"You all should go, I want to talk to my mother again." Coco's tears had run out, and there was only endless sadness and loneliness left in her heart.
After her mother left, she was really the only one left.
She lives alone, eats alone, sleeps alone, and even misses her alone. She will no longer have relatives around her to give her the warmth of home.
"Mom, why are you willing to leave your daughter? My daughter is so good and stays with you all the time because she is afraid that you will be lonely. But if you leave like this, I will be alone! What should I do if you leave me alone? What should I do...
...The family is incomplete without my father, and now without you, it can no longer be called home. From now on, I will really be an orphan, homeless... What should I do, what should I do..."
Coco wants to cry very much, but her eyes are astringent and her tears have dried up. How can she vent her sadness?
There was already a thick layer of blood scab on her lips, which hurt even the slightest touch. Keke wished she could cry from the pain, so painful that she had tears.
But I couldn’t, I really cried to the point of sadness, to the extreme, to the point where I couldn’t cry anymore.
Coco picked up her mother hard and put her on the bed. Then she took the comb and arranged her hair and clothes. After seeing her mother become more energetic, she planned to turn around and go out.
But the moment she turned around, a piece of white behind the corner of the cabinet attracted her attention.
This house is already an old one. The walls are peeling off and turning yellow. How come there are still such white areas?
Coco walked over, squatted down, and reached out to touch it.
It's paper!
Coco frowned, carefully took out the paper and opened it.
The next second, she unconsciously bit her lip again, biting it hard, biting it tightly. She was afraid that she would cry out in pain when she looked at the letter in her hand.
…
Coco, when she sees this letter, my mother may have left this world, but don’t cry or be sad. This is your mother’s own choice. I have lived for most of my life and been confused for most of my life. Only when I leave
I woke up not long ago. I remember everything that happened to me, and I even remember how I treated you badly when I was a child. Even after you found out who your father was, I remember everything that happened to you. But I was confused at that time.
, actually couldn't see his hypocrisy, and just dragged you through several years of hard life... Mom, I'm sorry for you. When you were beaten, you didn't have the courage to stand up and protect you, so you could only cower in it.
In your arms, protected by you, from that moment on, I knew that when you grew up, I could let go, you no longer need to be dragged down by my mother, and you could have a new life of your own... Haha, maybe
In your opinion, I, an incompetent mother, actually left you alone, but I would rather be confused than sober up. I really have no shame in seeing you again, no shame in being your mother anymore, and no shame in being here.
Stay by your side, so from now on, you choose to start a new life without being involved by anyone. Don't let everyone know that I am your mother, you are you, you are a brand new self, you can start a new life.
, let me take away the past with you. I will always look at you in the sky, watch you start a new life happily, and live your life happily... Well, my life has come to an end, goodbye,
I will take away all the misfortunes and leave you with a new life. Oh, by the way, the young man named Yan is a good person. If possible, you can consider him. I think he will definitely bring you a new life.
You have a different life!
I'm sorry about your mother...
After reading the letter, the letter paper became bright red.
There are no more tears, but there is still blood. Let the blood overflowing from the corner of your mouth replace your crying and vent your inner sadness!
"Mom, why do you think so? Whether you are confused or sober, I regard you as my mother and my only relative. But how can you think so, how can you be so self-righteous and leave me alone?
, Without you, there will be no family affection. How can I have a happy life? My life will never be perfect again..." Coco slowly slid to the ground, holding the letter stained red with blood, and screamed
He growled lowly.
Her heart felt so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that even if she yelled, she couldn't get rid of that feeling. It seemed that she could feel much better only by letting her heart go.
Yan Shao and Lili rushed in immediately when they heard the sound, really afraid that she would do something if she couldn't think about it.
But nothing happened. Except for a piece of dazzling red letter paper, nothing happened.
"Keke, don't be sad. Auntie will definitely not want to see you like this. Really, don't be sad. If you do this, auntie will definitely feel bad when she leaves..." Lili hugged Keke and comforted her.
Coco opened her eyes, looked at Lili, then grabbed the letter tightly and threw herself into her arms, loudly venting: "Lili, my mother left. She selfishly left me alone. I am now a relative."
All gone, I am an orphan, I..."
"No, how can you be an orphan? You still have me, and I will always be by your side. I will never leave you before you leave this world. I won't, I promise!"
Li knew the pain in her heart, but besides this method, was there any other direction?
What should such a strong girl do when her father is inhumane and her mother passes away so suddenly?
People who usually look strong are more fragile than anyone else when they are vulnerable. A bad incident may make them really disappointed with everything and have negative thoughts, and she will not let this happen to Coco
Absolutely impossible!
Seeing them like this, Young Master Yan gave them space, went out by himself, and prepared the funeral with Bai Yuze.
The official funeral is two days later.
Keke didn't eat or drink for two days, and just stayed by her mother's side. It wasn't until her mother had to be buried that she reluctantly left.
Lili held Ke Ke who was so weak that it seemed like a gust of wind would blow her away, and she watched quietly as the grown men put the coffin down and filled it with earth step by step.
"Mom!" When the last shovelful of soil was sprinkled, Coco broke away from Lili's arms and rushed over, picking up the soil on the ground with her bare hands, as if she didn't believe that her mother had really left her.
"Lili, what are you doing? You are torturing yourself, do you know!" Lili also followed up and tried to stop it, but it didn't work. Coco was so crazy that she couldn't stop it at all.
Mr. Yan gave Bai Yuze the shovel in his hand, then went over, grabbed her hand, stared at her and shouted: "Lin Keke, please wake up, my aunt is gone, do you want to face the world like this in heaven?"
My aunt! Do you think you are worthy of your aunt? You..."
Suddenly, Coco thought of her mother's last words, grabbed Young Master Yan and asked: "Young Master Yan, let me ask you, do you still want me like this now? Do you still want me?"