Chapter 200: Every time I think about it, I feel like I'd rather die
Seeing him like this, Gu Jinnian's father slumped in his chair with a confused look on his face. After a few minutes, he was so angry that he couldn't stop coughing.
Jinnian, I never thought that you would hate me so much.
He took out the handkerchief and coughed again, and blood immediately followed.
He smiled bitterly, there were some things that he really didn't dare to admit.
If he could completely let go now, he wouldn't mind dying.
However, Jinnian has always been his hope.
He knows that he has the ability to make the Emgrand Group bigger and bigger.
It's just whether his heart can find someone who can calm it down.
That child had received too much stimulation in the past, but he ignored it.
People always regret their mistakes when they get old. If he had known that this would happen, he would never have done that.
There was also that gentle and virtuous woman whom he had always been sorry for.
If death could atone for his sins, he would rather leave this world as soon as possible and go there to accompany her.
Gu Jinnian turned around and went upstairs, entered his room, and first went to the bathroom to take a shower with cold water.
Hate, he hates, it turns out he has always hated.
Even though he had trained himself to be calm over the past few years, he still couldn't help but tremble when faced with these things.
Thinking of his mother will always be a scar in his heart.
That woman had always loved him very much, given him everything, and devoted all her tenderness to him.
She would always hug him and call him "Jin Nian" with a smile on her face.
Give him everything.
Before those things happened, Gu Jinnian always felt that he was happy, very happy, but he did not notice how much sourness was hidden behind the smile of his mother, who had been living in such pain.
Unspeakable suffering.
But she endured it silently, always telling him.
Dear Nian, as long as you continue to grow up well, you will be your mother’s great happiness.
You are the most beautiful gift God has given to my mother. I love you and will always love you, stay with you, and watch you grow up.
But where is she?
Why are you going so fast?
Gu Jinnian covered his eyes, feeling extremely painful, and all his emotions surged up uncontrollably.
His heart began to bleed.
It turns out that even after several years of losing all the warmth of oneself, it still cannot be healed. Every time I think about it, life is worse than death.