Su Yuanyuan raised her head and stared blankly at the green bamboo roof above her head, her eyes almost gray.
When she was very young, Su Yuanyuan, who was born in the Su family, had already noticed some abnormalities in the Su family compound.
My mother didn't laugh very often. Although every time she laughed, it brought her warmth like a spring breeze. However, the helplessness and resentment hidden deep in her eyes, as well as the tears that naturally fell from her occasional sitting quietly in the sun, made Su Yuanyuan inexplicably sad.
Throbbing.
She was still young at that time and did not know about political marriage, nor did she know that life actually had many helplessness. Living under the care of her elders, she, the apple of her eye, always faced everything with a smile.
Then one time, her mother looked at her, talking nonsense, and her face became very unfamiliar to her, and suddenly slapped her hard. She cried and made a fuss and went to her father's place to cry and face him.
With the helplessness on her angry face, she vaguely understood that happiness was only her own thing, and that everyone else had a lot of helplessness.
Later, when she got older, the discipline at home became much looser. Su Yuandou ran around with two small braids and stayed in the house of three aunts and six wives for several days.
Every time she stayed at the elders' home, delicious and fun food would be delivered to her. Su Yuanyuan liked this feeling very much. At least it would not be like at home, where she would always have a sudden moment at a certain time or moment.
It feels very depressing and strange.
Perhaps because he is young and is afraid that he will get lost if he is naughty, those doting aunts and aunts will always take him with him, and then chat with a few women with whom he has personal relationships, as if the topic will never be finished.
Maybe they thought they were still young and didn't understand what they were saying, so they spoke without any scruples and without restraint at all. So, Su Yuanyuan sipped the White Rabbit toffee in her hand, using the shiny
Looking over with big eyes, some of those women always had the same anger and helplessness as their mother.
It seems like all adults like this.
The little braid gradually turned into a ponytail. As Su Yuanyuan grew up, she finally understood the source of those women's troubles - political marriage. Just like the ivy at the door of her own house, in order to prevent the decline of those women's families, she even
It was completely overturned, so many of my aunts and aunts actually did not come here willingly, but were forced to cling to the big tree of the Su family like ivy.
The smart Su Yuanyuan didn't say anything harsh in front of those women's spouses. From the look on her mother's face when she saw her, and then when she saw her father's unhappy look after crying, she knew she shouldn't talk nonsense.
it is wrong.
If she is a little older, she may be very close to her current age. With her powers turned on, she has finally integrated into the lives of adults. Chewing White Rabbit toffee, she reads books about people with powers and studies psychology in the middle of the night.
Learn how to make those who are enlightened correctly accept your guidance, instead of going astray and doing things that are not good for social stability.
Her horizons gradually broadened, and her state of mind gradually changed. The loneliness deep in Su Yuanyuan's heart became more and more serious.
I am the product of a political marriage, and many of my cousins are also products of this kind. They may be more unlucky than me, and may be scolded by their parents, crying, and left alone, even if they are loved by others.
If you come forward on your own, you may just be ignored by the adults.
Thinking about the faces of those women in front and behind them, and the indifference and helplessness behind the angry faces of those men, Su Yuanyuan had never been so repelled by such a thing.
Unaccustomed to the estrangement in her family, she accidentally applied for a job to her grandfather who loved her. After her grandfather talked about her, Su Yuanyuan poured out all her dissatisfaction. Grandpa listened to her words and was silent for a long time.
, only said one sentence, "You will always understand in the future."
Then he finally gave in to his own stubbornness, sighed, and handed himself over to the person in charge of that mission with a sigh of relief, and nagging those people with endless instructions.
The reason why I say those people is because Su Yuanyuan no longer remembers them.
That mission, also her first mission, was to deal with a major drug lord in the Golden Triangle area.
Under his intervention, those people were timid, not daring to leave him alone and act rashly, nor did they dare to pull him to charge together. Finally, they accidentally exposed their identities while hesitating.
As a result, all the respect and kindness were overturned in an instant. Some people said that they were a burden, while others called themselves a broom star. The most impressive thing was that there was a middle-aged man with a family who learned about his death.
After his wife and children were killed by the real manipulator hidden behind the drug lord, he yelled at himself hysterically: "What are you, a rich girl, doing here? You don't have to worry about food and clothing, you have meat and fish every day, why do you have to come! We all
People at the bottom bleed and sweat in order to survive, and you are here to experience it, why do you have to appear in our team if you don't come early or late!"
A sentence that sounded very clueless. Su Yuanyuan didn't even know what he wanted to express at the time, and then she fled the battlefield under the cover of the middle-aged man.
In the end, she escaped. The middle-aged man also came out with the desperate support of his teammates, but rushed in again. At that time, Su Yuanyuan only heard that they died together. As for the outcome, she was taken away by Uncle Lin.
, can no longer be seen.
Since then, Su Yuanyuan has never volunteered to apply for a job again.
Life seemed to have returned to its original routine. Of course, Su Yuanyuan understood that she actually had a shadow. She also roughly understood what the middle-aged man wanted to express: women from wealthy families should not appear in that kind of place.
The task should be to enjoy, and then wait for the same fate as those three aunts and six wives...
It seemed like she had given in, but secretly she worked harder and harder. As time went by and she grew up, Su Yuanyuan's state of mind gradually became cold and gloomy.
She was afraid that she would really become the kind of woman who was duplicitous in front of and behind her back, a political marriage burial that secretly cried and was even filled with resentment.
She began to put an end to feelings and prevent any man from approaching her. Whether he was flattering or gentle, she faced them all with the face of thousands of icebergs.
But... this short vacation created the biggest tragedy in my life...
She met a contradictory person full of rebellious psychology. From her name to her dress to her family, this little kid named Zhang was full of contradictions almost from head to toe.
Perhaps it was a matter of his own attitude, or perhaps it was the confrontation between being rich and having nothing. From the moment he met the other person to the time they got together before his grandfather died, Zhang Deshuai and he had almost never had a good and calm conversation.
at the same time……
I became his class teacher and enlightened him about his superpowers when I first met him. I was very lucky to meet such a person who was waiting to be awakened among ordinary people. At that time, I was very excited and hoped to be a competent initiate.
Then his grandma appeared and he was told a lot of ridiculous facts. What was even more ridiculous was that she would actually become his first wife!
Huh, ridiculous remarks! Just as ridiculous as the inexplicable panic I felt at that time!
Later, Zhangjiacun was merged into the Watchmen, but his grandmother died, and his grandfather appeared, finally making what he was most worried about happen.
From a hostage to a victim of politics! I temporarily lurked in Zhangjiacun for the sake of the overall situation, but in the end I still couldn't escape the political marriage!
Su Yuanyuan cried and cursed, and was in a daze when Zhang Weiming explained that Zhang Deshuai only valued feelings. Before she could fully react, her grandfather died...
The old man's last words when she quietly stepped forward to help Zhang Deshuai out of trouble, she did not say anything that made her disgusted. She just told herself to stay in Zhangjiacun with peace of mind, help Zhang Deshuai well, and before the watchers decided on the leader,
Don't go back.
Of course, this is what Su Yuanyuan later understood. Su Yongyao's original words were very calm, just in a tone that seemed to be mentioned accidentally, while reminding her to be careful not to be discovered by the foreigner, while using her
The content of understanding is used as an example of extension.
In despair, Su Yuanyuan understood her grandfather's painstaking efforts, but she also completely rejected her family. Under the sadness, the contradictory body suddenly stretched out her hand, slowly, step by step, and took care of herself with meticulous care.
Under that extreme pessimism.
Some of them recognized it, maybe they were taken advantage of!
Who would have thought that I actually spent three months with him without feeling homesick! We laughed and joked together, watching his different embarrassments in front of each girl, embarrassing, honest, cunning and vulgar.
, a person who looks real, watching from the side, or being in it, you can really feel the feeling of being noticed all the time.
For Su Yuanyuan at that time, perhaps this should be the biggest comfort. So she could play around with Zhang Deshuai without any scruples, regardless of the iceberg beauty or the pure and pure!
This is the real thing and the life that you need most in your heart!
Stable, happy, without any scheming, a kind of peace of mind that you can't feel at all in a home full of intrigues.
Then he applied for a mission, so that Zhang Deshuai could quietly integrate into the Watchers, to find out the mole who leaked his grandfather's whereabouts, and also to secretly pay attention to the lives of the elders living at the center of the Watchers... But everything failed.
Everything has changed, everything has changed!
He is actually a controller! He has been coveting himself!
But why did I feel a little flustered when I saw the content of his message on the phone?
Habits may really be a scary thing!
This character, who is like his own brother, just posted: "I'm sorry, but I really didn't mean it. The situation is very dangerous now. I don't know if I can survive. If you don't see me, please help me first."
The family kept it a secret for a while, and then used a device to simulate my voice to tell Lisa that I was practicing in seclusion. Well, I had to use a very obscene tone so that she wouldn’t ask further questions. I have to go, take care of yourself, Su Niu, remember to find her.
"I, I don't think I can die that easily." Then he became completely confused.
Did he say the word "get out" too much? Why was he lying on the grass when he was unconscious with a pair of hands covering his mouth? How powerful was his opponent? He couldn't be dead, could he? There was blood on the ground
,whose is it? Why is no one left behind?
I kept calling and looking for people without eating or sleeping, and worked in a panic for two days. Even Su Borui was slightly jealous and said in a roundabout way that she had a boyfriend...
Su Yuanyuan chuckled and shook her head.
Borui is a friend who grew up together. Although he is the child of a servant, his grandfather treats him as a relative, so he changed his surname. Perhaps the third uncle thought that he might not be able to bear the loneliness of staying here, so he specially appointed him here.
Well, but he didn't know that he had already rejected Bo Rui, who had confessed to him on impulse, and was slightly embarrassed.
But at least they were friends. Seeing that he worked hard and was recognized by his grandfather who was still alive because of his outstanding abilities, Su Yuanyuan was able to face him well even though he was in love with her.
Finally... the person was found, the friend died, and I...
Her thoughts were flying, from when she was a child to now. Su Yuanyuan closed her eyes and shed tears. Her hands became claws and she tightly grasped the quilt under her body.
The pain in her lower body was clearly reflected in her mind. Su Yuanyuan frowned and shed tears. Her fingers tightened and she suddenly felt that the quilt under her right finger was very tight.
Breathing rapidly, his chest heaved involuntarily, what caught his eye was the face of a man who was still asleep as expected, but frowned and looked very insecure.
His face was very pale, his hands were tightly clasped on the side facing him, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he was helplessly mumbling some vague words in his sleep.
Her legs were slightly tensed, and her fingers tightly grasped the quilt. Su Yuanyuan stared at Zhang Deshuai intently, her pretty face gradually distorted, and crystal tears fell down her face like a thread.
It's all you, it's all your fault! If it weren't for your Zhangjiacun, I wouldn't have stayed here forever! Grandpa wouldn't have come here in person again and again! And he wouldn't have died!
Give me my grandpa back, give me my Bori, give me back everything I have!
Her body suddenly straightened up, and the quilt slipped away, revealing her red and attractive smooth skin. Su Yuanyuan raised her hands violently, pressed on Zhang Deshuai's body, and strangled his neck!