(..) Walking into Ward No. 361 of Shanghai People’s Hospital, Gao Lin saw two people sitting at the door...
One is Sun Wei, who looks like he hasn't slept for a few days. There is a strong look of tiredness on Sun Wei's face.
The other one was Chen Jing. His hair was slightly messy and he was depressed, as if he had suffered a huge blow.
"Lin Zi." Seeing Gao Lin approaching, Sun Wei immediately stood up from his seat.
After hearing Sun Wei's words, Chen Jing also raised his head and looked at Gao Lin. His mouth squirmed slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end nothing came out.
As if he didn't hear Sun Wei's call, Gao Lin walked slowly to the front of the ward and saw a delicate woman lying on the bed through the glass window.
At this time, she fell into a coma, her face was as pale as paper, without any trace of blood. Her originally delicate face also became very old, as if she had aged more than ten years all of a sudden. If not Seeing it with his own eyes, Gao Lin couldn't believe that this was the young and lively girl he once was. The girl who was always by his side when he was almost indifferent, making him happy and making him laugh. The girl who was determined to be for him. The girl who wrote a book that only belonged to him, the active girl who jumped out from behind from time to time and hugged his waist, that... fragments of the past flashed in his mind like a movie, and the pain in his heart became more and more intense. And being unable to bear it, it was like my heart was being torn apart bit by bit.
"Lin Zi." Seeing Gao Lin stumble suddenly in front of the glass window, Sun Wei quickly ran over to hold him up.
Gao Lin calmed down, then suddenly turned to Chen Jing, pushed Sun Wei away, rushed towards him in two steps, grabbed his collar and pushed him against the wall...
"Why don't you tell me, why don't you tell me." Gao Lin almost roared with his eyes red.
"Lin Zi." Seeing Gao Lin's actions, Sun Wei turned around and ran over, trying to pull him away, "This has nothing to do with Chen Jing."
"It's none of his business." Gao Lin turned back angrily and looked at Sun Wei, with a terrifying light in his eyes.
"Ruoran asked me not to tell you. Everything is false. She has never been with me again, let alone slept with me. We..."
"Bang."
Gao Lin raised his hand and punched Chen Jing in the face. The force was so strong that the entire left side of Chen Jing's face immediately became swollen and a trace of blood spilled from the corner of his mouth.
"You lied to me like this. Are you happy? Is it amazing? Is it great?" Gao Lin roared.
"Bang."
Chen Jing raised his hand and punched Gao Lin in the face, knocking him back a few steps.
"Do you think I want to do this? Do you think I am willing to do this? If Ruoran learned that he was suffering from congenital hereditary breast cancer and it worsened, he begged me for more than three hours and refused to let me tell you. You Tell me what I can do."
"Yes, I like Ruoran, but what can I do? The person she loves is always you and my brother..."
"Do you know how I have lived these two years? Can you understand the feeling of betraying a brother against your will? Do you know how much Ruoran loves you?"
Chen Jing roared at Gao Lin.
As if hearing their voices, patients in many nearby wards came out to take a look.
At the same time, a nurse lady also rushed over.
"Sir, this is a hospital. Please don't make loud noises that disturb the patients' rest."
Gao Lin wanted to rush over again, but was hugged by Sun Wei.
"Linzi, calm down first."
And when Gao Lin wanted to break away from Sun Wei, he suddenly heard a bell ringing in Zhang Ruoran's ward.
Gao Lin and the other three quickly looked over and saw that Zhang Ruoran had woken up. It was she who had rang the bell just now.
"Lin Zi, she's awake, Ruoran is awake." Sun Wei suddenly shouted excitedly when he saw Zhang Ruoran waking up.
The nurse who originally came to warn them quickly opened the door and went in after seeing Zhang Ruoran wake up and ring the bell.
Gao Lin wanted to follow him into the room, but the nurse turned around and stopped him.
"Sorry sir, no one can enter the intensive care unit."
"Nurse, let's go in and take a look. Ruoran has always wanted to see him." Sun Wei pointed at Gao Lin and said.
The nurse looked Gao Lin up and down, then said: "Then let me ask the patient first."
After that, she entered the room and closed the door.
In about ten seconds, the nurse opened the door and came out and said to Gao Lin, "You are Gao Lin."
Gao Lin nodded.
"The patient agrees to see you. However, the patient is in a serious stage of illness. After you go in, don't talk loudly, let alone let the patient have an overreaction, and keep her mood."
Gao Lin didn't say anything, nodded, opened the door and walked in.
As soon as he walked into the ward, Gao Lin saw Zhang Ruoran lying half on the hospital bed, his clear and lively eyes that had lost any luster in the past, looking at him intently.
After looking at her for nearly a few seconds, Gao Lin walked over step by step.
Every time he took a step, Gao Lin felt that his feet were extremely heavy, as if they were tied with heavy sandbags.
Gao Lin pulled the nursing chair beside the bed and sat down on the chair.
Zhang Ruoran didn't speak, his eyes never left Gao Lin's body. Tears one after another flowed down his face like a fountain, dripping onto the hospital clothes on his chest and turning into a little wet stain.
"Why don't you tell me." Looking at the haggard woman in front of him, Gao Lin felt his eyes blurred. He reached out and wiped the tears on her face. However, the more he wiped the tears on her face, the more tears appeared on her face. Too much, it's like a water valve that's out of control, and it can't be wiped off completely.
"Do you hate me?" The voice was weak, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
"Hate, I have hated it all my life." Gao Lin choked, his eyes so blurry that he could hardly see anything.
After hearing his reply, the tears in the other person's eyes flowed even more fiercely, and they instantly wet the hospital gown on his chest.
"Lin Zi, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you." After saying this, Zhang Ruoran gasped a few times, and blue veins were faintly visible on his slightly edematous skin.
"Is it useful to say this?" Gao Lin put away his wet left hand and looked at the other party.
Zhang Ruoran struggled twice, as if he wanted to get something from the table in front of the hospital bed.
"Then, book." Unable to struggle, Zhang Ruoran raised his right hand slightly and pointed at the small platform.
Gao Lin looked towards the small table and saw a thick book on the table.
When I took the book, I saw the words "My boyfriend is 19 years old" written in large gold letters on the cover. The signature below the book was: People who love him.
Just looking at this, Gao Lin's eyes became even hotter.
"Linzi, I did it. As I said, I must write a book for you. It must be a book for you and me." ..
