Chapter 425: Don't worry, I won't force myself to death
Inside the room, the white light was shining brightly. Gu Jinnian's face was pale, with no trace of blood at all, even on his lips.
"Don't worry, Weilan, I won't force myself to death, I'm just overcoming it."
Gu Jinnian sighed and stretched out his hand to pull Qin Weilan up.
In fact, the current Gu Jinnian can only be regarded as at the end of his life.
"Stop torturing yourself like this, okay? Jinnian, promise me?"
Qin Weilan pulled Gu Jinnian's sleeve and said with a worried look.
Gu Jinnian gently took off Qin Weilan's hand.
"I can't wait, I have to get better soon. I don't want her to misunderstand. Weilan, you have loved me before, maybe more deeply than me. So you should understand my feelings better than anyone else."
Gu Jinnian's voice was long, distant, and extremely bitter.
Qin Weilan shook his head and turned his back.
He said slowly: "You are wrong, Gu Jinnian, you are completely wrong. If she really loves you, she will keep waiting. Jinnian, can't you just promise me? If you continue like this, one day
He will suffocate to death."
Gu Jinnian leaned against the wall, feeling a little hard to breathe. He calmed down before speaking slowly.
"I said I can't wait any longer, Weilan, you know what kind of person I am. Once I decide something, I will do it. No matter how hard and tired I am, I didn't come here like this before.
I used to be used to darkness, but I was also afraid of it, and I hated people talking in my ear.
At that time, I could spend every night in a place as complicated as drinking. In fact, sometimes I couldn’t help but want to go crazy, but every time I gritted my teeth and got over it. It’s the same now.”
Qin Weilan interrupted Gu Jinnian.
"No...this is different. Those are all in the past, and you have been through so much pain. Jinnian, at that time, you overcame yourself like this for the company. I can't stop it, after all, it is your family business. And
Now you are working so hard for a woman again.
You and she are both still young, and you still have a long time to fall in love with each other. So don’t force yourself like this.
It will only deepen your mental burden.
Don't think too much, if she is waiting for you, she will definitely wait for you.
Don’t be afraid of losing, okay?”
Qin Weilan felt that psychological counseling was absolutely necessary now.
But for a Gu Jinnian who has thought about all aspects, how useful will it be?