Zou Yelei continued on the other end: "How about having dinner together tonight?"
"Aren't you still abroad?"
"You can fly back in the evening!"
Xu Wanqing refused, "It's quite tiring flying around. You'd better have a good rest."
She couldn't help but hang up the phone.
It is undeniable that the photo just now made her feel very uneasy, and the woman who just appeared made her even more uneasy. In fact, Xiao Zhuoyan's words still had some weird influence on her.
Just like three years ago, she was used to obeying him. He was her god. Whatever he said was whatever he said. He was also used to giving orders. Men like him seemed to be born to control others, no matter it was
Whether in the company or at home, he is absolutely decisive and domineering.
Once some habits are formed, it is difficult to completely eliminate them.
When she realized this, she suddenly became irritable and walked back and forth in the office several times. She was still feeling extremely tight in her chest, so she simply made arrangements and drove out alone.
She chose a suburban boulevard where there were not many cars, and she drove fast on it.
When she was with that man, he protected everything. She was not even allowed to learn to drive, saying it was dangerous. After the divorce, the first thing she did was to learn to drive. Ever since she learned to drive, she was always used to driving fast, sometimes too fast.
It felt like her car was about to float, which made the instructor who taught her driving stare wide-eyed. Later in class, he always used her as a negative example, "Not everyone can learn from Xu Yujun, novices must look like novices, and they must act like novices."
Drive a little slower, a little slower still, and if you race against speed, it's like going on a date with the God of Death."
But there's no other way, she just likes that feeling of speed.
She had a date with Death.
When I first lost my child, I was completely devastated. I hated those two people in my heart, but I didn't want to live in this world anymore, so I had extreme thoughts.
Just once, an accident...
She almost hit an old man. At that time, she could only brake as hard as she could. The car slid against the old man's clothes. The old man collapsed softly, and his white hair was scattered in the wind. She felt that her heart was piercing.
of pain.
She stopped the car and hugged the fallen old man and cried bitterly because she remembered someone. That was her mother, the only person in the world who still loved her.
Ever since she divorced Xiao Zhuoyan and lost her child, she once fell into a crazy trance. She didn't know what she was doing every day. What lingered in her mind every day, every moment, every second was to die together with the man and woman.
She had forgotten that she still had a relative.
Since then, she has completely calmed down, trying hard to forget the past and stop doing stupid things. Yes, she is only a little over 20 years old, and she still has a long, long way to go.
Later, when her mother left, she became calmer, covering up all the wounds and pretending to smile as if nothing had happened.
However, I inexplicably fell in love with the feeling of flying. Every time I was unhappy, I would always fly like this for a while, as if I saw my mother in another world, looking at her with compassion and heartache.
She went to the cemetery.
The sky was a little gloomy, as if it was going to rain, so she bought a handful of chrysanthemums from a flower shop near the cemetery, and went to see her mother step by step.
Because it was not a solar term, there was no one in the cemetery and it was very quiet.