The pale fingers were scratching unconsciously on the table. Xu Wanqing grabbed the hands and put them in her palms.
His hands were cold and there was no warmth at all. She put them in her hands and warmed them again and again. Later, she simply put them on her face again and said in a confused voice: "Yelei, I told you, it's okay, I don't
I blame you, I really don’t blame you!”
Zou Yelei smiled bitterly, "Yujun, now you are willing to forgive me, but I can never forgive myself again."
These days, he has been thinking, why does he want to get happiness so hard, but never get it? Later, he finally understood that when he first met her, he was full of scheming. Initially, he wanted to use her to join forces.
Fight against Xiao Zhuoyan, and then use Xiao Zhuoyan's unresolved feelings for her to attack him.
That's why he tried his best to get close to her and pursue her. Maybe God must have disliked his bad intentions, so even if he was sincere in the end, he still refused to grant him happiness, and what happened next...
He even despised me. She was in so much pain at that time, but he could not bear to see her in pain. He knew the way to save her, but he kept shamefully silent. He just kept silent, waiting, just for
Waiting until the last moment, she was extremely grateful to him, but he always forgot that in a relationship, if it is full of calculations, even if he gets it in the end, it will no longer be so sweet.
He just stared at her blankly.
As of today, he can confirm that she really wants to be with him.
Got it...but he was even more uneasy.
Xu Wanqing hugged his hand and smiled gently, "I didn't blame you, so why do you blame yourself so much? If you didn't love me, how could you do such a thing?"
Zou Yelei was just apathetic, with an indescribable pain between his brows, and looked like a child, at a loss.
Xu Wanqing held his hand tighter.
"Yelei, tell me the real situation that day," she said seriously, "Lu Yingxin, drugged your wine, right? It was because of those drugs that you were so impulsive, right?"
Zou Yelei suddenly raised his eyes and said in shock: "How did you know?"
"It was your special assistant who found the powder in her bag." Xu Wanqing replied, "Do you know she drugged you?"
"I didn't know it at first. I just felt that after drinking, I suddenly became very excited. And she was very abnormal that day and kept irritating me. Although she usually pestered me, she...
She has always been very docile. Unless I want to go on a date with you, she will lose her temper. The rest of the time, she will obey me in everything."
As Zou Yelei spoke, he seemed to suddenly fall into long-lasting memories, with a sad and gentle look on his face, "Yujun, how is Yingxin now?"
"She is fine." Xu Wanqing sighed and said, "She is recovering and her life should not be in danger anymore."
"That's good." Zou Yelei calmed down in an instant and said to Xu Wanqing: "Don't worry about my affairs anymore. The matter between you and Ying Xin is also my fault. I blame me for being too good to her.
, gave her too much hope, and now let her down again, she will definitely not be able to bear it."
"It's already this time, why are you still speaking for her?" Xu Wanqing's face was filled with sadness, "I went to find her, but she wouldn't let you go no matter what."