In the evening, Xiao Zhuoyan returned home tiredly.
I felt a little gloomy, but at the door, I paused for a while.
Just entered the living room.
"Ayan, you're back. Wash your hands and come over to eat." Xiao's mother shouted in the dining room.
"Yes, Mom." Xiao Zhuoyan quickly calmed down his tired and gloomy look.
He doesn't want to see his mother sad.
Whenever he is sad, his mother will be sad too.
His mother has been blaming herself, saying that if it weren't for her, he and Qingqing would not be separated.
No matter how much he tried to persuade her, he couldn't persuade her, so he left it to her.
Xiao Zhuoyan took off his coat and threw it on the sofa in the living room. He rolled up the sleeves of his shirt and went into the bathroom. After washing his hands, he went to the dining room. At this time, his mother was already busy, serving hot meals.
Come up, "Come and sit."
"It smells so good!" Xiao Zhuoyan let himself smile and stepped forward, gently hugging Xiao's mother's shoulders, "Mom, don't work too hard. Let the servants do the hard work."
"Haha, it's not hard. No matter how hard Mom works, it's not as hard as you." Mother Xiao patted his arm, "Besides, Mom likes to make things for you to eat. She feels happy when she sees you eating. You will
Eat more."
"Yes, I will definitely eat more."
However, Xiao Zhuoyan usually doesn't have much appetite, but if his mother is watching, he will really eat more.
Without Mother Xiao watching over him, he wouldn't be able to eat enough, and he usually wouldn't have a meal outside. Compared to a year ago, he has lost weight.
Mother Xiao saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.
But what else could she say?
"Ayan, do you blame mom?" While eating, Xiao's mother was also worried, "If it weren't for mom, you would be living with Qingqing now. Maybe you would have a baby by now."
"Mom, I've said it several times, I don't blame you. This is my own decision. If you say that again, I'm going to be angry."
"We must find Qingqing, we must. Let mom go find her, okay?"
"Mom——" Xiao Zhuoyan was worried.
But when I heard my mother say that again... I felt even more uncomfortable.
After a long while, Xiao Zhuoyan said softly: "Mom, I will try my best to find her." This year, he searched for her almost frantically. He asked his friends to inquire about every city she might go to, even abroad, but,
There was a huge crowd, but it was hard to find her trace.
She must be heartbroken to run away far away?
Mother Xiao didn't say anything else.
After meal.
Xiao Zhuoyan went directly to the bedroom.
He sat on the sofa and was stunned for a while, then picked up his phone and looked at the photos inside. Xu Wanqing, wearing a white morning jacket, was sleeping soundly with her eyes closed. Her long eyelashes were slightly curled and spread between the pillows.
With a hint of sexy laziness.
Once upon a time, such laziness and charm were unique to him.
However, he lost her.
Can you never get it back?
My heart felt a dull pain.
He put his mouth against the cold screen of his phone and closed his eyes in pain.
Ever since he found out that Xu Wanqing was missing, he went crazy. Although they couldn't be together before, he could see her alive in front of him every few days. But now, for a whole year,
All his thoughts can only be expressed to this silent photo...
Qingqing, where are you?
Where are you?! I miss you so much, I miss you so much...