This is my second time coming to the hospital this year. The first time was in Nong'an, but this time it was in Fuzhou. Fuzhou General Hospital is more like a military hospital. Naturally, the number of patients in the hospital in my small county cannot be compared with that here. Looking at it all,
, the inpatient department was crowded with people, the beds in the main hospital were simply not enough, and the corridors were filled with simple beds.
When I showed up in the inpatient department, many people looked at me with surprise. Ordinary people bring carnations, lilies, daffodils and other flowers when visiting patients, as well as roses, and they are bright red and they look really real.
Rare.
Su Da Niu took me to the 19th floor with ease. Compared with the hustle and bustle of the surgical inpatient department downstairs, it was much quieter here. However, it gave people an extremely heavy and depressing atmosphere. Almost everything was there.
The patients' faces were all pale, and they were passing by in front of my eyes one by one, like white impermanence in the underworld.
Su Da Niu took me around a few turns with ease, and finally stopped in front of a single room, pointed to the sign outside the ward, and said, "That's it."
I glanced at the sign on the right side of the ward, and the words "Han Luxue" deeply hurt my eyes.
The door was half open. When I was standing at the door and wondering whether I should knock on the door, I suddenly heard a slightly hoarse middle-aged man's voice coming from inside: "Xiaoxue, you have been staring at the computer for more than an hour.
, now it’s time to rest.”
As soon as the man's voice fell, the familiar voice finally sounded: "It doesn't matter, I'm not tired yet. Dad, dad, come and see, this is my senior, isn't he handsome? Come on, his killer move
, Rakshasa Three Styles!”
"Well, handsome, very handsome." The middle-aged man said softly with doting in his voice: "Xiaoxue, you really need to take a rest. Otherwise, if you don't look pretty in the future, your seniors won't like you."
"I..." There was unconcealable sadness in Xinxin's voice: "Dad... do you think I really have a future? Haha, if I don't see him more now, I won't be able to see him for a long, long time in the future.
It’s his turn.”
"How could it be?" Hearing what Xinxin said, tears almost burst into my eyes. I forced myself to calm down. I didn't care whether I was polite or not, and gently opened the door.
"Are you—" There was a middle-aged man standing in the ward. He was slightly startled when he saw me.
But a beautiful middle-aged woman next to him stood up gracefully, nodded to me, then smiled at Mandala and Su Da Niu: "Miss Li, Miss Su, you are here."
"I remembered!" Before Mandala and the others could speak, the middle-aged man suddenly patted his forehead, then pointed at me excitedly and said to his heart: "Xiaoxue, who do you think is here?"
"Senior?" In fact, Xinxin had seen me a long time ago. When she saw me walking in, Xiao Nizi got into the quilt and covered her head tightly.
"Xinxin, what are you doing?" I nodded to the middle-aged man, then walked to Jun Xinconcubine's bedside and said with a wry smile: "Am I just so scary?"
"Wuwuwu, of course not!" Jun Xinconcubine's voice came from the quilt: "Senior, I am too haggard now. You will be disappointed when you see me!"
"Who said that?" I tried to make my voice full of sincerity: "Xinxin is the most beautiful and gentle girl I have ever seen. I will not be disappointed!"
"Really?" Jun Xinconcubine's quilt exposed a crack and she looked at me secretly.
"Of course!" I handed over the red rose: "It's for you. If you don't accept it, then I'll give it to Su Qin."
"No!" Concubine Jun Xin seemed to be frightened, and lifted the quilt: "I know you like Sister Su, but if you want to give it away, you have to wait until I leave before giving it away!"
My heart suddenly felt sour. Jun Xin and Concubine Xin's long black hair turned yellow, her eyes were sunken, and her face was extremely pale! I really wished I could give myself a hard slap, but in fact I had already
I noticed that Xinxin looked wrong, but I never thought about leukemia from the beginning to the end! If I had given Xinxin more connections and reminded her to get checked earlier, maybe things wouldn't have ended up like this!!!
"Xinxin, what are you talking about?" I showed a smile that I thought was very handsome, passed the rose forward again, and said with a smile: "Isn't it just anemia? It can be cured soon. Medical treatment in Fuzhou
If the level is not good, we will go to Beijing, Shanghai, Beijing. If Shanghai is not successful, we will go abroad! In short, you have to recover as soon as possible. My Heavenly Kings Gang and Jinyiwei are still waiting for you to help me!"
"Yeah!" Maybe she knew that what I was telling was a lie, but Jun Xinconcubine didn't expose me. She looked at the bright red roses happily and chuckled: "Senior, are you courting me?"
"Of course!" I took a peek at Xinxin's parents and saw that they had no special expression. I nodded solemnly at first, then my forehead was filled with blood for a moment, and I knelt down on one knee with a rose in my hand, just like those proposing people on TV.
plot, I said seriously: "Xinxin, be my girlfriend, okay?"
The whole ward was completely silent. Perhaps Xin Xin knew very well that if it were not for her illness, I would never have done such a thing in my life. If it had not been for her illness, I would not have truly known each other in this life.
What an intersection.
A deep feeling of disappointment flashed in Xinxin's eyes. The little girl looked up at Su Qin and chuckled: "Sister Su, I accept it... Hehe, will you die after a shot?
Senior?"
"You think too much." Su Da Niu said with a fake smile: "He is just like a treasure in your eyes, but he is not even a fart in our eyes. Wan Jun, do you think so?
?”
"That's right." Mandala stood with Su Darniu without hesitation this time: "Xinxin, please take him away quickly, otherwise we will be annoyed to see him!"
"Oh, why are you talking about seniors like that!" A bitter smile appeared on Jun Xinconcubine's pale face. She took the bright red rose from the bed and said to me, "Although I know you are lying to me.
Yes, but I’m also really, really happy!”
"Nonsense, we didn't lie to you." I stood up slowly. I didn't care that her parents were beside me. I sat beside Jun Xin and Concubine Xin's bed, and reached out to hold her extremely thin body in my arms.
Li, gently whispered in her ear: "Xinxin, I'm sorry..."
"Eh? Are you very touched that I accepted you?" Jun Xin, Concubine Xin Xiaoniao raised her head and stretched out her withered little hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes: "Hey, I was so moved that I cried.
…”
"Uncle Han, Aunt Han, Wanjun and I haven't eaten yet, and we're not familiar with this area... Could you please take us out to eat something?" Su Da Niu asked seriously.
"Oh oh oh." The middle-aged man nodded repeatedly and said with a smile: "There is nothing delicious near the main hospital, otherwise we should go farther away. I know there is a vegetarian restaurant that tastes good."
"Well, let's go then." Su Da Niu nodded and smiled: "Xinxin, I have to go eat. I will accompany you after eating."
"Okay." Jun Xinconcubine straightened up from my arms and waved, "Please be safe and don't forget to pack your bags for seniors."
Su Da Niu smiled slightly, took the mandala and Xinxin's parents together, and gently closed the door for us when leaving the ward.
"Xinxin, are you tired? Do you want to lie down for a while?" Xinxin and I didn't say anything, we just hugged each other quietly. Half an hour later, I was afraid that she was too tired, so I asked softly.
"You all know, it's just anemia. If you don't do strenuous exercise, you'll be fine." Jun Xinconcubine's little face pressed against my chest, her hands wrapped around my waist, and she whispered: "Senior... I'm afraid
...I'm afraid that if I let go, I will only be able to feel your warmth again in the next life...I..."
"I've never heard that anemia can kill people." I pinched Jun Xinconcubine's nose and said with a smile: "The state of mind is very important for the recovery of the disease, so you have to be happy every day, you know?"
"Well!" Jun Xinconcubine looked up at me, and there seemed to be a crystal light shining in her eyes: "Senior, after I recover, can you put on a wedding dress for me with your own hands, and let me be your wife and you?
A man’s wife?”
"No." I shook my head.
"Oh." Jun Xinconcubine's heart trembled, and she lowered her head in disappointment.
"I said no, not because I don't want to, but because I have to ask your parents first!" I used my index finger to lift Jun Xinconcubine's chin frivolously, and said with a smile, "If your parents don't agree, I can't steal the bride.
!”
"That's it!!" Jun Xinconcubine's heart suddenly turned from worry to joy. She looked at me expectantly and said, "What if my parents agree?"
"Then of course I will put on the most beautiful wedding dress for you and let you be my most beautiful bride." I sketched a beautiful blueprint for my heart: "Do you still remember when we first met? You said you wanted to travel all over the motherland.
The great rivers and mountains, and the customs and customs of various places... Well, at that time I will take you to realize your dream."
"Really?" Jun Xinconcubine's breathing was a little rapid, and she looked at me with longing.
"Of course!" I said seriously, feeling sour and bitter, "If you are willing, I will ask the doctor for his opinion later, and we will leave tomorrow."
"I don't want it." Happiness bloomed on Xinxin's little face: "I am very satisfied to hear you say that. I know that your career has just started now, and I can't hold you back now!"
"It doesn't matter. The company has Wasteland, and there are Wudao and others in the game. I don't need to worry about it!" I said.
"That's not necessary." Jun Xinconcubine said with a smile on her face: "The national war is about to start, you definitely don't have time."
"Xinxin, you..."
"Senior, please stop talking. Even if you have time, I can't leave the hospital now." Jun Xinconcubine kissed me gently on the cheek: "If you are willing, you can take me on a trip in the game.
ah!"
"Yeah." Jun Xin and Concubine Xin have such a character. She decides everything, what else can I say?
I spent the whole day with Jun Xin and Concubine Xin. We talked about games, life, ideals, and even talked about getting married and having children in the future... At about five o'clock in the afternoon, the little girl who had been tired all day curled up in my arms.
, and fell asleep peacefully after a while.
In the past, I never expected that the world would last forever, nor did I expect that the earth would last forever. But today, I really want to pray to the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to let time stop here. It doesn't matter if it can't stop, even if it can be slower, slower...
