(..) “My boyfriend is 19 years old. He is not tall, not fat, not handsome, and has no money. I like to call him Lin Zi. If I were to use words to describe his appearance, I think he is like a wooden person because he is stupid. Damn, every time I go out on a date with him, he always looks at the sky, as if the sky is prettier than me. He also looks like a popsicle, because his face is always cold, as if It seems like everyone owes him hundreds of dollars, and it looks like I can't help but punch him twice. He is more like a big watermelon, because every time I go shopping with him, he likes to take me to eat watermelon ice. You know, I never liked eating watermelon, but I almost became a watermelon fanatic..."
"The first time I met him, that guy was very dragging. He bumped into me and gave me a contemptuous look. I kicked him so hard that I almost fell to the ground. But , this guy is really cool. He dared to call me a barbaric woman, and I threw him hard with my shoe. However, this guy is quite cute. He is always being repaired by me, but he never fights back. He just uses Those dark eyes stared at me..."
"The first time I dated him was on Xinning Street. At that time, the guy lied to me and said he wanted to talk to me about something. However, I knew from his evasive expression that he must have wanted to When he confessed to me, I pretended not to know anything and went shopping with him. Maybe I was timid, so he first bought me two bunches of candied haws, and then he excused himself to go to the movies, but he only took two steps. , he suddenly turned around and told me that he liked me and wanted me to be his girlfriend. Although I was mentally prepared, I was still shocked by his actions..."
"I never thought that that guy would be so bold as to steal my first kiss while I was sleeping. What made me even more annoyed was that he was so shameless that he refused to admit it. How did he know that I had just When I woke up from a dream, I just saw him suddenly leaning towards his face and pretended to be asleep..."
"The first time I celebrated his birthday with him was in their dormitory. At that time, he bought a big cake. According to my visual inspection, the cake definitely cost no less than three hundred yuan. This was something he couldn't afford because he was so humble. , I later secretly inquired about his roommate and found out that he earned extra money last week by handing out flyers. At the birthday party, he sang happy birthday to me, but to be honest, he sang too well. It was unpleasant, even tone-deaf, and the tune was so wrong that I almost couldn’t help but burst out laughing. However, in order to give him face, I didn’t laugh in the end..."
"The first time I formally kissed him was on the campus lawn. It was night and he asked me out. I thought he was going to take me to have a supper, but I didn't expect that as soon as we held hands in the grass, he looked at me. After finding no one around, he suddenly pulled me into his arms and kissed me directly. I wanted to struggle, but the big bull just hugged me tightly and didn't give me any chance to resist. However, In order to punish his forced kiss, I bit his tongue hard, causing him to scream in pain..."
"Afterwards, he apologized to me. In fact, I was not angry at all, but I pretended to be very angry. It scared him. He was afraid that I would ignore him in the future. While apologizing to me, he said It was a joke, and in the end, I deliberately punished him for carrying me downstairs in our girls’ dormitory, and then I said I forgive him…”
Looking through the book in his hand, Gao Lin could no longer control the tears in his eyes. They dripped on the book bit by bit, and soon became wet...
"Lin Zi, I never thought you could forgive me, but I hope you can spend every day happily, just like we once did." Zhang Ruoran said almost with all his strength, "The girl who was with you last time , it’s very beautiful, you must cherish it and don’t let us..."
Before he finished speaking, Zhang Ruoran suddenly choked a few times and then fainted.
"Ruoran, Ruoran." Seeing Zhang Ruoran suddenly fainted, Gao Lin panicked and shouted immediately.
Soon, the nurse ran in.
"I told you not to let her get emotional, why didn't you listen? Get out, get out." The nurse pushed Gao Lin out.
"Nurse, let me stay with her here for a while." Gao Lin almost begged.
"Do you want her to die of stimulation? If you want, just sit here." The nurse scolded angrily.
Hearing this, Gao Lin glanced at Zhang Ruoran on the bed, turned around and walked out of the door.
Outside the door, watching Gao Lin come out, Sun Wei and the other two wanted to say something, but seeing Gao Lin's face, they finally didn't say anything.
Gao Lin looked up at Chen Jing, rushed over in two steps, and punched him again.
Chen Jing did not expect that Gao Lin would suddenly attack him. He was unable to react in time and was knocked back several steps and almost fell to the ground.
"Lin Zi, calm down." Seeing Gao Lin punch Chen Jing and trying to rush forward, Sun Wei immediately stopped him.
"I will never forgive you." Gao Lin said angrily, glaring at Chen Jing.
Chen Jing was punched, but he didn't say anything. He just stood there and wiped the bloodshot eyes around his mouth with his hand.
At the right time, a middle-aged man walked into the hospital corridor.
Gao Lin knew this man. He was Zhang Ruoran’s father, Zhang Tianfu. Zhang Ruoran’s mother had died of breast cancer when she was a child. It was her father who had raised her up. When she was in her junior year, he worked with Zhang Ruoran. Zhang Ruoran went back to her home and met her father.
"Lin Zi, you're here too." Seeing Gao Lin, Zhang Tianfu showed a bitter smile on his face. He knew a little about Zhang Ruoran and Gao Lin. However, the two broke up when Zhang Ruoran was a senior in college. Once, He was also very satisfied with Gao Lin, but the two of them were not together in the end. However, as a father, he was very clear about Zhang Ruoran. He knew that his daughter loved the young man in front of him deeply, but he didn't know what happened. What problem caused her daughter to give up on this relationship? From now on, it seems that her daughter knew that her breast cancer was getting worse and didn't want to make Gao Lin sad, so she chose to leave.
Many times, she saw her daughter hiding in her room and crying secretly, or staring blankly at the photo of the two of them, looking like she was distracted all day long.
"Uncle." After not seeing Zhang Tianfu for two years, Gao Lin found that he was much older, and most of his originally black and thick hair was now white.
"Have Ruoran woken up?" Zhang Tianfu asked as he looked at Zhang Ruoran inside through the glass window.
"I just woke up, and now I've fainted again." Sun Wei said from the side.
"This girl has been very strong since she was a child. She will definitely be able to survive this time." Zhang Tianfu seemed to be saying to Gao Lin and others, or to himself...
