Zhang Deshuai knew that he had asked the wrong person. For Cai Si, who has been in a precarious state all year round, he must be more concerned about his own safety.
But it is undeniable that this is correct. Many times, driven by certain interests, people will lose their minds and turn into animals, with only the survival instinct of the weak and the strong.
With a sigh, Zhang Deshuai muttered in a low voice: "It would be great if Lisa thought so too..."
It seems that the situation is getting messy after cutting things off. Zhang Deshuai once again scolded himself as a beast for wanting to harm Lisa Li even though he was in the current situation. He then wrote seriously: "Cai Si, what I want to say is, you
There's no need for this. I'm just the first person to recognize you. You can treat me as a friend, but," seeing Cai Si's expression becoming futile and uneasy, Zhang Deshuai patted her arm gently and wrote: "
You may not know my state at that time, I am not that kind of person. You can treat me as a friend, or more deeply, you can treat me as someone you can rely on, but I belong to you and you belong to me. This will not work.
"
After trying to write down his true thoughts, Zhang Deshuai felt much better. He sighed and continued to write with this courage: "In fact, even the woman inside, if I had any sense, would not be able to do such a thing."
Things happened. I was impulsive, so I made a mistake, and now I don’t even dare to face my original girlfriend. I am looking for a remedy, and of course the only way I can think of now is to be responsible for the woman in the house."
He hesitated and wrote down the word "responsible", but Zhang Deshuai's expression was dumbfounded. He always felt that he had become a two-skinned man now. He always said he was responsible, but two women had already been hurt by him. If he did it again,
If you tell Lisa, there will be three...
"But you, you can still be saved. You can choose the life you want. As for whether you want to live here or not, it's up to you. We are good friends, and you saved my life. I can share this with you."
Cai Si looked at the handwriting intently, frowning and tilting her head to understand. Until she almost understood, she suddenly hugged her knees and buried her head in silence.
Zhang Deshuai feels much better, but he still has some unoptimistic thoughts about Cai Si's condition. Now his thinking ability feels much clearer, and he also feels that he has changed a little bit more about people and things - well, he feels vaguely
I feel like I am growing up and can look at more things rationally.
Although all kinds of burdens that weighed him down and made it difficult to breathe were still there, he already had a vague feeling in his heart that he could handle things well.
Of course, expectations are always yours, what others think is another matter.
Cai Si was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head and wrote with trembling fingers on the ground: "Thank you."
Then it was gone, leaving only such a meaningful but pale sentence. Zhang Deshuai looked at the wet tears at the corners of her eyes, and felt mixed emotions in his heart. He could only think in a good direction and smiled noncommittally.
Cai Si pursed her lips and smiled, then buried her head on her knees and fell into a deep sleep. Zhang Deshuai stayed aside and did not move. After a while, the woman next to him seemed to be asleep and slowly leaned on his shoulder...
"Get away! Get away..."
"Aww!"
"Go away or not! You mute, you are such an eyesore!"
"You don't want to go away, right? You don't want to go away, right? Come on, come again! Choke you to death, strangle you to death, ah——"
A series of noisy sounds rang in his ears, and Zhang Deshuai woke up from his sleep state in an instant. He rushed into the bamboo house as if he had been struck by lightning.
Su Yuanyuan actually jumped to the ground naked again and started a stalemate with Cai Si who woke up at some point.
Seeing her glance at him with splitting eyes, Zhang Deshuai stood at the door, at a loss what to do.
"Ah..." Cai Si saw Zhang Deshuai coming in and quickly pulled away, causing Su Yuanyuan who used too much force to fall to the ground.
"Hiss..." She fell to the ground and hurriedly covered her knees. Su Yuanyuan's petite body curled up, and her eyes suddenly filled with tears.
"How is it?" Zhang Deshuai quickly ran to Su Yuanyuan and squatted down, his white and tender knees had been scratched by the ground.
"Go away!" Su Yuanyuan pushed Zhang Deshuai aside angrily, and her undulating shuangfeng was instantly exposed to Zhang Deshuai's sight.
"Ah..." Cai Si ran to Zhang Deshuai and helped him up with a guilty look on his face.
Zhang Deshuai was helped up by Cai Si and shook his head at her. Although he knew she didn't understand, he subconsciously comforted him in a calm tone: "It's not your fault, don't blame yourself."
Then he turned to support Su Yuanyuan, "Don't make trouble, go to sleep on the bed."
"Get out!" Su Yuanyuan pushed forward with both hands, but Zhang Deshuai pressed her chest against her. Her resistance made her lift up her foot and kick Zhang Deshuai's calf.
"Don't make trouble, you will really catch a cold." Zhang Deshuai said calmly, letting Su Yuanyuan struggle, holding her waist and legs firmly with both hands, and immediately lifted her and walked towards the bamboo bed.
"Are you letting it go? Are you letting it go?" Su Yuanyuan's ten fingernails were deeply embedded in the flesh of Zhang Deshuai's arm, and she was saying through gritted teeth. Zhang Deshuai was indifferent. She couldn't swallow this breath, so she opened her mouth and bit the back of Zhang Deshuai's hand.
"Good boy, lie down." Zhang Deshuai acted as if this had never happened. His hand was still bitten by Su Yuanyuan, but he put Su Yuanyuan down on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover her body with his other hand.
Su Yuanyuan stared at him fiercely. Zhang Deshuai sat aside and asked as if nothing was wrong: "What do you want to eat? I bought a lot of things. But I only know that you like to eat White Rabbit toffee. Hehe,
Fortunately, you are not picky about food and are easy to feed." Su Yuanyuan continued to bite, and blood suddenly appeared on her teeth.
"Oh, I remembered it. You seem to like Dongpo pork, but unfortunately I can't cook it... and scrambled eggs with loofah, I know how to cook them for you later. Also, I bought dates and peanuts,
They're all for blood replenishing, you can take some later. Oh, I'll have some more later... Hiss - Su Yuanyuan, what the hell are you going to do!!!" He said calmly and held back his temper, but there was something on the back of his hand.
There was really a piece of meat missing. Zhang Deshuai pulled out his hand and couldn't help but shouted.
"Bah!" Su Yuanyuan's mouth was full of blood, and she smiled with bloody teeth, but her eyes were full of tears when Zhang Deshuai said, "How about it? I want you to die! Die!"
"It's over!" Zhang Deshuai shouted angrily, pointed at Su Yuanyuan and said loudly: "I owe you, but I'm already trying to make up for it! It's okay if you don't want to cooperate, but at least don't do this, I still have to do things!"
"Doing something? Rape another woman again?" Su Yuanyuan sneered, but the tears in her eyes became thicker and thicker, "You are just... Well, what do you want to do! Get out of here, get out of here!"
"Lie down, do you hear me?" Zhang Deshuai sat down, gently pressed the quilt to Su Yuanyuan's neck, but his tone softened, "You know that we can't die now, you clearly know..."
"I don't know!!!" Su Yuanyuan suddenly struggled to get up and yelled, "What do I know? What do I know? Why didn't I know you were this kind of person!"
"Zhang Deshuai, I have been with you for such a long time, and there has never been a time when I didn't talk down to you. I laughed it off when I was bullied by you, but what did you do! What did you do to me!" Su shouted while choking with sobs.
The round arms pulled Zhang Deshuai's coat frantically.
"Stop making trouble, really stop making trouble..." Zhang Deshuai frowned when he saw his coat being pulled away and grabbed Su Yuanyuan's hand. The blood on the wound on the back of his hand flowed randomly, and all four hands were immediately stained with blood.
"Go away, go away! Let me go! Let me go!" Su Yuanyuan shouted hysterically, but her voice gradually became hoarse.
"Then don't make any noise and just listen to me, okay?"
Su Yuanyuan continued to struggle.
"Su Yuanyuan, stop arguing!" Zhang Deshuai's frown became deeper and deeper. Cai Si watched silently from the side and wanted to step forward to help subdue Su Yuanyuan, but Zhang Deshuai shook his head to stop him when he noticed.
"Let go, let me go...ah, wuwu..." His hands were tied, and the movement of his legs still caused pain in his lower abdomen. Suddenly he raised his head and shouted, and Su Yuanyuan's deep crying gradually sounded.
"I know I was wrong, but I really didn't mean it..." Zhang Deshuai said helplessly, while slowly putting his hands away, putting Su Yuanyuan back on the bed, and gently covering her with the quilt, "I
I also know that admitting my mistake like this is of no use to you. But I still want to say that there are some things that I really can’t let go of now. Why can’t you give me some time? I can deal with it slowly and then treat you well."
Su Yuanyuan kept crying. She raised her head and cried alone. Fortunately, she didn't move anymore, which gave Zhang Deshuai time to collect his thoughts and talk properly.
"You hate me, I understand. I also hate myself for being like this. It's not hypocrisy, I really love Lisa... But it's impossible now. Ouyang Yilan can still be understood by her as an innocent disaster, so I will treat you
I have to take responsibility for what I do. Well, I also understand that now I am not even qualified to say that I am responsible. But as long as you give me a little time, you will always find..."
"Let me get out of here." Su Yuanyuan suddenly wiped away her tears and looked at Zhang Deshuai coldly.
Zhang Deshuai was stunned.
"Get me out of here!" Su Yuanyuan's eyes were full of gray, but extremely determined, "I won't ask you to take responsibility! A beast like you is not qualified to take responsibility! I'm fine, just treat it like a dog rolling over me.
, you go do your thing, and I will find a way to find the murderer myself."
"you……"
"Oh, how much is chastity worth now? I'm fine, just let me go."
Zhang Deshuai fell silent with his firm tone.
After a long time, Cai Si's hand suddenly stretched out, still holding gauze, and silently wrapped Zhang Deshuai's bleeding wound. Although the bandage was very rough, Cai Si's movements were extremely cautious, lest there be any discomfort.
Zhang Deshuai eats the painful place.
"Is it necessary for you to change your tone? Put pressure on me, or do you want to do something..." Zhang Deshuai pondered and smiled bitterly, "You can't leave."
"Why! Let me out!" Su Yuanyuan yelled.
"I'm sorry for you, so I have to find a way to make up for it." Zhang Deshuai nodded, as if to confirm his thoughts, and emphasized again: "Well, you must stay here to give me a chance to make up for it. You must be in my sight.
It suddenly occurred to me that you are actually very smart, and you are not willing to let Grandpa Su die for no reason, but your impulsiveness worries me..."
Nodding again, Zhang Deshuai said: "I don't want to chase you back then. Maybe something happens to you and I have to avenge you. This is unnecessary. Okay, I won't say more. You can slowly think about how to face it.
Let me."
"You may be able to hide your virginity, but I'm sorry, I have my own principles. I've given you everything, but if you get hurt, I don't think I'll let it go. If someone wants to hurt you, I can do it for you.
I can do whatever you want."
After a pause, Zhang Deshuai said in a desolate voice: "Of course, I won't allow you to do anything that hurts Lisa. I can only do it myself."
After saying that, he closed his eyes and smiled bitterly. Zhang Deshuai squatted on the ground and wrote and told Cai Si. He looked at Su Yuanyuan and when Cai Si nodded, he went out to cook.