Do you think about it every day and dream about it at night?
Did it turn out that I had never forgotten that person?
Did it turn out that I missed you like this?
Such sadness, such heartbreaking feeling...
Unknowingly, tears were pouring down like rain. Wei Mingxi had just learned from the doctor that she might be suffering from mild postpartum depression. Seeing her silently just crying, Wei Mingxi's pitiful look made her sad.
He was heartbroken, thinking that she was sad because she remembered the death of Gu Mei, so he raised his hand to gently wipe her tears, hugged her and whispered softly: "Good boy, don't be sad. If you don't like the hospital, we can't stay there."
That’s it, I’ve already asked someone to go through the discharge procedures for you, and we’ll go back to the dormitory right now.”
But Gu Chenghuan seemed not to hear it. She only felt that the embrace in front of her was so warm that she let down her guard and couldn't help crying.
She was very sad. She always felt that she had to do something. If she didn't do it, she would regret it for the rest of her life. But she couldn't figure out what she should do.
Like a blind person, he knows what he must grasp, but his eyes are completely dark, he can't see anything, and he can't touch it even if he reaches out his hand. His heart feels empty and despairing.
Wei Mingxi just thought that she missed Gu Mei and couldn't control her emotions. Although she was a little surprised, she was more sighing and distressed. She thought that if she cried, she might be able to relieve some of her depression, so she stopped trying to persuade her.
I just held her and let her cry. When she was tired from crying and fell asleep, the orderlies had already packed up, so they simply carried her back to the dormitory.
She thought she would slowly get better if she no longer smelled the smell of the hospital, but unexpectedly she started having nightmares more frequently, often crying for no reason. When asked what she was dreaming about, she didn't say a word.
Wei Mingxi could only watch her become more haggard and weaker day by day, worrying about getting angry, but there was nothing she could do.
That day, Yu Rongrui came to see her again. Wei Mingxi frowned and said to him: "Old Yu, the medicine you prescribed for her last time has been taken for two days, but I can see that it has no effect at all."
It doesn’t seem to be the same, but it seems to be getting more serious. Do you think I should change the prescription or add aggravating medicine?”
Yu Rongrui was covered in cold sweat, so he dared to answer him and only said: "I'll go in first and see what people say before I say anything."
In the past few days, because Gu Chenghuan was getting worse and worse, he was under increasing pressure. He had a feeling that if Gu Chenghuan continued like this, Wei Mingxi would have to stamp on him.
Wei Mingxi also knew that he was too impatient, but seeing Gu Chenghuan like this, he couldn't help but not be impatient!
In his memory, the woman who never lost hope no matter what she encountered, who was as tough as the weeds growing vigorously in the field, seemed to have had all her life force sucked away all at once, and her whole body was languid. He asked her what she was.
She refused to tell her what happened. She would have nightmares when she fell asleep. When she woke up, she would stare blankly into the void and not know what to think. She would shed tears for no reason, and her whole body would be filled with sadness.
Wei Mingxi thought at first that she was thinking of Gu Mei and that was why she was sad, but after crying that day, she didn't seem to get better. This was not like her temperament at all. Although she was a little stubborn, she wasn't.
He can't afford to let go, and when he encounters something bad, he will always feel sad, but he will never let himself get stuck in sadness, so he guessed it was for the sake of his children. After all, no matter what
How she hated this child before and how she didn't want this child to come into this world, but after all, it was almost five months ago, and it was impossible for her to really have no emotions at all, so it was not impossible that the sudden loss of the child would cause a big blow to her.
Yes, but he didn't know why, but he always felt that things were definitely not as simple as he thought.
Because Gu Chenghuan hates him, even if she is really sad because of the loss of her child, she will never be so unabashedly sad and cry in front of her. She will only bury all the pain in her heart.
Tasting it alone in her heart, and then using it to stab herself again and again, making herself sad, is what she would do.
So, is it because she is like this now? He vaguely guessed the reason in his heart, but he was unwilling to believe it. Especially when he thought that Gu Chenghuan should not know Wei Jincheng's current situation, he was even more unwilling to admit that they were actually
The heart is connected.
That would make him look particularly ridiculous!
Yu Rongrui gave Gu Chenghuan a routine checkup, and after coming out, he sighed and said to Wei Mingxi: "In my opinion, my sister-in-law is simply suffering from a heart disease. Heart disease requires heart medicine. Otherwise, no matter how good I find her,
New medicines or prescribing higher dosages are of no use."
Wei Mingxi was silent for a long time, then nodded towards Yu Rongrui: "I understand, I'm sorry to trouble you these days!"
"What can you say? This is what I should do, but I couldn't help my sister-in-law, so I feel really bad about it." Yu Rongrui said embarrassedly.
Wei Mingxi patted his shoulder and sent him out without saying anything. Then he took a deep breath and went back to the bedroom to see Gu Chenghuan.
Gu Chenghuan was not asleep. He was sitting on the bed with his head down, wondering what he was thinking. He heard footsteps and raised his head. The two looked at each other speechlessly for a long time. Finally, Wei Mingxi sighed secretly and wanted to speak. She
But he spoke first: "Phone!"
Wei Mingxi was stunned for a moment, then realized that she was looking for a phone number.
Since she was pregnant, in order to prevent radiation, he basically didn't use his mobile phone very much. If he had anything to do, he would use the landline. As for Gu Chenghuan himself, he was even more cold-hearted and cold-hearted. He was often ignored or ignored.
When looking for someone, a mobile phone is simply useless to her, so after coming here, although he got himself a mobile phone, there was no phone in the house, so if she wanted to make a call, she could only call him.
"Do you want to call?" It was rare that she took the initiative to speak. Wei Mingxi was not unhappy. She took out the phone and said with a smile: "Do you want to call home? Let me find the number for you."
"No!" Gu Chenghuan said calmly, took the phone in his hand, quietly took a deep breath, and quickly dialed a phone number with his fingers flying. When she was waiting for the call to be connected, she was actually a little nervous.
Wei Mingxi's eyes couldn't help but narrowed, and complicated emotions arose in her heart.
She was so distracted when he forced her to recite his phone number that he could forget it when he turned around, let alone the phone numbers of the Gu family and the Wei family.
But just because she doesn't like to remember phone numbers doesn't mean she can't remember any of them. So a phone number that's so familiar that you don't even have to think about it can only belong to one person.