Chapter 198: As if he lost the whole world, he began to like to escape
I feel very sorry about your mother, but no matter how much I say, I can't get back what has been lost. At that time, I lied to you and said that your mother had been traveling for several years. I didn't mean to deceive you, I just didn't know.
, you will know so quickly.
How old were you then? How could I tell you these cruel things?
Now that you have grown up, why can't you understand your father's painstaking efforts?
Isn’t it for your own good that I do this? To help you grow up healthily?”
Gu Jinnian stood up, pushed away the chair, turned his back and sneered.
"Then do I still want to thank you? I always thought that my mother would come back, but no, I couldn't wait for a phone call. Then I heard the news accidentally, and I only knew that all my expectations were shattered.
Do you know how painful it feels to fall from heaven to hell?
The full expectations were suddenly dashed.
Rather than being cruel at the beginning, I would rather not deceive or fantasize."
Gu Jinnian tried his best to suppress the sadness in his heart and said in a calm voice.
How many years? How many years have passed?
He originally thought that he had forgotten everything and the scars in his heart had healed? But he didn't expect that mentioning these things again would still hurt his heart like a knife.
In the end, he didn't even see her for the last time.
When he lost her, he felt like the whole world was falling apart.
The pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
At such a young age, without anyone to accompany him, how could he hold up the entire sky with his small shoulders?
He began to hate complexity, began to hate talking, began to hate people, and began to be tired of the world.
After that, I fell into something that I couldn't extricate myself from.
I started not wanting to accept anyone.
Start escaping from the whole world.
Day and night I just stayed in my dark room, crying silently, too scared to make any sound.
That warm embrace has been lost and will no longer hug him.
He was really cold, cold from the bottom of his heart.
And what about his father? What kind of person is he?
The memory of that day was too vague, but he knew that he must have guessed right.
She covered his eyes, wondering what happened there.
If she hadn't made a noise, his mother might not have seen those things, and might not have sent her out again after sending her back. Maybe, but not maybe.