After flying back to Kyoto overnight, Gao Lin hired a car and drove straight to the affiliated hospital where Zhang Ruoran was staying.
After paying, I didn't have time to wait for the driver to get the change, so I hurriedly ran into the hospital.
After calling Zhang Tianfu and learning that he was at the door of Room 403 on the second floor, Gao Lin ran up directly.
When he got to the second floor, he saw two people in the direction of the door, one was Zhang Tianfu and the other was Li Zhengxing.
Zhang Tianfu lowered his head slightly, with a look of sadness on his thin face. His eyes were swollen and black due to being unable to sleep for a long time. They were lifeless, as if something had absorbed his heart and soul, full of energy. A kind of despair, the eyes are empty, filled with water, and constantly overflowing from the corners of the eyes.
When he rushed to the hospital, Gao Lin still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, but when he saw Zhang Tianfu's appearance, his heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a heavy hammer. He was so painful that he almost fell to the ground.
"You're here." Li Zhengxing, who had been comforting Zhang Tianfu, saw Gao Lin and said in a low tone.
Hearing Li Zhengxing's words, Zhang Tianfu couldn't help but raise his head, saw Gao Lin, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and choked with sobs: "Lin Zi..."
"Uncle Zhang... Ruoran she...she..." His mouth opened slightly, but Gao Lin found that he could not say the next words, and his upper and lower lips were trembling involuntarily.
"Inside, let's take a last look at her." Li Zhengxing sighed deeply as he tilted his head towards the room in front.
Upon hearing these words, Gao Lin's mind buzzed again, and the consciousness inside was instantly blown to pieces, and his whole body staggered two steps to the left.
"When did this happen?" Holding the wall next to him, trying to suppress his inner emotions, Gao Lin looked at Zhang Tianfu and the other two.
"Last night, I slept a little last night. Wait for me...wait for me...wuwu..." Before he could finish his words, Zhang Tianfu started to cry, "It's all my fault. If I don't sleep, if I If she had found out earlier, Xiaoran would not have..."
Gao Lin didn't listen to what he said next. He rushed into the room in despair, only to see a person lying on the hospital bed. The person was covered by a white cloth, so he couldn't see who it was.
With his right hand trembling, Gao Lin wanted to lift the white cloth, but found that he could not muster the courage.
Slowly uncovering the white cloth, a pale face was revealed. Perhaps due to severe injuries, her nose had collapsed and the side of her head was slightly cracked. However, because it had been cleaned up by the hospital, there was no trace of blood on her appearance. It's just like before, but it lacks the charm of a living person.
Just taking a glance, the heat in my eyes couldn't help but surge down, and all kinds of beautiful clips from the past flashed in my mind like movie clips...
"Why, why do you do such a stupid thing? You obviously promised me, why do you do this?"
"Didn't you say you couldn't let me go? Didn't you say you loved me very much? Didn't you say you wanted to live a good life for me? Didn't you say you wanted to see me happy?"
"Isn't it enough that you lied to me? Do you think I'm easy to lie to? Do you think I'm a fool?"
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"Calm down." He walked in from the door and saw Gao Lin talking non-stop to the hospital bed. Li Zhengxing couldn't help but patted his shoulder and handed him a letter, "This is what she left for you last night." of……"
Turning his head to come over, Gao Lin looked at the letter and thought about not taking it, but finally reached out to take it, opened the letter, and found a piece of letter paper inside.
"Linzi, I'm sorry, forgive my impulsiveness. I can't drag my father down anymore. He has sacrificed too much for me. I can't live like this anymore. Weiwei is very beautiful and a very good girl. I hope you can give her happiness. I once thought that I would never lose. No matter what it was, as long as I fought for it, victory would always belong to me. However, now I find that I lost, and it was me who lost you with my own hands. , single-handedly caused the current result, I don’t ask you to forgive me, nor do I want you to forgive me... I have lost you in this life, and if there is another life, I will definitely snatch you back from the hands of others, you, It will always only belong to me... Goodbye, Lin Zi, don't be sad for me, because I only live in your memory, goodbye..."
Looking at the contents of the letter, Gao Lin couldn't help but burst into tears.
After staying quietly in the room for more than two hours, some of Zhang Ruoran's relatives came one after another to see her one last time.
In the early morning, Chen Jing and Sun Wei also rushed here from your city overnight.
"Linzi." Sun Wei couldn't help but call out in a low voice when he walked to Gao Lin and saw the sadness on his face.
For a long time, Gao Lin had been in his own inner world, completely ignoring the things around him and just staring blankly at the envelope in his hand.
"You're here." After coming back to his senses, Gao Lin looked at Sun Wei and wanted to stand up from the chair, but because he sat for too long, he developed postural hypotension and became dizzy. He almost fell down. Fortunately, Sun Wei had quick eyesight and quick hands, and held him up.
Standing up straight, Gao Lin pushed Sun Wei's hand away and looked around, finding Chen Jing standing steadily in front, silent, his eyes slightly red, and his smooth and handsome face full of sadness. Chen Jing likes Zhang Ruoran, which Gao Lin didn't know before, but later he admitted it himself. He has always liked Zhang Ruoran silently, but Zhang Ruoran's heart belongs to Gao Lin and he doesn't have any love between men and women for Chen Jing. , now that Zhang Ruoran suddenly left, it was a painful blow to both Gao Lin and Chen Jing.
Although Gao Lin's feelings for Zhang Ruoran have faded a lot, it can even be said that he no longer has the same deep love for her as before. However, even so, he still hopes that she can live well and find her own Let's live happily together. One day, when the two meet again, they can talk and laugh like old friends, or talk about their childishness and beauty in the past, and share their current happiness and joy.
However, he did not expect that Zhang Ruoran would leave like this. He felt in his heart that Zhang Ruoran's departure had a lot to do with him. If he hadn't impulsively brought Han Weiwei to the hospital, maybe Zhang Ruoran would still have some feelings for him in his heart. A kind of hope, a pursuit of living, so that after she recovers from her illness, she may find other meanings of living. However, he should never bring Han Weiwei here. From Zhang Ruoran's last words in the letter, it can be seen that It can be seen that Han Weiwei's appearance almost cut off the last trace of hope in her heart.
