneasy restlessness in my heart be relieved.
Be peaceful.
I was walking like this, and I felt that this street was so similar to a certain street in my memory. It belonged to Ye Meng and I, so I suddenly logged into QQ, opened the space, and directly wrote what I had written before.
I sorted things out and then wrote:
"It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes" If we say we are destined, so far, why? Staying alone on the empty pillow, unable to sleep all night! Why? Raising the wine glass alone, sighing sadly! If we say there is no fate, why? In the lonely world of mortals, in the vast sea of people,
Hundreds of thousands of Bodhisattva sentient beings will meet and get to know you!
I still remember that day, it was raining, bleak and desolate! In the rain, I met you by chance! Autumn eyes, flower-like face! I was stunned for a moment. From that moment on, do you know? In the dream
It's you, I'm in my heart! Slowly, we got to know each other for some reasons. Finally we got to know each other! Who knew? What was my state of mind at that time? Although it was already deep winter, it was like bathing in spring! At that time, I only had
A wish to build a kingdom for you one by one, just for you!
I fell in love with you, deeply in love, and I couldn't help myself! Maybe, I shouldn't have loved you. In that case, there would be no regrets like "the flowers fell with intention, and the water flowed without intention". In that case, there would be no regrets.
The sorrow of "It is better not to meet, and to be affectionate is to be ruthless". I think: If I had not fallen in love with you, today, we can still talk and laugh happily. But once love arises, it goes deeper. Everything is over.
Once brewed, it is irreversible.
※※※Do you know? In the dead of night, who is crying secretly because they miss you! Do you know? Who thinks of you while eating! Do you know? Who has changed himself for you! Do you know? When you say no cruelly,
How heartbreaking it is! Maybe this love comes too fast and too suddenly, but I really don’t want to miss you like this. I don’t want to miss you in this time! I’m following your traces, in the vast sea of people, in the silence.
In the lonely world, in the bleak rain, under the dim lights, on the busy streets, at the crossroads where cars and horses are like dragons, just to see your smile when you look back, just to see your flowery face.
Today, I came to that familiar yet unfamiliar street again, (familiar because I have walked it often, but unfamiliar because you are not there.) Under the dim light, I wandered around in confusion, looking for your footprints.
It started to rain. It was exactly the same as that day. It was so heavy, so unrestrained, elegant and hysterical. I was walking in the rain, alone. Suddenly I shed tears in confusion and slipped to the ground. I was washed away by the rain without any trace.
!
Tears have no trace, you have no trace, that flower-like face, the smile looking back. Slowly faded and blurred, with the desolate rain. The rain stopped, I smiled, that was a real smile, relieved
With a smile, he gently took out the lighter, lit a cigarette, smoked hard, flicked the cigarette butt into the night sky after the rain, and let it disappear quietly. He silently recited this sentence in his heart:
"It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to be in love with each other."
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